I'm getting married today.. I should smile right? But i sometimes wonder how my groom looks like.. This is an arranged marriage and i've only seen his pic when he was a baby.. Nothing more..

      ~ I looked at his pictures in instagram and immediately cringed. Thick-framed glasses, cheeks puffed out and a 'peace' sign next to it. If you ask me if i love him then my answer is a "yes". He's my boyfriend for godsake..    

    Nothing last. Couples break up.. Marriage turns to a divorce.. And all of that is because of the love that you believe in..    

  Fairytales . They say that everybody gets a happy ending. But how come i am not?

      " You will not leave SM!", Young MIn yelled to Kris. " Try me!"   He slings his bag onto his shoulder and left the building. Fans those were waiting for EXO, stepped aside after seeing the state of the unhappy Kris.   " I'll show you what am i capable."

    " Ireona..." A familliar warmth shook me from my sleep. " Let me sleep." " Ireona.." He shook me even more vigorously till it really woke me up from my deep slumber. I slowly opened my eyes and the a ghost like face was inches from mine. " BOO!" " AHH!" I fell off my bed and onto the ground. " YAH! BYUN BAEKHYUN!"

  I was blinded by love that i didn't realise it..   You didn't love me..   You just approached me to get closer to my best friend.    You made me blind..   To not realise that you weren't actually wanting me but someone else dear to me..

    I'll continue to be here, till you found someone else. It's hurting me but i can at least do this for you.  

      I felt slender fingers brush my bangs away and kissing my forehead. His scent smelt so familiar... The one i haven't smelt in a few months.   " Kai!" " Hey there, sleepyhead."    

    " why can't you realise that?! Why can't you open your eyes to see reality?! " Realise what? What do you want me to realise?! What reality?! Why do i need to open my eyes?!" " i want you to open your eyes to reality that i'm here not him! I'm the one you need!"      

    " Roses for m'lady." " Wow. How did you know roses were my faves?" " With a help of a friend or two surely did the job."    

      ~ " Is there really no other way?" " I'm sorry, [Y/N]-ah." " Then goodbye it is for us."          

    Gosh.. I can't believe this is happening? What have i gotten myself into? What will he say? What will my parents say? That i'm in love with my step-brother?     How did it end up like this? Why did i suddenly love her as in really love her? How could this happen? What will she say? What will my parents say? That i'm inlove with my step-sister?     

A year..... And i still haven't forgot him. He had a big role in my heart. Without him, i felt a big piece of my heart was taken away from me. But i can't go back to him. I can't believe him anymore. He cheated... So, he should be the one begging on my doorstep. Who am i kidding? He is an idol. And who am i ? His ex? Yeah but still... I'm willing to give him a chance, but it wouldn't be easy.

"I like him.. Very much. But he's my bestfriend. I can't bear to ruin our friendship just because of a confession" "I like her.. Very much. But she's my bestfriend. I can't confess to her cause i don't want us drift apart because of this"  

i believe in you... no matter what. even if the world turned their back to you, i'll still believe you. that's what i always say to Jongin. Jongin is my boyfriend and i'm willing to give up my life for him. but this one time, he did something that i hated. he...... cheated on me. will i be able to forgive him and start believing him again? even if they were plain lies....

    I felt two hands wrapped themselves around me. " baby~ " I turned around to see my boyfriend happily smiling at me. " oppa! " my hands were wrapped at his neck as i hugged him. " miss me? " " of course! Yah, pabo! Don't know how lonely i was for a whole month?" " aww.. My baby misses me."   But things didn't go right at the afternoon. I left him to go to the restroom and by the time i was back, a couple of collage students were sitting at the spot where

      We used to be a happy couple, loving each other like there wasn't any tomorrow. But he and I had different dreams, he wanted to pursue his dancing as an idol and i wanted to be a makeup artist. Those two were different. Even if i dated him while he was an idol, he wouldn't have time for me. I didn't want to interfere in his dream, so i said goodbye to our relationship and goodbye to 'us'.    

    I'm feared by everyone. Even my bff's were. Well who wouldn't be? My dad and brother is a hunter and my boyfriend is a deliquent. Wouldn't you be?    

    I tried..mbut nothing would change. We would still be broken couples. I tried reaching out for you but i was scared. Too scared to meet you because i didn't want your smile to turn upside down.    

    You laughed and cheered happily for the first time in your life. You finally were able to escape from your harsh reality and change it into a dream. Running away and enjoying life are listed in those dreams. Adding more, you have your beloved boyfriend by your side. Your soulmate and the love of your life. But that was just beggining..              

    " Oppa, why do you like me so much? I'm not the prettiest nor the ugliest. I'm just an average teen girl like everyone. There are more pretty girls out there, why me? What's so special about me?"       " To me, you are everything i can ask for. You mold perfectly with me- Sehun. " " You may be average but that is the reason why i like you. You are differnet than those showy girls- Kai. "

  For the winner of my giveaway.. You know who you are.

      I knew that you had trouble breathing, that i know very much. I've known you too long to not know. But i never thought you will be gone that fast.. And morever on the happiest day i wanted to spend with you.    

      Everything started too fast.. and it ended very quickly like the beginning did..   We should have taken it slow.. If we did, stories about us wouldn't end that fast        

      " How does being on stage feels?", a fan asked. " It's amazing. Being on stage and dancing and even singing, feels so......                          To be continued on the first chapter^^

 For my subscriber who won my giveaway

   This story is for one of my subbies that won the prize.. Hehe^^  

Kris has a beautiful wife named nam shinji. Shinji is a 20 year old, that is married to a 23 year old kris wu. Both of them love each other but one day, kris grew tired of shinji. He rarely went home instead he hooked up with dozens girls from the bar. Shinji didnt know about this. Shinji's friends, jenna, eun mi, jannifer and ailee, invited her to the pub where kris was. She just simply said yes and went there with a tight black dress and high heels. As she step foot in the pub, she spotted

    We used to be surrounded with Love. Everything we did was Accepted.