What we share is more than complicated.
We are more than friends but less than lovers, as we say.
But to some, we were like romatically together. So we sometimes tagged each other as girlfriend and boyfriend. It was odd though, we act as one when everyone is around and act like a normal friends when we're alone.
But really, I like her. I mean I love her alot.
Though I was never vocal on what I felt, I always let her feel it through my actions. 
I just hopes she gets. Haha
Our complicated relationship was going on for nine months now.
I already considered us a romantic thing.
I've said 'I love you's' and recieved 'I love you too's' a lot so I guess we we're officially together.
You know, romanticallyunofficial?!
Oh, whatever! 
I love her, that's it!
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I feel like I was a teenage boy inlove when in fact, I was already 25.
I felt like I've found the girl I wanna spend my whole life with.

I was two cities away from her, preparing a big surprise for her.
It's now or never as they say.
Whatever she'll answer, at least I tried!
You wanna know what I was planning?!
Oh well!
Wait, I just recieved a message on my messenger.

"Hey handsome!"
She sent. I smiled and answered;
"Hey, beautiful! I missed you. :)"
"When are you coming back?"
"I dunno. I'll let you know."
"Uhm, I missed you though."
I smiled and giggled on my own making my busy elder sister looked at me fiercely.
Sorry noona, I am in love.
The exchange of message go on and on then my sister asked;
"Was that Taemin, Minho?"
While typing, I looked at her and simply nod as she said;
"Now's the time then!"
I deeply sighed, gained some odd courage and shamelessly typed;
"Hey! You should be coming in my wedding!"
"Oh, you're getting married on your hometown?"
She replied. I felt her saddness on her reply.
I was typing for an answer then anothe rmessage from her popped up;
"Silly me, you're inviting me. So, you're really getting married right?"
"Yeah, I am."
"Nice. How was she?"
I smiled. My elder sister who was very busy doing something on her laptop sat beside me and nodge my side the moment she read how the conversation was going.
"She's very pretty."
"Oh, I bet! she should match you!"
"Of course! She was so perfect. So perfect that she just made my life complete."
"That's cool!"
I smiled so wide. My heart was beating so fast while typing.
"I have a question though."
"Fire away, handsome."
I was literally squirming when I was typing the next words I was about to send her.
It's now or never!
"Taemin...."
I sent.
"?"
she replied. I bit my lips and send the next words;
"WILL YOU MARRY ME?"
She suddenly logged out.
I pouted. I felt so bad.
My sister hugged me tight; kissed my right temple and said;
"Maybe she wasn't ready."
"But I love her, noona."
"I know, so we'll cancel the----"
I suddenly gasped coz I recieved a reply back from Taemin.
I rolled on my bed making my sister looked at me with questioning eyes;
"When and where?"
I showed my phone to my sister; she smiled and nooded as I replied;
"In our garden, tomorrow if you want."
She was typing something then I asked;
"Are you gonna marry me?"
"What should I wear?"
She asked. I was so damn nervous. 
My heartbeat is so loud that I can not hear anything but its beat.
My mind isn't functioning well.
"Who's gonna pick me up?"
Taemin's words were not registering right on my mind.
I was not answering to her replies.
I was just staring on my phone.
Suddenly it vibrates making me lose my grip to it.
[Pretty Taemin calling....]
Breath in breath out, Choi ing Minho.
I shakily took my phone from my lap; gulped and sighed so deep.
I then swiped my screen and heard Taemin's sweet voice;
"You're not replying. Why?"
"I was... I was so nervous. Sorry."
"So, your answer was?"
I didn't know I accidentally pressed the speaker key so when Iasked her faintly;
"Are you gonna marry me?"
Her tone raised at least four pitch higher then tell me; I know her expressive eyes rolling;
"OF COURSE I WILL, YOU AND YOUR SLOW FUNCTIONING MIND! DO YOU THINK I'LL ASK YOU THOSE QUESTIONS IF I WON'T?!"
"I was just confirming, no need to shout baby."
"Forgiven, so what's the plan?"
I smiled and told her that her gown was already done, bridal entourage was already finalized; wedding and reception venue was set; her parents was already in our house that it's only her that is needed and she will be picked up by our family driver;
"So what if I say no?"
She asked. I chuckled and bluntly asked her making her and my sister laugh;
"Will you say no to Choi Minho, Lee Taemin?"
"You're too concieted!"
"But will you?"
I teased. She then lowly said making me blush;
"Of course not. I love you too much for me to say no."
"I love you too. So, see you tomorow?"
"I'll surely see you tomorrow honey. I love you."
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When tomorrow came, the magic started.
I was wearing a white tuxedo waiting at the aisle with my parents and my best men; my elder brother and my bestfriend.
Our garden looked like a small chapel.
There is a wooden door. 
The guests who was wearing all white dress for the girls and black tuxedo for boys were anticipating the arrival of my bride.
I was expectant too.
I was having a small talk with my father when the door suddenly burst open.
There was Taemin; wearing her red and white gown with her parents and was beautifully and slowly walking down the aisle towards me.
It was like a dream come true. 
A very beautiful scene to see.
I just couldn't stop smiling while she was nearing me. 
When they stopped infront of me; I nervously kissed my in laws as her father treathened me;
"You better not make my princess cry, Choi Minho. I'll skin you alive if you do so."
"Appa!"
Taemin hissed, I smiled and assuringly said;
"I won't. No need to worry."
When the wedding rites started; I never took off my hands on Taemin's.
I saw the diamond ring I bought for her as her engagement ring.
Our vows and promises were done then the facilitating priest announced that we are already husband and wife;
"You may now kiss your beautiful bride, Minho."
I smiled and thanked her.
I lifted her long veil; adoringly looked at my blushing wife; cupped her beautiful face  and for the first time in our long time ever complicated relationship, I told her the words that bind us looking deeply in her sparkling eyes;
"I love you too much, Lee-- wait! Choi Taemin."
She chukcled and bluntly said making me smirk;
"Shut up and just kiss me already!"
No need to be told twice, I did.
But before doing so, I kissed her forehead; down to her nose; her cheeks and have a lingering kiss on her cherry like lips.
It was long and very emotional kiss.
The moment I  broke it; I hugged her tight and put my thumbs in the air as if telling everyone that I won the lottery.
Coz the feeling's the same.
You know, from complicated to serious thing.
This is how Taemin affects me.
She's a blur then suddenly became a magic.

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sgnd: jhay
3:11am-10262015