Baekhyun was staring at his fingers of his right hand that we're lying still oh his lap while leaning against a tree. He closed the distance between them and saw there's no gap between them except between his middle finger and ring finger. He held them up and the sunlight penetrated through them. Yeah, the gap was too big to comfortable but he couldn't help but let it stay like for now for the rest of his life until he did.

His fingers were missing something. His heart was missing some feeling. His lips were missing words. His waist was missing something that used to wrap around it. His hand was searching for the warmth from someone. His head was empty. He closed his eyes shut from the sound of Thunder striking in broad daylight. The second one didn't happen at all after he waited for good minutes but he was reluctant to open his eyes soon hoping someone would make the lines forming on his forehead disappear by poking three times. Exactly three times. He knew somewhere in his head that there wouldn't be any touches but his heart refused to believe so. 

His yoda was not a heartless person. His yoda was one and only person who knew how to love his best in the whole world. He became to know what it was like to be in love only after meeting him. It couldn't be . It couldn't be true that his yoea was marrying someone other than him. He made promise to him that he was the love of his life. He promised him that he would marry him and put an engagement ring on his ring finger. Baekhyun knew for sure that his yoda would come out soon from the church he was standing right in front of.He would realize that the person in front of him waiting for the vow couldn't give him happiness, couldn'd make him smile with his silly jokes, couldn't look up him with loving eyes like Beakhyun. He and his yoda were perfect fit like puzzle pieces. How dare this person tried to wreck it. Baekhyun murmured at himself rolling around the ring on his ring finger. This was the promise he gave. He would come out. He would come out and put himself in Bae