Times have been hard for you lately. You're currently in your first year of college, you’re working at a very demanding part time job, and on top of that one of your closest friends in high school just passed away. You are the most stressed you have ever been in your entire life and the most sensitive. But the worst thing is that you have no one to talk to, no one to share these feeling of agony with. 

You sit up on your bed and look at your clock,"2:43am, great." you mumble. You look next to you to see your loving boyfriend NamJoon sleeping peacefully. A smile slightly forms on your face but quickly dissipates. Even though you know you're sitting next to your boyfriend, who is also your best friend, and who would do anything in the world for you, you still felt like you couldn't tell him anything," I don’t want to stress him with my problems." You felt alone even when you knew you weren't. You could feel a lump form in your throat as a few tears began to run down your cheeks. You try to stay quiet so you wouldn't wake NamJoon. Your crying became louder but you tried your best to control it. NamJoon starts to move a little and you quickly cover your mouth and lay back down so he wouldn't notice anything. As you lie in the bed you feel NamJoon wrap his arms around you. "Are you okay?" He asks in a deep, scratchy, tired voice."Yeah." You answer so softly that he almost missed what you said. "Is that so? Then why is my girlfriend crying in the middle of night?" You di