What I Feel for You is No Disorder

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                Being a YG Entertainment trainee is not easy for anyone trying to succeed in their dream. People grow up dreaming their whole lives to be an idol to girls or boys worldwide, but what if there is an idol, who originally didn’t want to become an idol? There is, and her name is Yoon Meritxeell. Meritxell grew up living in fear for her family, and only wanted to stay by her family’s side to be able to take care of them. Although once Meritxell starts having symptoms of a bipolar disorder, her parents send her off to South Korea to train to be in a company.  This is to distract her from the family’s troubles at home. Her parents wanted her to get better with away time from them, and she does.

                Once Meritxell debuts in a seven member co-ed band, their group is a huge success. I know what you’re thinking. “It’s a YG group, why wouldn’t it be successful?” Easy. The leader is diagnosed with bipolar disorder, AND this group wasn’t suppose to originally debut. This group was created to help Meritxell with her disorder, and her fear of being alone, but even then, they proved themselves worthy of debut.

                Her group, Heaven’s Fallen Angels, debut after being hidden to all of the K-Pop world, and even ninety percent of the YG employees. After their debut, HFA (Heaven’s Fallen Angels) does not get along with two of YG’s biggest idols. The rivalry in YG is intense, but even then, they show happy faces to the worlds and fans, but behind the scenes, a lot of arguments. YG family… a thing many YG stans support and love, but when the CEO of YG got annoyed with their argueing, Meritxell sharply responds with…

“Just because you’re family, doesn’t mean that you have to like each other.”

                A saying that is true, and makes the CEO get quiet. Will Meritxell’s disorder fully ever come to a stop or will her disorder actually be the reason for friendships…or even more?

 


— Name: Yoon Meritxell

— Stage Name: Anarchy

— Role: Leader and Female Visual

— Race: She was born in Texas, USA with a Korean father and Mexican-American mother. She is mixed with three things: Korean, Mexican, and American.

— Birthday: October 19

— Age: 18 (yup she's the youngest BUT, she is not the maknae)

 

— Languages Spoken: English, Korean, Spanish, and a little bit of Japanese

— Playable Instruments: Guitar, Piano, Violin, and Bass Guitar

— Instrument Role: Guitar/Piano (depending on what the others are doing and the song)

— Other Roles: Singer, Rapper, Dancer, Songwriter, Song Composer

— Been training since: age 13 and a half

 

— Personality: If she doesn't hate you (for some reason) she is actually very nice, caring, and funny. She is the 'nice' mean where she bullies you like an older sister even if you're older than her. If she's very close to you, she will be protective of them (her band for example). If anyone messes with her friends, family, or loved ones, all hell will break lose. The 'switch' for her bipolar disorder does not get 'flipped' very often unless you do something very stupid and unreasonable. She can go from an angry mother wolf protecting her pups, to a loving mother wolf caring for her pups in a few seconds. Even though she is the youngest in the band, she naturally acts like an older one because of everything she has been through. When she acts very childish and super happy, is when her band is very happy, because she didn't have a nice childhood. She is very blunt, not caring of what she says is appropriate or inappropriate.

 

— Important Information: She has a bipolar disorder, which over the years has improved. Although if someone does 'flip the switch', YG usually doesn't blame her, only if she didn't start it, and he excuses her because he knows of the consequences of her disorder. He also knows she has a lot of talent, so that is why he was very willing in helping her and her parents.

— Extra: She has an older brother nicknamed Frankie with a horrible disease and her brother has been close to dying many times. She also has natural bright blue beautiful eyes that she gets from her mother, but because people (not her band, family/friends, or YG) say her eyes are weird or not real, she usually always wears normal (boring for her) brown contacts. So yes, people like fans or no one close to her believes she has brown eyes, so when she takes off her brown contacts they think she's wearing blue contacts. The tattoo on her chest (like in the picture) also does say her name "Meritxell".

 


 

— Name: Jung Chungho

— Stage Name: Hades

— Role: Lead Vocal and Male Visual

— Race: He was born in South Korea with a Korean father and Spanish (from Spain) mother. Lived most of his life in Spain, moving to the USA at age 14, then moved back to Spain at age 16, visiting Korea in the summer or holidays.

