Insecurities
InsecuritiesEver since Woobin joined A-Prince he's felt that he's been pulling down the group a lot. First off his looks are terrible, just look at his nose, all big and fat. Second, He isn't even an original member of A-Prince. Everyone in the group just ignores him because he can never replace their beloved Taehyuk. And last but not least, He can't dance if his life depended on it. He's done all he can to improve on his dancing skills, even asking their choreographer to stay extra time at night to help get his dance moves perfect but the dance instructor gave up a long time ago once he saw that there was no improvements in Woobin's dancing whatsoever. One of the main reasons Woobin wasn't a great dancer was because of someone he's been crushing on in the group since he was invited into the dorm of A-Prince. Now who could it be? of corse it would be Siyoon. Why? Siyoon is the epitome of perfection in Woobin's eyes. Perfect vocals, cute yet y and handsome face, an extraordinary dancer, and before all the members of A-Prince started to ignore Woobin, the kindest little soul out there you could find. When Woobin joined Siyoon was the person to alway help him when he had troubles with anything. At first Woobin only thought his relationship with Siyoon was friendship, but as they became even closer he realized he loved Siyoon, but he knew he never would get to be in a relationship with him because he was imperfect.
*At the practice room*
A-Prince has been practicing their dance for Kiss Scene because they have a showcase coming up soon and If they don't perfect their moves then their presentation will become sloppy and will not get attention and gain new fans. A-Prince was almost half way through the song with no mistakes but Woobin's mind at the moment just had to mix up the moves an in the process made him fall down. Leader Sungwon turned of the music and gave a look of disgust at Woobin, and to make it all the better Minhyuk and Seungjun started yelling at him. "Why can't we ever get through one dance without having to stop the music? Oh right, Woobin. Why can't you jut go back to where you came from? We just want Taehyuk back, he was good looking, he wasn't useless and put all his effort into his work, and was a great dancer who helped choreograph dances, unlike you! SO JUST GO AWAY AND LEAVE US ALONE! WE DON'T LIKE YOU!" Everything Woobin has been stressing about has literally just been slammed in his face all at one time. He's emotionally unstable from these words and his only reaction was to start crying and runway to somewhere he can hide from these so called bandmates.
Once Woobin left everyone started cheering except for Siyoon. The only reason Siyoon ignored Woobin was because the bandmates forced him to, If he didn't they said thy would hurt both him and Woobin but If he did they would just leave him alone and not hurt Woobin with physical actions, but words. No one knew this yet, but Siyoon loves Woobin. he didn't understand why his bandmates didn't love a person like him. Woobin was always very kind to everyone, even with all the bullying the group put him through, and Siyoon didn't understand how they thought he was ugly. Of all people thy thought WOOBIN, the Baby Prince was ugly. Yes, he may have a bigger nose than he others and crooked bunny teeth but that just added to his cuteness. And as for dancing, for not knowing a thing about dancing before coming to the dorms he has improved to quite an extent. Everyone has a slip up here or there, it's not like they're perfect. So, Siyoon had to do whatever he could to protect Woobin and if that meant having to ignore him then that's just what he was going to do. It made Siyoon sad though because he could tell through the fake smiles that Woobin was giving that he was sad and must have a lot o stress on his shoulders, and hearing what Minhyuk and Seungjun had to say made him extremely angry so he also went out of the room to search for Woobin to see if he was okay.
After what seemed like forever Siyoon still hasn't found Siyoon. He looked almost in every spot he could think of, the solo practice room, the gym down in the basement, the lobby, and much more. His last and only hope is the rooftop. As Siyoon reaches the top o the steps to the rooftop he can hear sniffles, which he knows for sure are Woobin's. Siyoob opens the door and sees Woobin sitting in a corner with his knees to his chest and head facing downwards. Siyoon starts to slowly approach Woobin and gently taps he shoulder. Woobin got startled because he didn't even hear a door close or footsteps, and flinches at the touch of whoever is by him. He doesn't have the guys to look up so he stays silent in hopes for the person to just leave him alone and let him cry some more but that didn't happen. He felt the person gently touch his face and raise it to look at them, and to Woobin's surprise it was Crush Siyoon, the last person he wanted to see at the moment. Woobin closed his eyes to wait for what was to come but after a minute of his eyes being closed he opened the back up to see Siyoon pouting. Woobin was confused to say the least and was suddenly pulled into a warm, cozy hug. He hasn't felt any affection in a long time and being in the hug made him feel like he was safe from anyone and anything in that moment. Siyoon was muttering many "I'm sorry's", and, "I should have protected you's". At the same time Woobin and Siyoon looked up at each other realizing how much they've missed each others comfort. What came next was very unexpected. Siyoon started to lean in and Woobin tried to turn his face but Siyoon took a hold of it with both hands and gave a sweet and soft kiss to Woobin. Woobin was surprised and immediately pushed Siyoon but his grip was to strong so he finally gave in and kissed him back. After a few seconds they disconnected there lips an went back to looking each other in the eyes. Woobin was speechless, his crush for which seemed like forever just kissed him. The only thing had to say after the kiss was "why?" Siyoon responded with a chaste peck and said "Because I love you." Woobin became shocked again by his crushes confession. " How could anyone love me, especially you? You are perfection!" Siyoon wasn't surprised to hear this from Woobin so he just started to list off everything that made Woobin perfect in his eyes. "Woobin, I don't know exactly why you put yourself down like this. Saying your not perfect, but in reality are. You have a handsome face. I know you don't like your nose but I think it's perfect and especially your crooked bunny teeth. You don't know how cute your teeth are especially when you smile. Your dancing, it may not always be perfect but coming from where you started, basically knowing nothing, you've grown so much and will continue to grow and become a great dancer. Don't give up on yourself and come to me if you need help. From now on you'll have someone to come to and comfort you." Woobin was ecstatic from hearing Siyoon's confession. He started crying from joy knowing someone was there for him. Siyoon hugged Woobin again and drew random patterns on his back to try to control his sobs. after Woobin calmed down they stayed in the same position just feeling each others warmth. Siyoon then asked Woobin "You know I didn't ever hear you say anything about my confession. So, do you also love me Woobin?" "Does this answer your question?", Woobin kissed Siyoon. Woobin separated the kissed and laid down on Siyoon's chest exhausted from crying and fell asleep in Siyoon's arms. Once Siyoon knew for sure that Woobin was asleep he moved the bangs from his forehead and gave him a kiss. He whispered in Woobin's ear,"Only cry around me, no one should see those tears of yours. I've got your back, don't let yourself listen to what the others say, it's not true. You're perfect, remember that. I love you.", and with that Siyoon fell asleep with Woobin safe and secure in his arms protected from everything that surrounds them.
{AUTHORS NOTE: I've been going at this story since 12 AM and now it's 2 AM and this story is trash, anyways I'd appreciate if you guys comment because it's always nice to have feedback.}
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