'Leaving them makes me who I am. I feel so much better and free without the control of a person. I had always wonder for the past 3 years how does it feel like to have freedom. To meet my family. To do what I like. But EXO and EXO-L will always be in my memories. If only I do not lose my memory.'

I still remember waking up at 9 a.m. in the morning hearing that he had decided to leave his soul brothers and company. I cried all day long. Knowing that I won't see him again in the next concert. My dad has always pampered me with what I like, especially EXO. I have never missed EXO concerts in Korea. He is willing to spend his money just to see me happy, being able to meet my ultimate bias for 2 hours at most.

11 months went by.

'LUHAN PUBLISH HIS FIRST SOLO'

'NEW SONG AND NEW SPIRIT OF LUHAN'

Finally, the day I've been waiting for has come. Waited and waited for him days and nights and I'm so happy that he shines brightly on stage, although without the company of s.