26: Drunked decision.
A Beautiful MistakeAfter that incident at the old building, the filming was canceled and they will be re-filming. This time, the PDs have done extra caution so the same incident won't happen anymore. Until then, they have few days to wait for the re-filming.
'If I asked you to run with me, will you?' The same question keep repeating at her mind. What should she say ? Yes? No?. She is stucked on that question. Accepting that means ruining him, Declined it would mean to hurt him. What should she do?
As for him, he is anxious. He is waiting for her answer actually. Would she say yes? Would it be a no? He look at his phone. No message. As anxiety start to eat his mind again, he brag his phone and texted her.
"No matter what is your answer, I will accept it. Just don't stay silent. The anxiety is killing me."
When she accept that message, she know she have to give him an answer. But still, her mind can't decided anything. She was stuck on what should she do to ensure that, he won't be ruin and he won't be hurt? And then she decided. Let her true self speak.
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"Let's meet at the park. I'm here already."
He finally got her message. He quickly grab his car key, wallet and phone and rush out. Luckily, it was a night time so there wasn't have any traffic at all. When he reached there, the park look the same like that night. There's no one and it was dark. But it's still well lit enough for people to walk properly. He run to the bench as he knows she will be there. And he was right. She is there.
"Jihyo?" he asked. Jihyo was sleeping. But then she open her eyes. He smell a strong smell of alcohol. She was drinking. But why?
"Oppa? You're here? Good..good.."she was smilling. She don't look sober enough.
"How many did you drank?"He asking her in his serious tone. He can't understand. Why she choose to ask him to meet her at here if she was not sober? Did she didn't realize she text him?
"Don't worry. I may look not sober but still *she pointed at her head* this is sober. I know what I am doing." she reassure him.
"Do you know it's dangerous for a drunk lady like you to stay at this place alone?! What if something happened?!" he is furious. How could she be this clumsy? Do she realize how dangerous it is?
"Shhh.. Oppa, don't say anything. I don't ask you to come here just to hear you nagging. Just shut up and listen." she look at him bravely. This is her true self. She become herself 100% when she is drunk. She is fearless. A strong female. And he knows bout that. But still, it still makes him worry. As he was trying to speak again, she rushed in and kissed him. To shut him up. It was just a peak actually. But it works on keeping his mouth shut.
"Oppa. as much as you probably know. This is me, 100% the real me. So just listen to this me. As this is what I really thought." she said. Jaesuk only nodded.
"Oppa, I love you. Very love you. But as this love was so forbidden it's hurt. Really hurt. You asked about will I run away with you right? " she look at him. He nodded again.
"These days, I've been thinking. If I say yes, you will ruined. If I say no, you will hurted. Which I never wish for both of it happen. But at the same time I know, you want the answer. So in the end, I come with this conclusion. To answer your question with my real self." After hearing her explaination, he finally understood why she was drunk. As a drunk person always spit the real thought.
"And.. I have decided. I won't run away with you. I don't want to ruin you." Upon on her answer. He's hurt. He been expecting this as he knows this woman don't want to ruin him.
"But instead, I'll stay here. With you." He look at her. He was confused. What do she mean? Then he asked her.
"What do you mean?" -Jaesuk
"Let's just stay here .. and stay hidden." she look at him. She finally smile. For her, this is the best decision she could make. As for him, he was shocked for her unexpectable answer. But for this answer, it's unfair for her.
"But, it's unfair for you." He said.
"Everything is fair when it's regarding you. If it's you, I will do. As long as we could be togerther. Like this, no one will know. As a little unfairness could bring the harmony for all" she replied.
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