FINAL

REASON
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"Why are you with him ?",

 

Dara glances towards the blue sky as the small smile crept in her face. That question had came to her every single time. But she never grew tired to answer it, even when she is herself didn't know the exact reason. He is full with things that she never comes to understand. He's like a mysterious living soul wandering around her mind every single times. He is..

 

"I don't know…", she mutters softly. Her long hair a swaying with the wind. She looks so far away as their steps grew slower than before.

 

"How could you don't know ?", the girl on her right exclaims, "You're dating him, aren't you?".

 

"Neh…", Dara answers, "But… I really don't know the exact reason I'm with him…"

 

"What ?... Are you being serious Dara?", the girls on her other side exclaims, "You’re dating him, despite of  his mysterious personality.. I just really don't know how to react when I heard you're dating him.. It just…. I can't imagine it you know..".

 

"Un, you’re right. He's so kind, I have to agree with that. But can't you see that he's always that kind with everyone. Aren't you felt hurt with that Dara?", the other girls asks.

 

"I know he's so smart and talented. You don't even have to ask about his leadership, we do know he's indeed capable. But… Dating ? I don't really think he's into that", the girls mutters without knowing the exact person they're talking to has stop far behind. Her face look so much in pain. She closes her eyes as she tried to suppress the building emotion inside her.

 

"Eh ? Dara ?", both of the girl turns around and looking questioningly to Dara. Dara smiles at them. She's gaining her last power.

 

"I trust him.. There's no other reason stronger than that", she says. The wind still blowing softly on her cheeks and she still wore that smile on her face. Without knowing anything.

 

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She sighs.

 

That was the nth times he disappear. She couldn't even contact him. All of his social media are neglected. Why is he keep being like this.

 

"He might be busy with his work Dara", Chaerin, her bestfriend answers calmly.

 

Work ? Yeah, I've known that he's a super workaholic. And a perfectionist too. She sighs.

 

"You might be right..",

 

"You should stop thinking about weird things Dara",

 

"I'M NOT THINKING WEIRD !!", Dara exclaims angrily.

 

"Yeah.. Yeah as you say", Chaerin snorted, "He must have a reason ya know. It's okay to be worried. But don't be too much".

 

"You're right.. I start to act like a nagging mom..", Dara mutters sadly. I've been asking too much from him.. Haven't I ?

 

"Hahaha, you're nagging to all people close to you, you know. Like ahjumma style", Chaerin laughs out loud.

 

"Yah !! Lee Chaerin!!", Dara hisses angrily.

 

"Stop thinking weird neh? See you tomorrow" Chaerin hangs up. Dara puts down her phone as she lays on her bed.

 

His life isn’t just about me. His life.. didn't rotate around me. I've to stop this behaviour.. He'll be sick and tired of me..

 

I.. trust him..

 

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"I've to move away from Seoul.. For work", he mutters slowly. His eyes are looking outside the window, hands holding his cigarette. It's been weeks since the last time they met. But Dara barely had a chance to look at his eyes.

 

"W-where ?", Dara asks. Her hands are holding her cup strongly, seeking for a thing to lean on. She couldn't help to feel nervous.

 

"Tokyo", he says as his eyes meet hers. She searches for any emotion in that eyes. Sadness. Sorry. Anything. But she found nothing. Nothing.

 

"Ah..", she looks away and take a gulp of her coffee.

 

"I'm going to be a head-office in Tokyo branch. So.. I will be very busy later on", he says.

 

"Ah.. I understand", Dara says as she trying her best to not cry in front of him.

 

"I hope you really understand", he says. Dara looks up to stare at his eyes. The same eyes that she fallen for. But now she could barely felt the warm.

 

"Neh.. I understand", Dara mutters, her eyes are blurred with tears, "What else can I do ? I just have to understand everything.. Eventually.. I'll understand".

 

"Thanks Dara", he stares at her, "I know that you'll be okay".

 

Dara sips her coffee again, not bother to answer. And he didn't utter any words either.  But the silence right there are just too much for her to bear.

 

He didn’t ask much from me.. I know that I'll be okay. I… believe in him.

 

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"Can breaking up happen without a reason ?", Dara asks Chaerin who leisurely sitting next to her. busily munching her favorites cereal.

 

"You're not going to breaking up with him right ?", Chaerin teases her as gulp down the milk.

 

"What if I am?", Dara mutters softly. Chaerin's movement are stop. She turns to face with the crying Dara. Her hand had covered

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aLphFR
#1
Chapter 1: so.. i just read it n i don't think i understand the whole story n so i read it again.. one more time.. n still, i find myself confuse.. i just can get it.. she has all the feeling while he has nothing.. as really nothing?? oh.. i almost curse there.. i mean, i'm a girl.. n all girls probably wud feel the same.. suffocated, right? when u love a person n u're an item, but then it goes nowhere..

well.. the saddest thing is if it wasn't love at the 1st place.. as.. how could he??

but there's things that i highlight here.. like.. first i think Dee probably at fault 'coz she's nagging to probably the whole world, but never did i read she's done the talk with him.. well people can get misunderstood n came up with a plan 'to make Dee miss me more' or something.. but then.. Ji's not different.. he do nothing to clear her mind..

the next is the things that he wasn't panic or lie.. n so does the roommate.. i don't think Ji's doing something bad behind Dee's back.. he probably done all the things that Dee thinks he wouldn't do 'coz he miss her, but then again.. there.. he's not telling anything..

it tricks me, u know.. the way he asked if that was what Dee's wanted, the way he apologized n wishing for her happiness.. at last, i don't think he doesn't love her, he probably confuse how to deal with his girl 'coz at the end he knows nothing.. n after everything.. the stupid thing conclude on his mind that he want her to be happy.. even if that's not even make sense to me.. at the end it's just the dumb meet the dumber..

sry.. i'm just mad here.. i wish their happiness too, but i'm a possessive appler, so..
i wish u make a sequel of it as i wanna know what's Ji really think.. sry to make it a very long comment..
rawranarchy #2
Chapter 1: I think the ending should change. She is worth it. He just isn't. She was the sweetest and kept giving him chances. He never reassured her of his love or even did anything to make her feel secure. He was living with another woman without even telling her? I'm sorry but that just shows a lack of consideration for her. If anything, she was too good to be with a man who will never put her first. We all deserve better. She definitely did.
wenkie0414 #3
Chapter 1: well first in foremost, i think the guy has so much secret that he is not telling her.. she should not be guilty if he let go just like that then he never loves her.. maybe like her that much bug loved her i dnt think so. the girl shd pick up herself and start a life without thinking that they will be back again. it's easier said but difficult.. it is part of life it will never be fair.. what she shd do is learn fm her mistakes and move forward.. he is not the only guy in this world sooner or later he wilm find someone better.. she might be hurt right now but if she willed that she can move forward she can do it.. dont evolve your life is someone.. spare some for urself.. it is a painful and tragic lovestory.. well as they day karma is a .. what goes arnd comes around.. i hope this person will be strong enough .. wow i am ranting.. lol well it is a sad story..
rosas_hengsho #4
Is this already completed? Coz there is still no completed status yet...