Chapter One

 "When you joined Super Junior... you know that the members hate you, right?"

  Kyuhyun couldn't think straight for a minute. "Of- Of course" he muttered, still a little shocked.

  "You... ah... how do I say this..." Kyuhyun couldn't collect his thoughts. He was still shaken by the comment earlier.

  "Counting down 3 seconds... 3..."

  "Your hairstyle during debut looks like an indian tribal chief, you know that even the fans had a shock, right?" Kyuhyun jabbed the other man, regaining his wit.

  "Just like what Eunhyuk said just now, when you just joined in, we had a voting... there's over 10 votes of opposition... you knew that, right?" Leeteuk-hyung glanced at the maknae, hoping that the statement would unnerve him.

  And it did. It affected Kyuhyun more than he'd appeared to be.

  "Of course," Kyuhyun swallowed and struggled to maintain his smile.

  Later, on the way back to their dorm, Kyuhyun had much to think about. He thought about his pre-debut days, and about the time he joined Super Junior for the very first practice. He thought about the hardships he had faced with Super Junior, the many times when he couldn't bear to take i