Jongin hated these kinds of events because all he saw in them was what he once had but could never have again and that was simply the "one" his heart desired more than anyone in the world, so Jongin simply hated weddings but this one he could not miss and atleast he can rejoice in the fact that they were already at the reception. .................................................................................................................................................................................................................. It was the wedding day of their best friends, Kyungsoo and Baekhyun, and that how the two that are meant to be find themselves under the same roof after promising to never see or speak to each other ever again. "Aah Sehun fency seeing you here" says Jongin as he sips his drink. "Don't" is the only word that leaves Sehun's mouth before he puts in his order with the bar man at the open bar. But receiving one word only fuels Jongin, don't get him wrong he didn't want to cause trouble but one word he surely he deserves more than that from the man who was once his. Just as Jongin is about to hurt his soulmate Sehun continues " Don't please Jongin, please don't atleast not here" the glassy eyes that Jongin sees on Sehun change all the evil plans he had for the man tonight. ........................................................................................................................................................................................................... He grabbed Sehun's hand and led him to the balcony it was the spare of the moment thing he didn't even know what he was going to say to the other now that they were alone away from prying eyes. "Jongin why did yo.." "shhhh" said Jongin as he placed his index finger on Sehun's lips but he realised after he placed the finger that that was a bad idea as he could feel a surge of electricity going through his body. He was standing face to face with the one desired most by his heart and needless to say he could not be blamed about how he reacted. Jongin traced Sehun's face from his pink lips, to his jaw than a hand through Sehun's hair oh that vannila blond hair he loved so much, then he went to his favourite part Sehun's nose. When he brush his thumb on Sehun's nose he felt the said man's breath hitch and what happen next could not be controlled he kissed Sehun's nose, than down to his lips. When they tasted each other lips they couldn't be stopped Sehun pressed harder and Jongin started to move his lips they shared a kiss that made both of them feel alive after a long time. But Sehun pulled back "Jongin I'm sorry I shouldn't have led you on I'm sorry" it was Jongin's turn to have glassy eyes "Sehun I love you, I have always loved and I will always love you. And I know you feel the same way we have grown now we can fight your family if they keep us apart please just stay with me, this time fight for me, fight with me there is no man for me but you Oh Sehun my heart beats for you" Sehun wanted to say yes but he couldn't to much time has passed and knowing his family they would rather kill than see their son "embarrass" them so he was going to fight to see the man he loves live and that is simply conforming to his family's wishes to protect not just Jongin but everyone they are in contact with. "Jongin, I am sorry but I can't I'm happy without you, with this new life" "bull Sehun" (A/N excuse my french) "I know you, please just tell me the truth please this once I beg of you" Jongin sobbed those words for Sehun's heart "oo..ok, I do love you and with each day that passes I love you more, but i'll rather watch you live, and love you from afar than to bury you because we both know what my family is capable of" "then grant me one more kiss" Jongin pleaded Sehun nodded his head. The kiss was like the first kiss they shared eleven year ago when they were just teenagers inlove for the first time, it was chaste, sweet, beautiful and everything nice (A/N do forgive my cheesyness). When they parted and looked in each others eyes they saw what everything the pain, hurt and the love that they have for each other but they also saw something else that this will be the last time they are like this. .................................................................................................................................. In the end Sehun will live by his family's rules and go back to his chosen wife and their little son and Jongin will go to his apartment and tell his new boyfriend that his happy. While they looked in each others eyes they both knew, that today could've been them at the altar but they could never be. ............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ A/N sorry for the long wait, hope it's worth it. I won't have a sequel I know some part are cruel especial about sekai not being together forever * wipes tears* but I just want something that reflects the reality that we live in. Thank you for reading hope you enjoyed blows virtual kisses. P.s I was too lazy to proof read the story plus I didn't want to second guess myself. Thank u and bye. P.S P.S Thank you for subscribing,reading, viewing and everything along those lines #HighlyAppreciated