Hello,
I feel like i really need some help. Some might say i need to see a professional but...i don't want to burden my parents with this.
Basically, i've been struggling a lot lately. My emotions are all over the place. In my real life it's barely noticable. But i'm also in rps and there it is. I would get random anger issues. Like, someone says one wrong word and i get all upset at them. And i always feel so bad afterwards. But at that moment it's like i can't think straight. I just feel my heart racing and then things are happening.
It also always affects me ooc when my muse in the rp gets hurt. I often cry because i get hurt in rps. And now i feel like things finally have to change. I don't want to give up rps because i once enjoyed them a lot.
Has someone else once experienced something like that? Or does someone know how to fight those feelings inside of me?
Thanks for everyone who reads this...