Insecurities

Insecurities

It's Summer Vacation, Well it's not really a vacation for you because, you're just at home.

in 2 months you're daily routine would be like. Sleep.Eat.Spazz.Sleep.Eat.Spazz. just like that. but you've got yourself a boyfriend. a loving boyfriend that is an idol.

Park Jimin of BTS a cute, y, and talented boy man. so instead of just S.E.S you and jimin are also going out for some date if he has no schedule.

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you yawn as you look at the clock.

"It's 8:30am already" you said then look back at your computer again watching some anime.

"Okay i'm sleepy, just one more episode."

11:48am

"Just one last episode." you were about to click the next episode but your phone starts ringing

"waahh! I'm too lazy to grab my phone" you whined but you still stand up from your sit and grap your phone.

"Oh gosh!" your eyes widened as you saw who's calling. you immediately answer the call

"Jimin? yow! how are you?"

"Jagiya~! i have no schedule for today~! I forgot to tell you yesterday cause i was really tired and i'm fine of course."you can tell that he is smiling when he said that.

"Are you still tired? you should rest!" you were really worried

"Nooo, I'm fine! Don't you want to hangout with me? I know you're not seeing this but i'm pouting" you chuckled

"It's not that i don't want to hangout with you, i just want you to rest so you'll regain energy ya know! so just stay in your dorm and rest."

"Meh, too late"

"Yah what do you mean too--" he hung up and the doorbell rings

"It's not him right?" then you quickly go to the front door to open it

"HI Jagiya!!" he hug you as soon as you open the door

"Jimin!! why are you hereeee, you're suppose to be at your dorm under your sheets and resting!" you whine but you hug him back of course xD

"I can do it here with you hehehe" he replied and kiss your head, and you two just stay there hugging each other

"Hey Jagi~ i know you missed me so much but let go now, i want to cuddle with you." you let go and look him into his eyes

"Wae? What's wrong?" he ask but you didn't answer. before he say something else again you kiss his cheek before running away in to your bedroom

"Yah! Come back here!" he yell as he chase you

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4:58pm

You open your eyes and saw that your head is in jimin's chest while you're hugging each other.

*oh i guess we're really tired.* you thought and you yawn, you were not really sleepy so you decided to open your computer

"Yah Jimin! let go" you can't push his hand "ayasfdoarnnnaa" he said as he tightened his hug

"I'm gonna pee! Jimin!!! let gooo" and you manage to push off his hands "uaabaetturkmfanm here" he said

"what ever i don't undesrstand you" you said while smiling

while your computer is loading you were staring at jimin that is peacefully sleeping

*aww he is so cute* you thought and take a picture of him

(Ignore the hands of Taehyung ang Jungkook)

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5:24pm

You were tired of reading some fanfics so you open a new tab to log on to your fb to read some stuffs at your newsfeeds on facebook until you saw a picture.

*What the heck?* you stare at the creen then Jimin. then the screen again.

*is he perhaps insecure to himself?* you thought as you stare again to sleeping Jimin

*When i look in to his eyes i know that he is really tired* you thought again, and it concerns you that he was wasting his time to rest just to hangout with you.

"Aish! i'm such a bad girlfriend! i promised to his fans that i'll take care of him, and this is what i am doinggg" you said as you hit your head but not that hard

"Jagi! what are you doing?" Jimin ask as he walk towards you

"Jimin i'm so sorry! I am such a bad girlfriend you should break up with me." you cover your face with your hands

"What are you saying? you're not a bad girlfriend okay" he said and takes your hands away from your face

"you're not a bad girlfriend, so don't cry" he wipes your tears using his thumb while caressing your cheeks

"Why do you say that? i always ruin your time to take some rest." you said

"Because you made me happy everyday, every time of my life i always regain so much energy when i am with you cause you are my other half " after he say that you hug him tightly

"I love you jimin."

"I love you too" as he hug you back then he saw the picture on the screen

"Jimin?"

"Hmm?"

"are you.. why do you suddenly work out to get some abs?" you ask

"I think you know the answer already." he said as he let go and turns you around

you look at the screen. then at him.

"Are you insecure?" you ask again, you felt his hands in to your shoulders

"Yes. just like in the picture.. cause in this generation. People will only notice you in to your looks or anything that they see physically but they never care to know you better who you really are in the inside." he said

you stand up and look at him. now he is the one who is crying

You hug him tightly, you want him to feel your love from him, that you are always here for him.

"Jimin, i understand that you are an idol now. and i agree with you that this is really the generation you are talking about. but please don't feel like that, i love you from who you are, for god sake we are in a relationship before you became an idol, you're not even a trainee when i accepted your feelings haha! and also some of your fans really loveee you not bcause of your abs, looks, or anything, but they love you because you're you. so stop the drama and just smile!" you comfort him as you sway him while hugging

"I don't know what am i gonna do without you" He kiss your cheek and hug you again

"Even if i am not here you still have fans to support you and love you and your members of course."

"Jagi."

"Yeah?"

"why are you reading a fanfic about me and jungkook?"

"oh ."

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erlenmyer #1
Chapter 1: The ending , haha so cute and funny