"Let’s not fall in love,
we don’t know each other very well yet."

You said that to me when I confessed to you. When I had my courage to confess, you just said that.

How can I not fall in love when I've already fell?

You thought I don’t know that you're afraid to have a new relationship because you're still in love with her.

"Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
let’s not make promises,
you never know when tomorrow comes."

You said that when I asked why you rejected me.

Why is it so simple for you to say that?

I ignored you for weeks and then you came and said you like me.

"But I really mean it when
I say I like you."

I was confused. You said you like me but you don't want to have a relationship with me. What am I? A doll?

I asked you why you said that and then tried to run away from the reality.

"Don’t ask me anything
I can’t give you an answer
We’re as happy as we are right now."

You said that again. I don’t think we're happy now. Is it my fault or your fault? We're more to awkward now.

"Don’t try to have me
Let’s just stay like this
You’re making it more painful, why?"

You said that to me when I want to justify everything again. Did I annoy you?

Why I can't have you?

Why?

I don't want to stay like this.

You're the one who making this more painful.

Don't you know that?

"Goodbyes after our frequent meet-ups
Repetition of broken hearts
I can’t find a purpose in these foolish feelings
A mistake with the mask of love
All the feelings are the same now
But in this moment, I want you to stay."

You said to me when our eyes met for the first time after I ignored you again.

You don't understand me.

You want me to stay when I can't stay if we just keep quiet and do nothing.

I don't understand you.

You want me to stay. I want to leave.

But I stay for you.

"Don’t smile at me
If I get attached to you, I’ll get sad
I’m afraid that pretty smile will turn into tears."

Now, this is what you said after we managed to be like before.

Please. Just tell me what you want.

I'm devastated.

"Don’t try to trap us
In the word, love
Because it’s a greed that can’t be filled."

I didn't do anything and you accused me like that.

I know that it's greed. It is greed to have you love me back.

I know it so much.

"At first, it was half excitement, half worries
But in the end, it became an obligation,
trial and error
Day by day, I get nervous,
your innocence is too much pressure on me
But tonight,
I want you to stay."

I was speechless when I heard this. You said this when I didn't come to the brass band for 3 weeks. I didn't come because I'm busy with tests.

That night, I know everything. You're afraid.

You are afraid to have a relationship with me because you don't want to hurt me.

But at the same time you want me to stay by your side.

I said I will stay by your side and your answer is like,

"Don’t expect too much from me
I don’t wanna lose you either
Before things get too deep,
before you get hurt
Don’t trust me."

What?

I really don't understand you.

You just said everything from your heart before and then you said don't trust you.

Are you playing a game here?

Sorry mister but I'm not in mood to play games or trombone.

"You always call me.
 Selfish bastard."

I said that to you and decided that this is the end.

I don't see a future in front of us.

But,

You took my arm and said,

"Let’s not fall in love,
we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you."

The same s you said before.

I definitely see that there's no ending here.

There's no ending when you didn't try to be braver to challenge and less coward in love.