Hi.

My name is Park Soo-Young.

I just turned 19 this year, and I have an older brother named Park Chanyeol, 2 years older than me. My brother is a singer in a boyband group, EXO, under the company, SMTOWN. 

My parents died when I was only 3 years old, to a tragic car accident. Due to busy schedules, I only see my brother around 6 times a year. Since then, I lived alone. My parents always called me Joy, because to them i was happiness. But now, no. I'll never have a heart of joy, I'll never get joy from people, I'll never be the one to get joy and love from any parents, people or friends. Talk about friends, I'm a loner. 

Why is life so unfair? Why do I feel I'm the worst person in the world? Out of a billion people living in this universe, why me? They have already taken away my parents, now my brother, me next?