— Birthday: October 31

— Age: 21

 

— Languages Spoken: Spanish, Korean, and English

— Playable Instruments: Guitar, Violin, Piano (classical one), Cello, and Harp

— Instrument Role: Guitar/Violin

— Other Roles: Dancer, Song Writer

— Been training since: age 16

 

— Personality: If you don't really know him, he looks like a very serious person who hates everyone, but that is completely wrong. Yes he is quiet, and doesn't like many people, but he is not hateful. He is actually very caring and will protect you no matter what. He is basically like the 'father' in the band and Anarchy is the 'mother'. He doesn't hide his feelings like happiness or anger or such. If anything, he hides sadness, because the others look up to him. He's also very happy on his appearance but he doesn't flaunt his 'beauty' unless you challenge him or call him ugly. If he actually compliments another guy on being good looking, that guy should feel very honored. He is also pretty funny, and he sometimes acts like the 'mother' and Anarchy acts like the 'father'.

 

— Important Information: He came into the band a month after Anarchy started training since YG wanted an older figure that Anarchy would look up to. He wanted someone who Anarchy would trust and eventually have a person who would be able to calm her down. When Anarchy's 'switch' is flipped, he is one of the ONLY ones that can calm her down. Hades loves the band with his whole heart and he would do anything for any of them, especially Anarchy and Joker.

— Extra: He comes from a very very VERY wealthy family full of lawyers, doctors, and any type of police force. This is one of the reasons why YG tries to please him and the band at all costs, since the company itself are scared to go against his family. He is also cousin to fellow member Angel by his father's side.

 


 

— Name: Park Jihyun

— Stage Name: Mercy

— Role: Lead Dancer

— Race: Korean

— Birthday: June 20

— Age: 20

 

— Languages Spoken: Korean, English, Chinese, and learning Japanese

— Playable Instruments: Piano, Guitar, Violin

— Instrument Role: Guitar/Piano

— Other Roles: Singer, Songwriter

— Been training since: 15

 

— Personality: She comes across as sweet and innocent but will stand her ground when needed. Very good at speaking publicly or to adults. She's bubbly and tries to see the bright side of everything, but can be easily hurt.

 

— Important Information: Mercy has a younger twin sister, which happens to be Revenge. They joined YG when he let out announcements that he needed people for a special project, which ended up being in the same training with Anarchy and Hades. If Hades or Anarchy aren't there to lead the band, Mercy is in charge. She also acts like a 'mother' of the group, being the second nicest in the band.

— Extra: She never actually ever thought of being an idol. Her dream was to become a published author or professional choreographer. She only went to the audition to YG with her sister because her sister didn't want to go alone. Although, she never regrets going now, she's thankful for it.

 


 

— Name: Park Hyunji

— Stage Name: Revenge

— Role: Lead Rapper

— Race: Korean

— Birthday: June 20

— Age: 20

 

— Languages Spoken: Korean, English, Thai

— Playable Instruments: Guitar, Piano

— Instrument Role: Electric Piano

— Other Roles: Dancer, Song Composer

— Been training since: 15

 

— Personality: Revenge has an 'I don't care' attitude, but actually cares a lot. To the public, other than fans, she seems rude, mean, and not very social. She is the quieter twin out of the pair, but she is actually more social than what people think. She does have self-confidence/self-esteem issues, but they are not as bad as before with all the support she has gotten. When performing, her nervousness disappears, as she feels better being on stage. Loves her band, but also doesn't show it the 'normal' way. She's jokingly mean and that's how she shows her love for others. Is a prankster, hence her name, because she loves up to her name, literally. Also a very blunt person, but knows the limitations.

 

— Important Information: She has an older twin sister which happens to be Mercy. Although sometimes Revenge seems like such a badass girl who doesn't care about anything, she loves her older sister to death. Very thankful to her sister and band. She's living her dream, and she could care less that their training was tough.

— Extra: In the band, other than her sister, she's closest to Anarchy, and Jigsaw. The three are the 'evil' ones who pick on Joker. She is also quite the fan girl, but unless you actually KNOW her, you'll never really see that or how loving she is.

 


 

— Name: Han Hyunshik

— Stage Name: Jigsaw

— Role: Main Rapper

— Race: Korean

— Birthday: November 16

— Age: 21

 

— Languages Spoken: Korean, English, and a little bit of Japanese

— Playable Instruments: Bass Guitar, Guitar, Drums, and Electric Piano

— Instrument Role: Bass Guitar

— Other Roles: Dancer, Song Composer, Song Writer

— Been training since: 16

 

— Personality: He has a quiet personality but still talks more than Hades. He is a prankster himself who loves getting a good laugh. When he's deadly quiet is when someone worries because it means something really bad is going to happen or is happening. He usually always has a smart comment to say to anything, but he's not a jerk. He jokes a lot, and like Joker tries to break the tension or awkwardness. He also has a 'I don't give a ' attitude, more so than Revenge, where he actually doesn't care of you insult him or such. Usually like a big brother who annoys you, but love him at the same time. He is a flirt to fans. Jigsaw is also very blunt, but less than Anarchy, but more than Revenge.

