The 1st time I saw him, I like him.

The 2th time I met him, I love him.

The 3th time I watch him, I want him.

The 4th time I date him, I want to be sweet for him.

The 5th time we play game together,I want him to have fun.

The 6th time we kiss, I want him to enjoy it.

The 7th time we sleep together , I want to cover him , so he be warm.

The 8th time we hug, I want to embrace him.

The 9th time we have , I want to be gentle with him.

The 10th time I gift him, I want him to be happy.

The 11th time I wanted to talk to him, he was busy.

The 12th time I try to see him, he was ignoring me.

The 13th time we have arguing, he left me.

The 14th time we have split, you were having fun and I was feeling lonely.

The 15th time we try to work out our relationship , he didn't want to do this anymore.

The 16th time we talk, he told me he was dating.

The 17th time he say sorry to me, I forgave him.

The 18th time I read the news, he was getting marry.

The 19th time I see him happy, I was crying.

The 20th time I see a photo of him and his husband, I was heart broken.

The 21th time I notice him, he was living a wonderful life.

The 22th time I remembering him...It's was time to move on.

     I know he no longer love me or want me anymore. Its was over. I can't make him happy anymore. We try to work out but didn't work. I know he happy now with his new husband.The Time we spent together were lovely but that time was to short.....to short to notice him changing his way. I was so blind with love and didn't notice him fading away from me. If only.....I have pay attention to him and maybe JUST MAYBE we have been together. But we all know and I know we can't stop the time no matter how hard we try but we can't do it. This is life. This is the real world......the world that I don't want to accept.