Baekhyun POV

A year passed by since I've last seen her in the mall. I miss her... Her smile, her touch, her affection, her kiss... I miss everything about her... 

I just made the worst mistake of my life... I can't stop thinking about her

"Baekhyun-ssi~" I heard my manager call me, I turned to look at him "Nae Manager hyung?" 

"I kept calling you, you seem to be in your own world.." he told me

"Ah... really.. Sorry"

"Anyway, its almost time for Kiss The Radio to air" he told me and I nodded.

After our break up 4 years ago, I auditioned to join SM Entertainment.. I want to learn to make music, I want to write my own songs straight from my heart. I want to sing it in front of the whole world hoping that she'll hear me sing and get my message. I hope to find her again and start all over again. 

I went to the KTS studio where all the DJs were sitting. I bowed to everyone to show respect

"We have a few special guest stars today, the one you've been waiting for.. EXO's BAEKHYUN and CHANYEOL!!" Ryeowook hyung cheered. Chanyeol is one of my closest friend, we got along very well I wanted to do this with him

When Ryeowook hyung announced our name Chanyeol cheered for himself and clapped "Wow~". We all laughed at Chanyeol's 'reaction'. Chanyeol's nickname was "Reaction King" and "Happy Virus"

"So Baekhyun-ssi, I heard about your first love and what happened, how are you feeling right now?" Ryeowook hyung asked

"I still love her, I know I must be hurting some fans out there but I really hope you'll support me. I want to get her back no matter what it takes" I said with sincerity 

"Wah... I don't know whether I should envy her or be glad" one of the female guest joked

"Haha..." 

"Do you have anything to say to her well if she's listening right now?" Ryeowook look at me and asked 

I just nod, I went closer to the mic "___[Y/N].. if you're listening... I really want to say sorry... I regret whatever I did in the past. I hope I will be able to make it up to you someday, I hope you will someday give me another chance to prove to you that I am a better man, I'll be loyal, I'll treat you like how boyfriends are to be. I prepared a song... A song I wrote for you... The song coming straight from my heart.. I hope you'll get my message

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The song ended, I was in tears my voice was shaking while I was singing. I could hear sniffing coming from around me, at least my music have touch some people's hearts. 

"Saranghae ___[Y/N]" I bowed while in tears 

"Wah so touching" Ryeowook complimented while wiping his tears. 

"So your ex-girlfriends name is ___[Y/N]?" I just nodded. Ex...

The radio ended at midnight I was tired, I just wanted to go home and sleep but I accidently bumped into someone while I was looking up at the sky.

"Oh... I'm