Loving can hurt and it does. Especially in this relationship which is poisoning both you and Jeonggok. It's not  Rated M but does have mentions of alcohol use, abuse and so if that bothers you maybe refrain from reading.

Speak slow now, I don't wanna miss when you cry
Glass over diamond blue eyes

And it's good enough to make me wanna fall in love
So move a little bit closer
Hear the sound of your voice
We're screaming, "Why can't we just be friends?"
It's not that easy, but it's half of the fun
To see you throw the first punch.

(Pierce the Veil-The First Punch)

Wrote this quite a long time ago but something kept bugging me to post it, so I did. Hope you enjoy