 

— Important Information: He is Joker's best friend in the group, and like Joker, he also looks up to Hades. Jigsaw was previously an underground rapper until he saw how YG was having auditions for a 'special' project, so he said 'why not' and tried it out. Never actually thought he would get chosen, since he saw many capable people. Jigsaw is very humble as well.

— Extra: His family was more than supportive when he joined YG. He may not look like it, but he is a 'momma's boy' and not embarrass to say it. Loves his parents to death, and his parents love his band as well. His parents have given the band many motivation talks that has kept the band going.

 


 

— Name: Jung Yoomi

— Stage Name: Angel

— Role: Main Singer

— Race: Korean and American. She's a Blasian.

— Birthday: January 19

— Age: 19

 

— Languages Spoken: Korean, English, and Chinese

— Playable Instruments: Violin, Clarinet, Guitar

— Instrument Role: Acoustic Guitar

— Other Roles: Dancer, Song Writer

— Been training since: 14

 

— Personality: Can be a little shy but warms up to people easily, friendly yet can be very sarcastic. Very caring towards her family and friends and HFAS. When it comes to games and pranks with HFA, she shows no mercy, and she's  a little spontaneous.

 

— Important Information: She is cousins with Hades since her mom is the sister of his dad. No one ever remembers those two are cousins, until either/or says it. The band knows and remembers just forgets to tell others. Her stage name can be contradicting to how she acts. Very lovable person, and can also be like a five year old as well.

— Extra: She has a younger brother name Jihoon who is seven years old. The band spoils him. She always dreamed of becoming an idol, and even though training was tough, she loved every bit of it. Getting the call she was a YG trainee is one of her most memorable moments. Can also cook, bake, and likes photography. Is also the next 'Kriscasso'.

 


 

— Name: Shin Leo

— Stage Name: Joker

— Role: Main Dancer and Maknae

— Race: Korean and Japanese. His mother his Japanese while his father is Korean.

— Birthday: April 1st

— Age: 19

 

— Languages Spoken: Korean, Japanese, and learning English

— Playable Instruments: Drums and the Triangle

— Instrument Role: Drums

— Other Roles: Singer, Song Composer

— Been training since: 14

 

— Personality: He is the mood maker in the band, and the 'maknae'. Is not the youngest but was appointed to be the maknae for reasons. It takes a lot to piss him off or upset him. Always likes to look on the positive side of everything, but is a 'joker' and can be evil (in a fun way). Surprisingly he is also one of the few people that can calm down Anarchy when her 'switch' is flipped because of how close they are. He is a very understanding person, who will listen to your troubles. Very cute personality, and has no problem showing his aegyo, but shy around girls he “likes likes”. Outspoken, lively, and hilarious but can be very stupid at times. He also loves Hades and looks up to him a lot, Hades being one of his life changers.

 

— Important Information: Although he may not look like it, he is a top class fighter in karate, MMA, and tae kwon do. He has taught the rest of the band on how to fight. Parents were more than supportive of their son. Was thinking of being in a Japanese band, but has no regrets joining YG.

— Extra: He can be like a complete five year old to the point where he begs, does aegyo, or whines when he wants something. His parents love the band as well, to the point where the parents call the band daughters or sons too. To him his family just got bigger and he loves it. He is very thankful for the bands patience and determination on him because he knows he wasn't an easy person to handle at first.

(pictures for the rest of the members will be uploaded once i find good "models')


Band/Group Name: Heaven's Fallen Angels

Label: YG Entertainment

Debut Date: July 19

Debut Album: Fallen Angels

Debut Song: Fallen Angels

 

Hand sign - Wings ; meaning the name of their fandom "wings"
 
Greeting - "Kicked out of heaven, and here to cause trouble — We are HFA!" (Followed by hellos and bows")
 
Group Cheer - "For our guardian angel who can't be with us, let's rock the show!" (It's a small dedication cheer they do before performing)

Foreword

WARNING: This story may contain harsh language.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the idols in this story.

© Copyrights go to the respected author, @ikonteven_ (Zamary Lopez) . DO NOT redistribute any of the original characters, band name, fan-name, or plot. If you want to do anything with anything of mine, please ask and we’ll talk on it.

My other old account @omgitszamzam is the only one that is suppose to have the old version of this story called, "Rivalry with the Rookies"!

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