CHAPTER 5

Hani gave Junghwa a bag from Abercrombie&Fitch, inside there was a jean and a denim shirt brand new, "here you can wear this" -Hani said to Junghwa trying not to watch her to the face, "but unnie this looks new, is it ok for me to wear it!"-Junghwa said as she took a peek inside the bag, "don´t worry it was for you any way, I bought it last week when I went to the mall and I tough this would look good on you too so I bought a pair of them", "wow I don´t know what to say, unnie, thank you!" Junghwa said as she aproached Hani to hug her, but Hani rapidily let go from the embrace to get out of the room "Just hurry up changing, I will be waiting for you downstairs"-Hani said just before leaving the room.

Hani could feel all her body shivering from feeling Jungwha´s wet and almost body, like she was about to explote!!

Hani: "How could she hug me just wearing a towel, she is really inconcious of me, she should be more cautious, well we are both girls so she doesn´t feel anything for me but ahhh just what am I thinking I have to forget this feelings maybe I should have accepted Taecyeon so I don´t have space for Jung but that would be wrong, I can´t stop loving her now, maybe the better way will be confessing to her so she just hate me now, that´s the only way I can´t hurt her more later if she gets to know my heart , but in the and the feeling that will arise anyway willmy betrayal, my lies!!" -Hani inmersed in her thoughts.

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My heart can´t stop now just what was I thinking getting so happy for receibing a present from Hani, why did I have to hug her wearing something like this, she just went so fast, maybe she dislike it so much to see me like this that now she hates me, I should better avoid the theme, hope she is not mad at me-Jjung.

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Few minutes later while Junghwa was getting down on the stairs Hani couldn´t help but to notice how pretty she was, even her breath was lost, and just watched Junghwa from head to toe,couldn´t believe her eyes, she was just so pretty!!

Junghwa: Unnie, what do you think, how do I look!! Killer right!

Hani: haha ohh yeah you look cute but what took you so long, mmm does the cloth fit you well I can change them if not!

Junghwa: No I loved it, thank you again, I´m surprised that you knew my size!!-Junghwa winked and smiled at the same time to Hani-.

Hani: So Jjung what do want to do now, it started to rain again, what to do, seems like we can´t get out for now!!

Hani´s phone starting to ring it was from her parents, then she went to other room so Junghwa couldn´t hear her conversation!!

Hani: Sorry Jjung I have to take this call! . Hello mom, I´m ok...Yes mom I know I have to be there by the end of this year don´t worry, I know I have only two months , yes, I already talked with the school teacher and said there was no problem I just have to take a few exams this month and then I get my GED and be dismissed from high school.

Hani knew she have to leave school earlier but now there was someone that she will have to tell, Junghwa, her hear shreed into pieces just to think that the time shehad left around her was too short and that she will never meet her again.

When Hani finished her call she went to Junghwa who was watching through the window in the living room, she tried not to show her pain to Junghwa,actually Hani wouldn´t say that she was going away until the last minute cuz she wanted to enjoy to the full the moments she had left with her, that was her plan.

Hani and Junghwa stood in front of the big window watching the rain falling in silence until it was to hard to keep it cuz Junghwa knew something was wrong with Hani, her mood was a little down and could see the sad feeling in her face followed by a faked smile.

Junghwa: What, what is it? Did something happen with you parents?

Hani: What? No nothing happened

Junghwa: You look weird, like you have something to tell me, right!!

Hani: Yeah, I do, I do but...later, I will tell you everything later, Junghwa, until then, can you wait a little bit?

Junghwa: Are you going to be okay? I don´t want to see you like this!

Hani: Being okay...is hard.-Hani laugh-

Junghwa: Hani!!

Hani: Oh, so nice, should I keep you sleeping here from now on-Hani hug Junghwa-.

Junghwa: Dream on unnie, who said I´ll let you sleep with me every day!- Junghwa put a serious face and grabbed Hani´s waist- I´m not sure what´s going on, but...dont wander too much, ok.

Hani: Okay Junghwa.

The rain stoped to let the sun go out just to show it´s last rays of light, Hani and and Junghwa went to take a walk in a park near their houses, seemed like they were the only ones aroud, the two of them walking beside each other, Hani felt anxious and grabbed Junghwa´s hand, she was so afraid of her reaction, but she needed to do it!

Junghwa: Unnie!! oahh your hand is so cold, cham give me the other!

Junghwa took both hands of hani and let her breath into them and rubbed them to get them warm, as they keep walking to Junghwa´s house she didn´t let go hani hand, instead grabbed it harder, Hani couldn´t feel more happy letting out a small smile of satisfaction.

The night was falling when they arrived to Jungwa´s house.

Jungwa: Goodbye, unnie see you monday in school!

Jungwa was about to let go hani´s hand but Hani grabbed her so hard and watched her for 3 seconds to the face making jungwa get confuse.

Hani: I´m sorry!

Junghwa: Sorry? sorry for wh....

Hani pulled Junghwa to her and kissed her on the lips, Junghwa couldn´t help but to close her eyes after the confusion, she could feel the hot breath of Hani in her face getting even hotter and Jungwa barely could breath, she could feel too Hani´s soft lips moving softly with a sweet coffee flavor in them that made them taste delicious and then they appear, the butterflies in her stomach that everybody talks about, she just couldn´t believe her eyes, was she dreaming or it war reality, she grabbed Hani´s shirt hard enough to form wrinkles in it but when she was feeling the best Hani pulled her apart and go away just saying a few words.

Hani: Goodbye, Jjong!

Junghwa just watched Hani getting away from her but couldn´t shout her name to stop her and just let her disappear from her sight, she didn´t know what happened just now, what should her do now, she needed an explication but she was so afraid suddenly.

As Hani kept walking and was long away from Jjong she started to cry, the tears couldn´t stop falling.

Hani: Now she just have to hate me, that´s the only way I can let her go and disappear!