Have you ever loved someone that you just felt like giving up on life? Have you ever loved someone who doesn't love you back? Let me guess, yes right? Now, have you ever loved someone that doesn't even know you exist? That to their eyes, you're just one of those "OTHER FAN" in the crowd. Even though they tell you they love you, but that "YOU" isn't just you, but the whole crowd. Sleepless nights, Unstable emotions, and Heartaches? tss we become immunes to those when we start to fall in love with our own bias. And we have always thought that it's impossible for them to love us back, which is 95% true. but what if...what if things go the other way around, and when you wake up your bias already fell for you? What if the impossible became possible? How will you react? What if you bumped into each other? What if you were destined to meet him at the most critical time of your life? What if you two shared happiness? What if? What ifs. In this story, I will include things on how you're suppose to act when there's a time that you'll meet your bias. Will you freak out? Will you die instantly? Will you hyperventilate? or Will you ask him to marry you? Chill down, stay classy, be sassy, read this story . Because we all know in front of our bias we couldn't be ourselves, but we turn into different us, but you have to make sure that you don't look like an embarrassment when the time comes that you and your bias might bumped into each other. Stay sassy girl!
Life of being a fangirl is never easy, let me tell you that. Especially if you're a student, working, or your parents doesn't support you on what you are doing. Or let's just say it's hard because no one really cares, even your bias. I'm saying this to myself and to all of you fangirls out there. Because the truth is, our bias or biases or our favorite this and that doesn't really care about our true and inner feelings. Why do I know? because that's just what I believe. Yes our bias and biases care about us, but as "FANS" remember that "AS FANS" nothing more and nothing else. Not unless if one day the God's above ate something cheesy or let's say cupid actually hit your bias an arrow to his heart and lead him straight to you (Yes cupid, please do that) but still it may or may not be 1% legit that it could happen I'm telling you this, please stay sassy and don't give up yourself easily.
Now let me tell you my story. I am a girl, yes obviously but you can just call me "Nothing" or call me names or you can even call me yourself if you want to. Whatever's comfortable for you, I don't really care. Because I'm sassy (but my name's not sassy).
My parents decided to buy a resort in Busan, South Korea. Can you believe that? South Korea? but anyways it's a big deal to me because my favorite kpop band, yes a kpop band you're right is from South Korea, (obviously) I'm still sassy.
And they are called Bangtan Sonyeondan, sassy name for a group hey? Hehe I'm kidding, it's actually a really cool group name since it means "Bulletproof Boys" in english which is really awesome and ear catching. So yeah I was scrolling, and scrolling and bwah~ I fell in love.
To tell you again, I am not the kind of fangirl to dedicate thy oneself to a certain famous person or whoever. If I love them, I'll just support them and spazz around them all day and all night. But falling in love with a certain member? or a famous person? No, not my thing. I'm the martyr type of fan. The kind of fan that "whatever does oppa do or whoever does oppa love Im happy because he's happy" yes that is actually me. Unlike some of those fans who goes like
"OMG NOBODY TOUCH MY OPPA"
"MARRY ME OPPE PLEASE" (hey I do that sometimes too)
"OMG WHO'S DATING WHO? SOMEONES GUNNA DIE"
"Oppa...love me back"
"oppa"
"oppa"
"oppa"
"oppa notice me1"
"oppa notice me2"
"oppa notice me3"
"oppa I killed my dog for you" (defo not that)
"oppa dating? no oppa cant date"
and many more. You see there's no problem when you fall in love or actually wanting to marry your oppa in the near future, but don't be the over acting fan that sends hate so someone else, because it won't help either. There are different types of fangirls and how they act let me discuss what I know towards some of them.
Fangirl #1: THE SENPAI FANGIRL - this fangirl knows alot and most of them are in the fandom long enough that we don't even know when they started. They usually knows alot and you can ask or let them help you when it comes to knowing a certain group you're stanning. Some of them really are a senpai and acts like a superior, but not all of them. Some of them are real sweethearts and they just help you without hesitating. Some of them doesn't really care at all and they just spazz for themselves. Good Job senpais!
Fangirl #2 THE WHATEVER I'LL DO WHAT I WANT FANGIRL - these fangirls usually do whatever they want, spazz what they want and say what they want. They don't really care because that's what they want. Some of them are pretty hilarious and honestly some of them are just so plain annoying that you just want to bury them with marshmallows because you're that nice. Chill yo down!
Fangirl #3 THE SPAZZER FANGIRL - these fangirls are somewhat simillar to the "senpai fangirl" however these fangirls are usually a mix of old and new fangirls. They spazz and give you updates every single second, minutes, and hour to keep you updated on what's happening to your favorite group, wherever they are, or what colors of underwear they are wearing (ok im kidding, but somewhat true). They dedicate their lives around spazzing and updating informations so that the whole fandom doesn't feel left out. Thankyou spazzer unnie's and oppa's!
Fangirl #4 The FANSITE MASTERNIMS - these fangirls are angels sent by heaven, not just because of their talent in taking photos but because of their dedications on giving us previews and photo updates towards the group we are stanning! They are also lucky fans beause they get to have an eye-to-eye contact with our bias/biases. Thankyou masternims~ I salute you all.
Fangirl #5 THE COLLECT A MERCH FANGIRL - these fangirls are obviously, rich, working or just saving in able to buy their favorite group's merch an albums. They usually have a shelf just for their collections and show it to the world (not eveyrone though)
Fangirl #6 The OVERAL FANGIRL - by overall I mean, these fangirls can go to fangsigns, fanmeets, concerts and buy all the things she wants. Everyone can be an overall fangirl if you're:
-RICH
-KNOWS HOW TO SAVE MONEY
-WORKS HARD
-NEVER GIVES UP
Those are just some of the fangirls I find quite interesting and I know there are still lots, but I cannot really list all of them right? It'll take a long time.
So let's go straight to the point, the main question is "Will bias love me back?" or "What should I do when bias is in front of me?" "I'm a big fan, do you think bias will accept me?"
You may or may not be as rich or as beautiful (but trust me we are beautiful in our own way) as the other fangirls, one thing is for sure
"We are all fans in our bias/biases eyes"
So my whole idea of being a martyr fan comes to that whole statement, because no matter what happens or no matter what I do I'm only a fan of oppa and that is the truth.
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