I was waiting for him, i've been waiting long enough. I can't even explain what i'm feeling right now. It seems surreal, knowing i've been counting the days to finally meet him, and finally the countdown was over. Tomorrow we will see each other. 

  I love him for almost 9 years, and my love for him is as strong as before. I never thought i would love someone this hard. I never thought loving someone would be this wonderful.    The night i've been waiting for, in front of me he's singing passionately. I could feel the beating of my heart in every beat of his song. You could see in his face that he's happy, but i could sense something's off. He told me i'm a great singer and he ask me to sing with him, and so i did. I was crying, God I was crying the whole time. He was also dancing the whole time, and was laughing at his antics. I was almost cried laughing. Even at this very moment i can still feel the pain in my heart, my throat was arid, and like i'm going to breakdown soon, because i know this moment won't last long, and it hurts. He needed to go back to the place where he really belongs.    And before the night ends, he was only smiling. He didn't told me he loves me. He didn't told me he's happy nor he's coming back. He left me hoping it wasn't the last time i will be seeing him. But he left me without giving me a reason to hold on, he just left with  our memories together. How could loving someone be this painful?    This isn't a one night stand, but it feels like