you are not mine (but sometimes i pretend you wish you were)

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He’s still not sure why he wants to contact her in the first place, except that something deep inside of him is itching and it will not rest until he scratches. There is something entirely off about this girl, as if something about her has shifted two feet to the right and back again and didn’t quite fall back into place.

Foreword

title: you are not mine (but sometimes i pretend you wish you were)
pairing(s): sunggyu/eunji, hoya/eunji
word count: ~5.8k

a/n: after not writing a full-length fic for almost a year, something inside me wanted a challenge. i've grown so comfortable with writing sm fic that i wanted a change. thus, i struggled with both writing a non-sm pairing, and writing "canon" for the first time, and this is what the fic ended up being - a little more descriptive and introspective than my usual style. i'm still growing as a writer and i have a long way to go, so it's not my best work but i appreciate any and all comments and concrit! cross-posted to lj.

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jiwookies #1
Man this gives me such an empty feeling that I both hate and love at the same time.
PandaChux3 #2
Chapter 1: there's something so unique about your writing that makes it so captivating and engaging. your in-depth knowledge and research, and the way you apply it into context really sets out the scene; it's things like these that makes your story so realistic and very believable for the readers. something about the opening really hit home - I distinctively remember during the early Birth of a Family era, I could almost sense the slight imbalance of relationship between Eunji and the rest of Apink. I couldn't quite pinpoint it but there was definitely some sort of uncomfort/tension amongst them. the way you depicted Eunji's character was almost dangerous (in a sense?) because of how true it could potentially be - I'm sure Eunji must've endured a lot of burden and hardship to be where she is now and it's almost sad to think that her constant perfect (on-screen) smile may not always be 100% genuine. it shatters my heart to even think about the pain she went through during her trainee/early debut days. anyways, enough will the babbling lol. i'm glad i found your stories! i hope to read more of your works (GyuJi *cough cough*) in the near future!
thipparny #3
Gyuji i really love this couple
dreamerintheattic #4
Author-nim can I please get an invite?
I want to read your stories :)
byeollie #5
good lord you need more than 3 upvotes! my heart hurts for each of them. but spare the biggest piece for sunggyu. T^T
sendohime #6
Chapter 2: I read this on lj awhile ago and because I'm a bum and I'm totally utterly confused with lj, I never got a chance to talk about it. And ahh I found it here, and you're making a sequel!? What! That makes me so happy.
soowon_lover #7
Chapter 1: this was really good
kksuperman #8
Chapter 1: If she knows what love is in dramas, what is love, in real life, for her then?
kksuperman #9
and also, this fic leaves me very unsettled. You have inspired me. Thank you very much! :)
kksuperman #10
Chapter 1: All that I can say is, this is EXACTLY how I thought they'd be like. The way Eunji smiles everything off, the way Sunggyu talks.
And tbh, I have a feeling Woohyun is just like Eunji, in many aspects.
This is amazing. This is absolutely amazing.
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