I was really shocked.

Even worse, I was deeply hurt.

I never thought that his words would cut deep.

I know it was just a game but I was really taken aback.

It felt like, he was saying the truth without even caring about how I would feel.

It was like being rejected without even given the chance to confess.

I was so miserable and so pitiful.

I hate this.

Am I really no good?

I just hate myself for being me!

*

One hour ago...

Inside BangTan's practice room, the boys were tasked to play the 'Of Course Game'...

Host: Suga

Group 1: Rapmon, V, & Jungkook

Group 2: J-Hope, Jin, & Jimin

YG: Who will come up first from the Hope Team?

HS: He's gonna bring down your team with his shoulders! It's Jinnie-hyung!

YG: Who is your player, Monster Team?

NJ: He is the strongest visual, Jungkookie!

YG: Start!

JK: Yah!

YG: He just disrespected him!

JN: Give me a second.

Jin was already having his inner turnoil. He doesn't want to play this game with Jungkook. He doesn't really mind being disrespected (he was so used to it already, i mean, who wouldn't right?) but what he feared the most was actually the maknae's harsh words. He took a deep breath trying to compose himself.

JN: Ok, I'm ready.

JK: You know, your life is awkward.

And there it was! He was expecting that kind of attack but hearing it was like being hit by a blow dart straight in the face. For the nth time he tried to calm himself by pretending to laugh it off.

JN: Of course.

The other 5 members didn't miss Jin's forced laugh. They started to get a little worried about this. Hoseok was signaling Namjoon through eye contact that this was all his fault for choosing the maknae to go against their precious Hyung. The Leader could only mouth a silent "Mianhe" for his insensitiveness.

It was Jin's turn but he's blanking out.

JN: There's nothing much that I can say against him.

Being the smartass that he is, Jungkook replied "Of course" without even giving the eldest the chance to retort.

JN: What are you saying? Hold up! Wait!

The youngest started to attack again without even giving much of a warning.

JK: You know that truly, you are a worse dancer than Rapmon-hyung, right?

The level of tension in the room escalated that even TaeTae couldn't laugh anymore.

Yoongi stepped in trying to salvage the situation. He wanted Jin to forfeit the game because Jeon Jungkook is being such a ing right now! He's hitting below the belt! Well, he wouldn't really care if he's not aware of his hyung's feelings for the maknae. Same goes with the other members.

YG: Do you really think that you're even worse than this human robot?

Jin heard something inside him snap. He doesn't give a damn anymore!!!

JN: Of course!

Everyone was suprised including Kookie because they thought it was over.

ChimChim stood behind Jin and started massaging his shoulders. Being the kind and gentle maknae, it was his way of sa