I couldn’t fill it up alone
The longing that spread throughout the  room
I couldn’t place it in my heart
Because of that damn hope
Sitting here alone is bigger torture
I try to escape
But I’m looking for you again.

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When Jungkook didn't make a sound, Yoongi feared for the worst. His body had began to rush into coldness, and he felt his chest tighten. He knew he might cry again, but something that hasn't happened for years may happen. Yoongi feared this so badly, he was close to having a panic attack. He closed his eyes tightly, taking a deep breath, holding it and then releasing. When  the maknae realized what was happening, his eyes widened and he reached out to take a hold of both his hands. When he squeezed them tightly, and let out a pained gasp, the boy cursed under his breath.

"Hyung! Hyung, it's okay. Breathe, breathe. I won't tell anyone, I won't tell them. I don't want hyung to leave, I don't want hyung to be be sad. Breathe, please. Breathe for Taehyung."

On the other side of the wall, it took all of Taehyung to hold himself back. He wanted to run into the living room and hold Yoongi in his arms. He knew the other thing scarier than a panic attack was it not going away. Though when he heard his breathing slow, and only a cry remain, he knew one of those words had calmed Yoongi down. Yoongi was trying his best to breath, for Taehyung, for his Taehyung. His eyes were tightly shut, his hot tears streaming down quickly. He kept repeating the words in his head.

' Breathe for Taehyung, breathe for Taehyung. Yoongi, breathe, you're okay. Taehyung will let you breathe.

"Hyung, are you okay now?" Jungkook's sweet little voice sounded, making the rapper open his blurry eyes. He could barely see him though the ocean of tears he had just cried, but he could tell just by the worry laced into his voice that he was concerned. Right now, Yoongi was thankful for Jungkook. Thankful he told someone, and that someone was Jungkook. Jungkook wouldn't tell, because he treasured his hyung's the most. He would cry at the thought of someone leaving, sob when he thought of someo