I am fun and out going......

looking in the mirror to find that special someone hoping you would smile back but the world doesn't smile for a girl without a life and this life is not for a girl who thinks living is a lie.....trying to understand if there really is a place for me and all there is is an empty space filled with white noise and scary faces........looking in a mirror for that special someone hoping its you on the inside of my heart but when I turn it over looking for the right I get face with the wrong cause who I am am looking for is me but she is lost in a sea of emptiness and want her to find me again but is that even possible in the world that she lives in.....I will never know.....