Like A Fool
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My name is Kyungsoo. I am twenty-two years old and I was a fool.
They said, there would be one person who would walk into your life, eventually claim your heart and soul. And your insides flutter, your eyes widen, a part of you beyond logic squeals in joy; then you know, that he's the one.
I thought so too, when mild boyish-timbre rolled my name for the first time; when two cresent eyes sparkled under my sight; when a pair of hands scooped my shoulder and played with my hair—he's home.
But a home could be broken sometimes.
Foreword
So there I waited;
In the middle of november 2014 when sky darkened by five. Leaves had been falling since a little over a month ago and painted the streets with orange and red. The clock was ticking, kind of mocking an anxious heart behind trembling ribcage.
Maybe it was okay;
To give another chance and trusted him like how we used to be, before four other her promises that had vanished. We were friends, though. Best friends. I did my boundaries, I acknowledged my limits and I knew my capability. But then we were lovers, who had to ride rollecoaster of love that let us fall freely without safety and forced us to climb back without wheel. He built promises and smashed it again with his own hands. I played the role of a lover, who kindly gave chances over chances because I was too much of a fool.
I was too much of a fool...
There I waited;
In the middle of doubts and hopes. Maybe(s) were my hum, sweet words were my rope—he's my home.
Kai 17.45 : I didn't know about his visit to yours. He's on the way to Taemin's.
My name is Kyungsoo. I was Kim Jongin's stranger. I was Kim Jongin's best friend. I was Kim Jongin's lover. I am Kim Jongin's past.
And I am still a fool, because...
...........................................I love him.
Author's note :
Hello! This is my 2nd Kaisoo story special to celebrate my birthday :DDD ( it was on June 13th ^^ ). This is only a one-shot....but if I get more than 200 subcribers, I will make the sequel :3
If you'd like to read my 1st Kaisoo story ( featuring Chanbaek ) feel free to click on the link below :
Four Seasons : http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/906037/four-seasons-chansoo-kaisoo-chanbaek-kaibaek
it's still ongoing tho :p
Hope you enjoy the story!
Liebe Grüße
J<3
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