Donghae run to school rooftop with tears keep coming from his eyes , and he lay his back on the wall his sob getting loud and his tears down like waterfall from his eyes but donghae didn’t care if anyone can hear him it’s only him here anyway so he can crying as much and as loud as he want to let the pain flew from his chest.

----flash back-------

Donghae walking with two cartoon of strawberry milk on the school hall , but he stop his step when he hear some girl voice mention eunhyuk name , he come closer to the source of the voice and there he can see two girl infront of the locker  have some conversation a tall girl with a beautiful face and long black hair lay her back on the locker with his arm crossing infornt of her chest  and the other girl who  smaller than her but as beautiful as the others  , donghae tiptoed his step and hiding behind the stair not far from the locker so he can hear what are they talking about , donghae get more curious cuz the tall girl mention eunhyuk name often on their conversation

“so u planning to talk to eunhyuk ssi today” the smaller girl talk with smile on his lips

“yups I’ll go and talk to him before lunch” the taller girl answer with a wide smile and giggling

“are u sure eunhyuk ssi will accept your love confession jess” donghae gasp hearing what that small girl word , but he just keep quit and try to listen more

“of course I’m sure , u know that his best friend sungmin told me yesterday that eunhyuk already have a crush on me since first years of the school , and he didn’t have any girlfriend since then so I’m sure he still waiting for me” the tall girl said with proud and playing with her hair , both of them laughing and after they heard the bell is ringing both of them walking to their class

Donghae felt his body so weak , he can’t hear anything except his own heart beat that going crazy and it feel so much pain , so pain until he can’t standing with his own feet so he just sit there hugging his two knee and  a tears escape from his eyes  , after he feel  strong enough he stand up and drag him self to his classroom.

During class donghae can’t consentrate to the lesson , his mind keep thinking about what the tall girl have said before ‘is it true that eunhyuk like that girl since first class’ donghae looking out of the window his mind thinking what he have to do to failed that girl confession today.

Donghae running like crazy after he hear bell ringing , he went to eunhyuk class , he have to met eunhyuk first before that girl donghae think , so he keep running and bumping other student , he didn’t care about the cursing and yelling he just want to take eunhyuk go before the girl met him , donghae stop his feet infront of eunhyuk class and he feels all of his world is crushing down when he see the girl already standing infront eunhyuk with smilling and giggling , donghae just stood there see how close they are talking and laughing together

“eunhyuk ssi I like u , do u want to be my boyfriend,,??” that’s it the word that donghae never want to hear it but he finally hear it clearly and loud for his own ears , donghae heart beating so fast he felt so much pain in his heart , when he  see eunhyuk smilling and pat that girl head , donghae body become weak his eyes feel like burning , he want to scream but his voice stuck on his throath , he want to leaving from there  as far as he can , he force his body to turn around and running away from that hurting scene he even didn’t want to hear eunhyuk answer cuz he knew he will die with so much suffer if he hear it from eunhyuk mouth that he like that girl too.

--------- end of flash back--------

“Hey hyuk are u still waiting for donghae” sungmin stand beside eunhyuk who still busy collect his book from desk

“yups”

“ok I go fist then” sungmin wave his hand and walking out of the class

“where is he , it’s weird donghae never late to pick me up” eunhyuk look his watch on his wirst , it’s already 30 minute but donghae still didn’t come to eunhyuk class to pick him up like ussual

Eunhyuk go to donghae class but he can find anyone in there , the class is already empty  , eunhyuk search all over the school to the library , to the yard , to the swimming pool and the last place is rooftop but he still can’t find donghae “dongahe where are u,,?” eunhyuk sit on the bench  and took his phone try to call donghae but the phone is switch off “aarrgghhhhh donghae where the hell are u,,” eunhyuk scream as loud as he can and hope donghae will hear him.

It’s already night but he still can’t find donghae , he already go to his house before hope that donghae maybe already there but still there isn’t donghae in the house , eunhyuk getting more