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“Kyungsoo hyung.” Jongin called out as soon as he opened the door of their shared room. Kyungsoo looked up as if acknowledging the younger’s existence before turning his gaze back on his open book.

Everyone was out today and Jongin made sure that no one’s going to be back until he identifies his hyung’s problem.

“Hyung, look at me. Tell me what’s wrong with you.”

Kyungsoo pursed his lips into thin line as if stopping himself from saying something to Jongin.

He must not know. Jongin must not know.

Kyungsoo chanted on his mind before flicking his gaze from his book to the man sitting in front of him.

“I’m fine Jongin. What’s wrong with you?” Kyungsoo let out a small sigh before closing his book and placed it on the night stand. “I’m going to take a nap, just turn off the light if you’re going-“

“Kyungsoo hyung!” Jongin cried out frustratingly. If Kyungsoo doesn’t want to say anything, he’ll do his best to force some words out of the older’s mouth.

“Why can’t you just tell me? Aren’t we doing that before? Since the time we got close? Are we not close now? Hyung, answer me please.”

“Did I do something to make you upset?” Jongin added while walking towards the bed where Kyungsoo remained stiff and sitting.

“Tell me what I did because it’s so unfair hyung…” He ran his hand over his face and let out a soft sigh. “It’s so unfair because they get to talk to you freely but with me— with me I… I feel like you’re a little reserved or sometimes… you didn’t even want to answer me-“

“That’s because I don’t want to talk to you!” Kyungsoo cried loudly, his eyes wider than usual and a little bit glassy from unshed tears.

His chest was aching so badly. He needed to keep it. He doesn’t want Jongin to find out about it. But he can’t anymore. He can’t hide his feelings anymore. He fe