"Yes mom. I am glad to hear from you. Spill it out I am listening."
Yoona says

Nari swallow hard, the she let out a sigh to give herself a courage.

"I get mad to dad, and to my brother because your dad told me that he left and find another woman because my family still can't acceot him."
Nari explained

"But the truth was?"
Yoona is really wondering to know the answer. She ia desparate to know this.

"The truth was..."
Nari pause, Yoona holds the hand of her mother.

"Mom I am ready now to know the answer"
Yoona says

Nari swallow hard

"Remember when you are young?"
Nati asked

Yoona nodded
"You asked me why your classmates are teasing you right? Then I choose to transfer you to a more special school."

Yoona think a little and she remember that.
"You know why I did that?"
Nati asked

Yoona shook her head.

"Because way back then you are special. Special in a way that other people can't understand your situation."

Yoona get what her mother want to say. Her body was shaking. Her heart is pounding, and telling that her mom can hear it is an understatement. She amed a conclusion in her mind, but she wants her mom to not say the same thing in her mind. Because if her mom did, she doeyk ow what will she feel towards her dad.

"Don't tell me mom he left me due to my condition."
Yoona is shaking her head. Tears are rolling in her eyes.

Nari lower her head.

"How I want to deny Yoongie, I myself want to deny it. But I can't. Your dad was blinded of what people says. He forgot that his role is nit to please other, but to be a good role model to her child."
Nari says

The hatred of Yoona to her father grow bigger.
"How about Seohyun?"
Yoona's voice is shaking.

"She is really good that time, as Daesung oppa stated. Seohyun is a smartet girl than you back then."
Nari added, and it fueled Yoona's anger.

Yoona's body is shaking.
Her mind is clogging by pain and anger. Her heart is clogging by frustration, sadness and disappointment.

"I thiugh he was my hero"
Yoona says as she stands.

Nari look at her.
"Where are you going?"
Nari asked worriedly

"I want to be alone mom"
Yoona says and walk out of the restaurant.

Nari watch her daughter leave. She know Yoona very well. She know Yoona is matured enough.

"If you still need me, always remember you have a mom."
Nari mumbled.

................

Jessica try to call Yoona's number, but she always ended up in leaving a voicemail.

"Yoongie call me if you hear this."
Jessica says

She wait patiently on Yoona's clinic.
Someone knock on the door.

"Dr. Jung"

"Yes Nurse Son"

"Dr. Im wasn't around?"
The nurse asked

Jessica raised her eye brow.
"What do you think?"

"I am aorry, I just want to say that one of the intern is looking for her."
The nurse stated

"Tell that intern that my lover wasn't around. Now go, don't disturb me. Look the door when you leave."
Jessica says and play with her phone.

The nurse bow and left the room.
Then Jessica's phone vibrates

"Sorry if I am not abole to answer your call."

Jessica immediately type a reply.
"Where are you? I am worried"

"I am here"

"Where?"

"I don't know what place is this. I just drive and I ended up in country side"
Jessica read the reply

"Something is wrong"
Jessica's thought

"Is there any problem?"
Jessica asked

"Can you let me stay here alone? Don't worry about me. I'll call you when I am hoing home. I love you."

Jessica is worried for Yoona, but she want to give the girl a time; she also want to respect the girl's decision.

"Let us talk when you got home?"

"Ok"

Jessica lay on the couch, and let the time past.

.............

Yoona watch the stars up in the sky.
She sit sadly om the hood of her car.
She close her eyes and tears fall to her eyes.

Memories start rolling back.

FLASHBACK

Yoona was in her chair. They are waiting for their class adviser to reach the room.

Yoona was in her third grade that time.
A group of girls walk to her.

"Oh hi Yoona dear"
The leader of five girls says to Yoona.

"H-hello"
Yoona shyly greet

"H-hello"
One of the five girl do the same thing Yoona did. Then her group all laugh.

"Do you know why you don't have any friends Yoona?"
The other girl asked

Yoona shook her head, like a child always do.

"Because you are idiot. Yiu are pathetic. The level of your mind is lower than us"
The girl point Yoona's forehead.

They left Yoona crying while them are laughing .

END OF FLASHBACK

"I am not idiot anymore"
Yoona told herself

She wipe her tears.
"Am I always wasn't good enough?"