I hate acting like everything is alright when it's not. I hate enduring every angry or sad feeling i feel. I hate it when you have fun with other girls when i'm alone. As a conclusion, I'm Done With You.    

    The clock showed ' 1.30 ' and still, he isn't home. The worriness in my head keeps on coming since he was never this late. You knew he had a waist injury that occurs anytime when he dances. " What if it happens and no on is there?" You took your keys from the key bowl and head out after wearing your coat on.    

    " Umm..  you, please don't get mad." " Why should i be mad? You're only taking my boyfriend away from me so why should i be mad?" i gave her the most fakest smile i could ever make.  " -Really?" " We are bestfriends right? No, wait.. I forgot something. I mean Ex-bestfriend. Tata, peas

    I just want you back. Can i at least want that? It's easy yet a hard thing to do.  Just four words.. I Want You Back. Can you do that for me?  Forget the past and let us keep loving each other.    

      ~ I looked at his pictures in instagram and immediately cringed. Thick-framed glasses, cheeks puffed out and a 'peace' sign next to it. If you ask me if i love him then my answer is a "yes". He's my boyfriend for godsake..    

      ~ " Is there really no other way?" " I'm sorry, [Y/N]-ah." " Then goodbye it is for us."          

    Sighing in boredom for the umpteenth time, i turned the tv off. " Geez.. It's so boring today. Nothing to do nor watch."  I tossed the remote onto the couch and got up to the kitchen. As i poured myself a glass of water, a voice said to me. " Bored, bored, bored. Is that all you can think of?" Is that who i think he is?     

    " Oppa!"   A 4 year old ran to her brother despite him getting surrounded by alot of fans. She tugged on his shirt, making him look down to her.    

    Gosh.. I can't believe this is happening? What have i gotten myself into? What will he say? What will my parents say? That i'm in love with my step-brother?     How did it end up like this? Why did i suddenly love her as in really love her? How could this happen? What will she say? What will my parents say? That i'm inlove with my step-sister?     

A year..... And i still haven't forgot him. He had a big role in my heart. Without him, i felt a big piece of my heart was taken away from me. But i can't go back to him. I can't believe him anymore. He cheated... So, he should be the one begging on my doorstep. Who am i kidding? He is an idol. And who am i ? His ex? Yeah but still... I'm willing to give him a chance, but it wouldn't be easy.

"I like him.. Very much. But he's my bestfriend. I can't bear to ruin our friendship just because of a confession" "I like her.. Very much. But she's my bestfriend. I can't confess to her cause i don't want us drift apart because of this"  

    We used to be surrounded with Love. Everything we did was Accepted.

    I'll continue to be here, till you found someone else. It's hurting me but i can at least do this for you.  

  Fairytales . They say that everybody gets a happy ending. But how come i am not?

  I was blinded by love that i didn't realise it..   You didn't love me..   You just approached me to get closer to my best friend.    You made me blind..   To not realise that you weren't actually wanting me but someone else dear to me..

  " i have a project on the line here!" " The answer is still a big fat N.O"

      Everything started too fast.. and it ended very quickly like the beginning did..   We should have taken it slow.. If we did, stories about us wouldn't end that fast        

      I'm getting married today.. I should smile right? But i sometimes wonder how my groom looks like.. This is an arranged marriage and i've only seen his pic when he was a baby.. Nothing more..

      I knew that you had trouble breathing, that i know very much. I've known you too long to not know. But i never thought you will be gone that fast.. And morever on the happiest day i wanted to spend with you.    

    " why can't you realise that?! Why can't you open your eyes to see reality?! " Realise what? What do you want me to realise?! What reality?! Why do i need to open my eyes?!" " i want you to open your eyes to reality that i'm here not him! I'm the one you need!"      

      Seeing him making out with other girls, added a point to my sadness. Seeing him holding random girl's hand, added 2 points to my sadness. And he normally becomes a one night stand for other girls, made my chest hurt.  And to add up everything, it becomes a total of only-god-knows-how-much.    And after all that i have gone through, all i can do is repeat you words. " Do whatever you want to and in exchange, let

      My friend, Seojin, is very much in love with my boyfriend, Oh Sehun.  I admit, he is handsome and all and all the girls can't help but love him. But i'm trying to not keep my friend's hopes up. Because he IS MINE!    

      We used to be a happy couple, loving each other like there wasn't any tomorrow. But he and I had different dreams, he wanted to pursue his dancing as an idol and i wanted to be a makeup artist. Those two were different. Even if i dated him while he was an idol, he wouldn't have time for me. I didn't want to interfere in his dream, so i said goodbye to our relationship and goodbye to 'us'.    

    Everytime he passes me, i wouldn't care. What is the use of caring? He was the one who initiated to break up just because of his so called love to my bff.  So, why should i care now?    

    " Ireona..." A familliar warmth shook me from my sleep. " Let me sleep." " Ireona.." He shook me even more vigorously till it really woke me up from my deep slumber. I slowly opened my eyes and the a ghost like face was inches from mine. " BOO!" " AHH!" I fell off my bed and onto the ground. " YAH! BYUN BAEKHYUN!"

    I felt two hands wrapped themselves around me. " baby~ " I turned around to see my boyfriend happily smiling at me. " oppa! " my hands were wrapped at his neck as i hugged him. " miss me? " " of course! Yah, pabo! Don't know how lonely i was for a whole month?" " aww.. My baby misses me."   But things didn't go right at the afternoon. I left him to go to the restroom and by the time i was back, a couple of collage students were sitting at the spot where

    I don't want you nor need you anymore. I don't even wanna see your face. I arrived at school with a new me that you haven't seen.   " A girl like you.. To be my girlfriend? What an idiot." " You are kidding me right? You aren't actually confessing to me but a another guy."    

    I tried..mbut nothing would change. We would still be broken couples. I tried reaching out for you but i was scared. Too scared to meet you because i didn't want your smile to turn upside down.    

i believe in you... no matter what. even if the world turned their back to you, i'll still believe you. that's what i always say to Jongin. Jongin is my boyfriend and i'm willing to give up my life for him. but this one time, he did something that i hated. he...... cheated on me. will i be able to forgive him and start believing him again? even if they were plain lies....

    " Oppa, why do you like me so much? I'm not the prettiest nor the ugliest. I'm just an average teen girl like everyone. There are more pretty girls out there, why me? What's so special about me?"       " To me, you are everything i can ask for. You mold perfectly with me- Sehun. " " You may be average but that is the reason why i like you. You are differnet than those showy girls- Kai. "