The boys went home after celebrating Hyungwon's birthday in some restaurant he decided for them to go to. They were all tired, but also all happy. Especially Hyungwon, not just because he's been able to celebrate his special day with the members once more, but because what he has been missing for a while now seems to have gotten back. 

Wonho and him, they've been much closer than ever today. He loved that. He missed it. He longed for the special moments he had with Wonho, and now they're back; ten times better.

He felt hurt upon reading Wonho's message though at first, he was shocked and his heart couldn't stop beating, but that one line quite broke his heart. That their relationship seemed to be fading. He wasn't hurt because he thinks it's true, he was hurt because Wonho thought of such thing.

I would never let that happen, that's what Hyungwon thought upon reading it.

He loves Wonho more than anything, but he tries his best to control his feelings. Because it's forbidden, or maybe not anymore, but that always hurt him a little.

Hyungwon lied on the bed with a huge smile written all over his face, "I just wish it could be like this everyday." he whispered as he remembered what happened earlier.

"Hyungwon," Wonho intertwined his fingers with Hyungwon and the other couldn't help but blush. "I only wish for you to have all the good things in life, because you truly deserve them. You're good, you're one in a million. You're so precious." 

Hyungwon looked down, only hearing Wonho and his fast heartbeat. "You talk as if we're in a relationship, Wonho." He said, laughing.

"What? I didn't mean to, what are you saying...I was just being honest." What Wonho said hit Hyungwon hard, but the younger tried his best to joke around, "I know, I know. I mean it's ridiculous if we were in a relationship." Hyungwon tried his best for his voice not to crack. He tried to sound fine, even though he wasn't, and he couldn't be.

"Ridiculous? What made you think that it's ridiculous?" Wonho asked, sounding hurt, looking at Hyungwon only to find out that Hyungwon was breaking down.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Wonho asked and Hyungwon shook his head. "I'm s-sorry, H-hoseok...I j-just...r-really l-love y-you.." Hyungwon's tears escaped his eyes and at that moment, Wonho understood what was happening.

He cursed at himself, grabbing Hyungwon and hugging him as tight as he could. "I was stupid not to realize, I'm sorry." 

"I-it hurts," Hyungwon said, crying in the older's arms. Wonho hugged him tighter, whispering "I'm sorry." as many times as he should.

"Hyungwon, I love you too." Hyungwon tilted his head in order to see Wonho's face and as their eyes met, Wonho thought of nothing else but Hyungwon. He swore that he'd never want to hurt Hyungwon like this ever again.

"If you mean it," Hyungwon sniffed, "I-if you mean it, k-kiss me." 

Wonho gave him a sweet smile as he helped Hyungwon sit properly. He wiped the tears that were on Hyungwon's face off and told him, "I love you, Hyungwon." before giving him a soft, passionate kiss. Both of them had their eyes closed, cherishing each second that was passing.

Hyungwon smiled into the kiss, never wanting it to end, "One more." he said. Wonho chuckled as he held Hyungwon's face with both his hands and kissed him on his forehead, nose, and lips again, "I love you more than anything, Chae Hyungwon. It's like it's my birthday instead. I'm so freaking happy right now I want to shout."

Hyungwon laughed, "Then shout."

Wonho stood up on the bench they were sitting on without any hesitation and shouted, "I love Chae Hyungwon! I'm inlove with him!" and Hyungwon gasped, trying to pull the older down. "Hoseok! What if the other members heard us!" 

"But you told me to shout?" 

"I didn't know you were going to shout that!" 

"What...well I don't care if they heard. I love you and there's nothing wrong with that, I don't want to make you cry ever again. Know that my heart beats for you. Only yo--" Hyungwon forcefully dragged Wonho down and covered the other's mouth with his hand. "Stop, stop, I can't digest all of this that fast." Hyungwon said and he started blushing again.

"Then I guess," Wonho leaned closer, "We'll do it slowly?" he whispered in the other's ear, smiling playfully as he went closer for another kiss.

"Ah, there you are!" Kihyun shouted, and suddenly the other two were miles apart from each other.

"Ah hey, uhm, Kihyun, where were you guys?" Wonho greeted. Hyungwon looked at every direction, obviously looking nervous. 

"Let's go home." Kihyun said, looking at them both, wondering what had happened. 

"Let us!" Hyungwon said, looking at Wonho as Kihyun walked away, smiling at each other before heading off for their car.

"Well, I guess it could be like that once in a while." Hyungwon thought to himself, smiling and hugging his pillow tight.

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