Yonghwa's POV

Everything was fine, great. I was in the rehersal room, preparing for our next single as usual. Our idol band though, wasn't

that famous. We weren't EXO or F.T Island... 

Although i was stressed about the whole ' how to make ourselves win on shows ' situation, i was getting some strange vibes

from my bandmate Lee Jonghyun. Not sure why, maybe i was jealous of him, he played the guitar better than me and his 

stage presentation was the best. He could have chosen a better band rather than our crappy one. His eyes had also a unique

shape, he looked too handsome to be real. 

Wait, hold on. Why am i commenting so much on him? wake up. I'm not into guys, i'm a man and i should like girls... 

If i liked guys and word came out, i'd be dead by now... There is no way for sure that i liked a guy... I'm just jealous, that's

all, end of discussion.

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We were rehersing in the room when Jonghyun's  guitar almost fell off his hands as he took it out of the case. I rushed to hold

it, only to find myself too close to him. All these thoughts were making me crazy. Our eyes connected but i quickly moved away

like nothing happened. 

How was it possible to be in love with a man? 

My arm was itching,stupid allergies. Or maybe it was the awkwardness i felt... 

I li" I fted my sleeve , only to  see a dark shade of red expanding on my left arm. It started to fade away as time passed by.

The rehersals almost finished, everyone had left earlier except me and Jonghyun who were concentrated to our work. 

I glanced at Jonghyun, he was having a difficult time writting the lyrics to the song. 

Suddenly, Jonghyun came next to me. " Can you tell me your opinion on these lyrics? I have no idea what i wrote... " He said.

I looked at the paper, the lyrics were awesome. They rimed and were perfect for recording.

" They're great.... " I said but i was interrupted when Jonghyun slowly touched my hand with his. 

" I wanted to tell you something before but... i thought i would do it this way... " Jonghyun added. 

" Wh-What do you want to say? " I said, trying to sound normal. " You're going to hate me forever but i'd rather die than

live my life without you knowing it... " Jonghyun said and leaned closer to me, his hand moving above mine completely. I was

frozen. Suddenly, Jonghyun moved his lips on mine, his other hand on my neck. I slowly closed my eyes, out of conciousness.

I titled my head, continuing the kiss into a more passionate one. I don't know how i did that, i only kissed girls in the past but this

time was different. I was doomed, with a secret or two...