You break up the heated make out session causing him to groan softly as both of you pant breathless. You look up at him before does words you thought so much of saying to him but never actually did slip your now red, puffy lips. 

 

"I love you" 

 

  He stares wide eyed at you as he hears does three words you've been holding in for so long. Does three words he uses with another girl you know very well. His eyes search yours for any sparkle of playfulness before realizing your serious. Causing his lips to part in astonishment. "W-what?" He softly asks taken aback buy your sudden confession. 

 

 You stare back at him silently. Studying his reaction before snapping your head to the side in hurt and embarrassment. 

 

"Get out" 

 

He stares down at you even more bewildered. "What?" 

 

"Get out!" You state again trying hard to mask the hurt in your voice. "Why? Jae-"

 

"Get out! Get Out, Now!” You snap impatiently causing his already wide eyes to widen even more at your hostility. "Get out Namjoon. I don't want to see you right now. Just get out."

How would you feel if you can't be with the person you love because of different circumstances in life? Because the fact is that he can't be yours. Never. Or simply the fact that he belings with someone else and even thought he cares he can never reciprocate the feelinsg you feel for him? The fact that he seems to show that he cares but won't do whats right to give both of you the chance to be together? How would you feel if it was actully the life you were living but nobody knew about it. The lies, hurt, betreyal, love, anger, dismay, confusion and mistakes. Would you accept the fact that your life will never be the same because of that person? will you be able to believe in love again? give it a second chance?

Author Note:

This story is actually based on a real life experience with an author twist of somebody i hold close to my heart. I hope you can feel the emotional roller coasters rides, happiness, tears and betreyal and be able to feel like your inside the story and going through that exiting/ hard life this person experinced.  Hopefully it will help you along the way to know what decisions to make if you ever see yourself in does circumstances. 

P.S. Also english is my second language si please pardon the gramatical errors. I hope you enjoy it. 

-AgiSarangNeo