✽ 001.
don't judge me.

straight - single - not looking

There once lived a queen, who was gifted with a beautiful child - and a healthy family. Her king, and her daughter were her world. Yet, in this sick - twisted fairytale, it was ONLY in her world, did things play out her way. Her escape was the drugs on the kitchen table, the pleasure any man could make her feel when her king wasn't around - and her daughter who slowly followed after her mother because she was raised to believe that figures such as her - were righteous. In this world, her daughter got ahold of pills that were supposed to be kept hidden ( at the age of 8 ). The child was fine at first... only to end up being a victim of the "underworld" when she collapsed from the bliss and bittersweet comfort it gave to her. And just like that, the queen was thrown from her throne, while the king took custody of their child - and moved on with his life. Yet... he couldn't finish what had started.

Lee Chaerin, a blunt and outspoken individual - could never be tamed. If she felt a certain way, she would speak her mind and go off on her belief. Always hanging around the "wrong" crowd, yet leading them into a world where they could find themselves - was who she was. A fighter. A woman who didn't dare allow her guards to go down due to the events that took place long ago, and in the present. Her father, didn't do much help the moment he took her in. No matter how loud she screamed for her step-mother to help her when he laid in her bed, and touching places that had no interest for him; the doors would slowly close on her - and soon, her heart. It was difficult, being molested and addicted to drugs growing up. But the drugs was what coped the pain she felt. That, and her love for fashion and music. Her father is a very-well known fashion designer/owner of their fashion company, SKY, with his daughter being the second in command. But aside from the fashion shows, and the press conferences that she's supposed to be in, she lives a different life known to others who see her at the club, getting wasted or slouched against one of the club's walls after she had a bit too much to snort up.

She's imperfect, and she's learned to love and deal with that. Every love she's ever had, crushed her - or she inflicted the pain on them out of fear. Yet, don't get her "y" looks twisted. She can be a real sweetheart, caretaker, and lover when she feels like it. When someone pushes her to feel like. She's very open, wise, and enjoys talking about the world and music/poetry. But no one knows that... because no one is willing to listen, and she's alright with that.

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plots;

you don't know [ x ] - I told myself that I would stop, that I would let go - because you were just a friend. You were just someone who took care of me, and looked after me - when I couldn't do myself. Whenever I felt this way towards you, I would drown myself in more pills because how could someone like me, be with someone like you? Whenever you smiled, I smiled... when you cried, I cried. Because... that's what "best friends"do, right?

male only [0/1 ] // para please // drama // slight romance // slight
 

i'm sorry [ x ] - I'm a bad friend, I know. There's no need to look at me that way, and make me feel worse. I lied and told you I stopped clubbing, that I was focusing on school, when we both know that I could care less. I lied and told you that I was fine - and ran off just to drown myself in that lovely alcohol again. I know it may seem like all I do is lie when it comes to myself, just know that I'm thankful to have you.

male + female [ 0/2 ] // drama // fluff// friendship

i feel good [ x ] - Whenever we get together, it's a ing party going on!

unlimited // drama // angst // ( depends ) //

every night [ x ] - I hate you, and how weak you make me. Whenever you call for me, I'm always there, even if I know that you don't "miss me". A good , that's what you are - and what I am in your eyes, right? If that's true, why don't you go find others, huh?

male only // para please // ( a lot ) // drama // angst

you got some nerve [ x ] - Who the do you think you are, ? Just because you get favored by others, doesn't mean I'm going to treat you like a baby. To even disrespect my name - and laugh at me because you're "older" or have more "power" than me is utterly stupid.

male or female [0/3 ] // drama // ( if you're willing to do it lol ) // angst