You woke up hearing a machine beeping by your side following the beat of your heart. You slowly opened your eyes and tried to sit up. Your vision is stil blurry from the deep slumber. So you gently rubbed your eyes.   'What happened?' You asked to yourself. You tried to recall what happened. It's impossible to teleport from the Park through here. 'Oh right, my heart failed... Again.' You sighed as you remembered.   You took the nebulizer off, feeling uncomfortable. You then looked outside your window, it's snowing. You feel cold, you need warmth.   You smiled softly as you saw a prince sleeping by your side while holding your right hand. You stared at the both of your hands sharing warmth together. You smiled again as you stared at his charming and good-looking face. His eyes, very long eyelids, his perfect nose, his kissable lips. He is every girls dream guy, a peerless candidate.   Staring again at the both of your hands, thinking about the ring that someday you will never wear. A ring that someday Chanyeol will give you that represents both of your eternal love. A Love he will give forever but in your situation, it's something you can't accept with the little time you have.



You rubbed your thumb slowly caressing the top of his hand to wake him up. He then woke up and raised his head. He looked at different directions, confused. He fastly combed his hair using his very slim and long fingers. He then looked at you, worried.   "Baby, are you alright? Is it hurting again?" He uttered as he touched your cheek with his palm. You pressed his palm and hugged it while closing your eyes. You hummed and shifted your head up and down as an answer. He removed his palm and pulled you, putting you in his arms and hugged you tightly giving you a warm morning gift. 'His heart is beating fast' You said to yourself, smiling. You felt a pinch of a needle to your heart. Pain. You don't want to ruin this moment so you decided to just hide the pain you're feeling now.   "Pabo, don't kiss me suprisingly like that. I'm aware that you can't handle extreme feelings and emotions. Stop doing that from now on, arasso?" He uttered, reminiscing what you did yesterday at the Park. His husky voice tickles your ears hearing it from his broad chest.   You chuckled. "Arasso, Mr. Park Chanyeol." You said as you looked at him and smiled. Still hugging him. He then looked back and replied a smiled at you, showing one of your favorite things aside from his ears... His perfect teeth. He then kissed your forehead.   You sometimes feel jealous towards his future wife, a person that wasn't meant to be you from the first place. Because your life is short, literally. You think that you don't deserve to accept love from him that you can't even give back because of a weak heart. You're unlucky to have a life that is living like a bomb, a life that you're conscious of it's end. No one lives forever in the world, we all know it. The world is not unfair, you just have a soul that is deliberately leaving at a wrong time. Your time is running to it's end.   "Ah!" You shouted in pain whilst touching your chest. The atmosphere became intense as the sound of the heart monitor beeps in a fast pace. You can't hold it anymore, it's attacking you, hard. He backed off from hugging you.   "Baby! Don't move." He ordered, laying your back again from the bed. You winced as pain still strikes your heart. It's like throwing big rocks on your chest. "Shh,shhh. Baby, look at me." You stared at his eyes and tried listening while your heart is still aching. You can't breathe. Your eyes are getting blurred as water builds up to the corners of your eyes. "I'll call the doctor okay? Just hold on a little more. Arasso? Baby, don't go anywhere." He said as he tried to go, but you stopped him. Pulling the hem of his sweater.   "N-no, baby. Don't leave me here."