The idea I have for this tweet doesn't match with the other chapters – especially DongWoon's few reactions – so don't read it as a continuation of their love life through twitter but as a ff on its own :))

Hope you'll all enjoy this last part!! Wsp0905 here's what i was teasing you about kkk

DongWoon was all too perfect. Always smiling with his golden god-like smile, beyond intelligent that it was almost a shame he was an idol and not a politician to help the world with his wonderful ideas, also handsome as that it wasn't comprehensible why he hadn't more opportunities to be in fashion magazines or fashion shows – hell he was so tall! He was also funny and weird, hard-working, kind, such a caring guy with the persons he worked with...

And such a caring boyfriend too.

KiKwang couldn't ask for more than being DongWoon's boyfriend, because he was truly perfect and the most awesome thing about him was that he loved KiKwang more than anything – of course, KiKwang loved him as much. And because DongWoon loved him so much, he did a lot of things for him, always by his side. One of the things he loved to do was whispering sweet things in KiKwang's ear, making him giggle. How DongWoon loved when KiKwang giggled. That was so cute, one of the cutest things on earth. While smiling and laughing, Kiki's eyes became two moon crecents and Woonie could see his adorable dimples. And with this cutie face full of happiness, how could you not smile back? It was KiKwang's power. DongWoon always made sure that his Kiki had a cheerful mood, because that broke his heart to see him sad. A hug in backstage, brushing their fingers barely a second during a performance, a kiss on the forehead to give him courage in an empty waiting room. DongWoon had a lot of way to cheer Kiki up.

But since few days, KiKwang was in a gloomy mood. He hadn't seen DongWoon since few weeks already: he was so busy with his soccer team and photoshoots, and DongWoon was doing really well on tv shows to improve Beast's popularity and also his own. DongWoon's calls weren't enough for KiKwang, because he missed to see him, to feel him, to laugh with him and be hugged like he was the most fragile and precious thing in the world. So when he saw DongWoon for the rehearsal of their Givemi concert, he wanted to run into his arms and he almost did, if he hadn't seen the face his boyfriend made. It was between the sorry and the please don't and are you serious? Because Kiki knew.

DongWoon was a perfect boyfriend, except for one thing. He didn't want anything being in public. He didn't want to show things like that between them in front of a lot of persons. He was scared but couldn't help it. All the adorable things he did to KiKwang was when they were alone – or, at least, in front of Beast only, or their managers. Even in front of staff members or colleagues in Cube, DongWoon would only stand carefully not to close from KiKwang – enough to show he thought of him, but not enough for their arms to touch.

At first, KiKwang didn't mind and almost understand. His boyfriend wasn't touchy-freely as himself was in public, a little shy, and was afraid if someone would misunderstand them – or more like totally understand what was going on between them. It was sweet of him to think about their reputation and he didn't want KiKwang to be hurting because of awful and harsh comments – he cared for him and took in consideration the hard work they had done until then to be where they were standing; he didn't want it to be destroyed because of a scandal.

But then, he thought that DongWoon was a little too paranoid. Why was he afraid of being too much close to him during events while he didn't care if he did fanservice with the other members? HyunSeung could lean his head on DongWoon's shoulder without being pushed away; YoSeob could post videos of him and DongWoon laughing about silly things, and even if the whole world could see it, it didn't bother the maknae at all. But when it came to KiKwang, he was extra carefull and KiKwang realized that it was heavy to support. Their relation wasn't normal and easy-going anymore and much more stressing because of DongWoon's behaviour. KiKwang didn't ask for much though; well, it was true that sometime, he wanted DongWoon's attention in front of the cameras, a sweet gesture, but it seemed like he wouldn't fulfill his wish – too afraid.

And so that day, when DongWoon rejected his happy hug with an unbelievible stare after so long time without seeing him, KiKwang finally had his breakdown. He had enough of this kind of situation. It wasn't fair. It wasn't love. DongWoon hurt him instead of protecting him by being distant with him. He wanted it to end; it was painfull because he loved his DongWoon – how could he live without him? But he knew that he couldn't support more. He needed DongWoon's love not just in the dark, in the back of everyone. He wanted to shout that they were a couple – yet he couldn't, it would be too much to reveal. But he didn't want to suffer anymore. He had to say something, to make the situation change – DongWoon had to fix it, they had to fix it together because it was essential for their relationship to work.

His breakdown arrived when, after the rehearsals – tiring rehearsals – DongWoon approched him in the empty corridor with an apologetic smile and inviting embrace – how he was beautiful, KiKwang thought. But the fact that there was nobody in the corridor and that DongWoon had checked the place just before going to his boyfriend to hug him, was exactly what KiKwang hated. He didn't deserve that kind of care. So he turned his head, avoiding DongWoon's gaze who frowned, and mumbled with what he had of strength – not that much after the rehearsals, and honestly that was killing him to say something that he knew, would hurt DongWoon and lead their relationship to a critic point:

“I have enough of it, DongWoon.”

“... what are you saying, hyung?”

“I can't stand this situation anymore,” KiKwang continued with his eyes shut.

“W-which situation? You're not talking about... us, do you?”

It broke KiKwang's heart to have to reply:

“I do, DongWoon. I do talk about our relationship right now.”

“B-but what's wrong, hyung?!” DongWoon exclamed, his eyes wide open.

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