I can't do it!!

Hello AFF users. I'm sorry for bothering you all once again with my boring and bumming situation but I don't think I can write anymore. My life is hurting me so bad and the pain is excruciating; mentally, emotionally, and even physically. The pain is SOOOOOOOO unbearable I'm not sure how to live anymore. It feels like my heart is being shot by a million tiny bullets. I feel like I'm having a heart attack 24/7. I really think my time here is up. I feel death coming my way and honestly it feels kinda nice. Like I'm to a few moments away from true happiness. From freedom. I'm sorry to interrupt your day with this. I know half of you won't care and I'll probably lose the little I have but it's ok cause I know soon, God will take me far far away from here and take me to a much better place.
sleepingprince 5 years ago
Never give up hope in life. I'm not sure what you're going through at the moment but I want you to know that you're worthy and amazing . There's solution to everything . If you dont give up, you can always change things for the better. Think of your family and loved ones. Think about your purposed in life. Go seek for help and get all the support that you need. Life have so much to offer. All you need is to give yourself , give life a chance. Build your faith, trust that you're stronger than you think. Stay strong. I hope that you'l feel better soon. Please dont give up
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jagga_nim 6 years ago
@pockytaemin it works for me.. if u wanna free one... u can strolling around the city in the night :), The view is awesome
shywol 6 years ago
@jagga_nim Haha i wish i good
jagga_nim 6 years ago
take ur jacket and bags, purchase ticket and go to place where u've never been there before. U need ur quality time and a good picnic. :)-
CarysS 6 years ago
I don't know what made you feel this way but you will get through this. You are strong enough. There will be people who love you. They will help you. I can understand you. You probably feel like you are sinking. But it will get better. I know it's hard to believe but it's true. Fighting
LilMinMinniexx 6 years ago
why do you hate your life so much, what happens in your life to constantly bring you down.
watercherry 6 years ago
I don't know what you've been through, but I totally understand how you feel. There was a time when I was suicidal too. I told no one about it. To this day, no one knows that I was suicidal. I would lay in bed at night thinking how to take my life. I would stay in my room thinking how to take my life. I thought about hanging myself. I thought about overdosing on pills that I have. I cried myself to sleep, and sometimes would even cry randomly, but you know what? After thinking about my siblings, my niece, my nephew, and just my future, I decided not to kill myself. If I killed myself, my siblings would have one less sister. My niece and nephew will have one less aunt. Everyone will shed tear and miss me. My parents will have to lose so much money sending me away. I also want to be loved, and I am loved. The people who love me don't show me that I'm love me through words, but they show it through action. I know that they love me. I also want to find my other half and spend the rest of my life with him. Just thinking about it makes me happy. Life's a , but as long as we are strong and pull through, everything will be alright. You're probably feeling like you're stuck in a black hole right now, and I honestly don't know what to say to pull you out of that hole. All I can do is hope everything will be alright and hope you have the strength to climb out of that hole and see life in a different more positive light.