What I Need

Description

Junhong is not ready to end the call, but Daehyun is waiting.

Foreword

On the 1,256th missed call, I was dying to hear his voice.

On the 1,257th, 1,258th, 1,259th, I was dying to hear him once more.

On the 1,260th, I was dying.

 

When we were younger, they taught us the art of giving.

They said it was better to give than to receive.

Some have mastered it, some have not.

And some, maybe some,

Gave a little too much.

People didn't care. 

 

 

 

 

 

To Char unnie, 

More than a year late, but know that you're the most precious unnie that I have!

I love you unnie, HAPPY ALMOST-2-YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND SISTERHOOD <3

 

 

 

Please do not plagiarize.


Author's Note: I don't know if this should be marked as Rated M + Trigger Warning, but I just marked it like that to be safe. There will only be a small part (and mentions) of possible triggers but it's not so much. 

 

P.S. Oh my gosh. I didn't know that if you marked it with Trigger Warning, the "Subscribers Only" and "Members Only" would automatically be checked. OTL I'm so sorry. I am not doing this to get more subscribers, I am really sorry. 

 

Edit (150615): Well, it looks like it really should have Trigger Warning after editing the 2nd chapter. And I changed the title!

Edit (150627): I EDITED IT AGAIN, and I guess it's edited enough to not be marked with Trigger Warning anymore(?). This will be the last time I will change the title :) 

 

 

 

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daehyundarklight #1
Chapter 2: cant help it... i cried...
i knew it... jae's dead...
junhong ah... hiks...
eatramyeon
#2
Chapter 2: I can't even begin to express how beautiful this is. It has been a while since I've read something that made me feel like this and it has touched me in various way I can't even, well, idk I am at loss for words now. To think that you wrote this, my preicous dongsaeng and it is a gift for me, oh dear god I love you so much for this. This is wonderfully written in the saddest way, makes me question a lot of things and this is highly relatable at its best. I love love love how you insert the four stanzas which reates us to the characters and their thoughts so well done! I'm really impressed :D
oh man, you remind how much writing can affect one's heart and thanks so much for this, and you know what, trigger warning or no trigger warning means nothing to your own writing; write what you want, and don't censore yourself, dearie. Writing comes from the heart after all. And you edited this story, and Idk I'm kinda sad I didn't get to read the unedited one beforehand but it's all good! You have grown a lot baby, I hope you continue improving and being the best person that you already are. All the love in the world from me to you <3
Bapsloli
#3
Chapter 2: GOD DAMN I CRIED.
127dreams #4
Chapter 2: What..? You know there must be a trigger warning and character deah warning anddepression warning and sad writing warning, YOU SHOULD BE USING IT ALL. I cried so much... Then I killed my character on a role play me and my friend was doing for something like a month, after reading this. Congratulations!
jiroyayoi
#5
Chapter 2: I knew it!!! jae is dead ;A;
your diction is good and the idea itself not new but you can pull it so the reader can enjoy it.
I hope you will write more story like this, because i love depressed fics and all '---'
skyorflowers
#6
Chapter 2: Damn girl this was really beautiful and sad. For your first time you have big talents hope to read more of you soon. Good job author!~
daehyundarklight #7
Chapter 1: what's happened? did something happened to youngjae?
cant wait the next chap...
Kwonfident
#8
Oh what happened to yj?????????
skyorflowers
#9
Chapter 1: I'm really curious about the whole situation. Continue soon.
andnowforyaya #10
Chapter 1: I'm intrigued because I also don't really understand what's going on with Youngjae...is he real? :( Looking forward to the next part!