i' sorry that i can't make any english ff :( don't worry, i will post the indonesian one. happy reading!

Walking,I was actually walking on the edge of this beach. Sometimes, I kicked the water and sand towards the beach. Had been, five thousand three hundred and twenty seconds I spent on walking. Just a walk. Search efforts that failed, only that I was looking for. Just look for the answers that struck the answer. Had been just walk on, until the past repeating itself in my mind.

"Do you, Victoria?"

I looked around, sawa manrunningtowards me.Hewore ablacktuxedoandhiding somethingbehindhis back. Hewas, Jinki.

"Oh you. You gotwhat,Jinki-ah? "I asked. Hesmiled a little.

"Noona, sit downfirst.I will prepareeverything. "He said. I smiledbrieflyandbegan tosit. Wewere in a restaurant-andJinkiwho plannedit all. I waited awhileto see manythings. However, the figure Jinkithatcaughtmy eyestarted toturnthe whole thing.

"Vic noona, is toolong? Mianhae, Icannot makeeverythingfaster."Said Jinki. I just smiled.

"Are you okay with anythingnoona?"

"I'mfine. What happened for taking me here? This restaurantlooks...tooexpensive. "I said. Hesmiled.

"It's okay noona. For the sake ofthe people I love. "Immediately I was speechless.Felt thetimehad stopped.What does he mean?

"You mean Jinki?"

"Noona, will you ...be my wife?" Inall situations? "

I wassurprised. Ifhe said itwhen I'm drinking, surely hewill be exposed tospecialsprayfrommy mouth.

"Www... Wife? "He nodded. I saw himremovearingboxof purple,my favorite color.

"Willnoona, be my wife?" Heknelt downbeside me. At first Ithoughtit alltooquickly. ButI must admit, I...love him.

Sun progressively returning to the contest, although still showing at 16.30 pm. For me, this is when it all - that have been recorded clearly - again repeated with tragic results. I wanted back then. Moment where I was ... just Jinki and Jinki and me.



"Yeobo." He said. I turned towards it. We have been married about four days ago, where the entire story went from there.

"What Jinki?" I asked. Suddenly, he hugged me from behind.

"You know, if I really love you?" I laughed. I replied immediately with a basic sentence.

"If not, why would I marry you? Pabo. "

"Yes." I heard it said in a tone of sadness. I started laughing again. "I'm your pabo husband. I know that.
"He said. I laughed to see my husband in a tone of sadness that made-up. I had to pinch his cheeks a little longer. He grimaced in pain.

"You're too funny, Jinki-ah. I hope the age difference would not be a problem for you. "I said. Suddenly, he grabbed my face with both hands. I looked into her eyes. From his eyes, radiating love the new one I saw - with my eyes.

"It will never be a problem for me, Victoria Song." He answered. That calmed me down and my heart as well. I put my head in his shoulder. And we began to close the morning with afternoon - with the sunset. With the growing sun goes down and getting up on time zone and other zones of the heart, to awaken those who are still looming in the dream - a beautiful dream.


I took a little of beach water and washed my face with it. I feel the water that's pretty much it stabbed into the pores. Cold, an impression which I felt. God, why all this is always associated with Jinki? Let me forget Jinki in accordance with his last words. But why can't I? I always hoped I'd be happy with Jinki. In fact, you picked him up faster than I thought, just a moment. Jinki is the only thing I'm waiting for the return. Lee Jinki, are you happy there? Did you hear the words of my heart under the heaven?

I went back down the beach again. Feeling the back piercing cold feet is not paved with shoes. Feel the pain of a crying mood. See the sunset, all of Jinki repeated. But unfortunately, only memories. I can repeat the memories with Jinki, but not a life with him. Jinki, my husband whom I love sincerely, the only one.
I do not know since when my tears had fallen. What I realized, I've ruined my clothes with tears that I made had been, I think. Feel damp. I do not know how many times I drop tears because Jinki. Is Jinki okay? I looked at my stomach now. I'm pregnant with the seed of Jinki are embedded in my womb now. My second child.

"Honey, your stomach looks bigger. What is it? "Said Jinki while we were eating breakfast. I almost choked, but I restrained.
"What is yes?" I asked. He nodded. I smiled, and then I held her hand.
"I'm pregnant dear, our second child." I replied with a smile. I could see the note of joy from his face. I can see also the shock that was not too easy to hide it.
"Really? Honey! This is incredible! "He said. We both had fallen in the fun. The same excitement as four years ago, when I was pregnant with my first.
"I'm glad if Eunsook will have a younger brother. I'm afraid, if I could not be there when you deliver it later. "I heard a gasp from her single.
"You mean?"
"Ah no, forget it."
I my belly, where there are candidates for the sister of my first child, Eunsook. He will see his mother gave birth to her little sister with a new father.

"Eomma!"
I turn my head. Amid the twilight is very long for me and Jinki, dimly seen figure of my daughter who walked with a well-built man behind him. I've loved, long ago before I met Jinki. He was Nickhun, who is now responsible for me and Eunsook.
"Eunsook-ah." I immediately stood up and welcomed Eunsook who ran towards me. Behind, I saw the face of it more visible before it disappeared into the dusk.
"Victoria, are you okay?" He asked. I just nodded. No word that I'm out of my mouth. I could feel the embrace of a sudden radiating around my back. Nickhun, he hugged me from behind. While I hugged my daughter had been the only result of my marriage with a Jinki. Slowly, I saw the sun sinking more and more, merge all the love between me and that became the symbol Eunsook that Jinki still exist in our lives.
"Eomma why are you crying?" I turned toward Eunsook are now looking at me. I wiped my tears are still on my cheek before it flows into the ground. I pulled back the two person knelt facing Eunsook.
"Eomma fine. I, um, eomma only cry that eomma happy. Eomma can still feel your presence in the midst of life eomma. Do not worry, Eunsook-ah. "I said, staring at my son who is now smiling. Immediately hugged my new little daughter just three years old.

"Are you okay, Victoria?" Ask the man who is now a husband and new father for Eunsook. I do not have time to think about what word I will spend on Nickhun. I just nodded slowly, and then he pulled my head. I felt the warm embrace of my head. She leaned her head on the chest area. I know, this is not a Jinki. Jinki who the shoulders and chest is always full of tears that always come out when sad or scared. The place where I feel lost of this world. This is not a Jinki.
"The good you take me back to the hotel, Nickhun-ah. Oh, Eunsook-ah, let's go back. It was almost night. "I said, clutching the hands of men who I used to love this. Hands of men who now fill my life and become the leader of my little family life. Although I still hope, Jinki can return to this world, if the doors of heaven open for his return.