My Favourite

Description

The half-life of love is forever.
Jessica Jung lets out her feelings for her best friend and favourite person of all times, Im Yoona. 
The way that she's willing to give herself to suffering just for their friendship. 

How she's willing to conceal her feelings if that means being able to see her one more time.
She's okay with this limbo...

Foreword

I love her hair, her smile, her eyes, she's my favourite person.
The way she cutely dresses, or the way she laughs with her head thrown back and wide open when I tell her one of my jokes.
She's my best friend, I've been with her since forever.
I've paid attention to her since forever, I'm always paying attention, I'm always there.
Jessica at 2pm, Jessica at 2am, Jessica when her boyfriend left, Jessica when she moved out of her apartment and needed help moving, Jessica for movies and ice cream nights, Jessica for a girls' night out.
I'm always there for her, no matter where no matter what? I'm always there...
I send her signals, looks, touches, smiles in the hopes that someday she'll see...
That I love her as more than a friend, that she's the one I think is right for me. 
There's nothing else that I can do...
You must think that I'm pretty silly right? You're probably thinking, why don't you just come out with it and tell her?
You see...I've been her friend for too long and I don't want to ruin what we have, what we have is perfect and I'd rather have this than nothing at all.
As long as I can keep seeing her, as long as I see that smile, as long as I look into those eyes.
As long as I can be there...I'm happy.
Even if all my signals and looks are still considered by her to be of friendship, even if she doesn't get it or pretends she doesn't get it.
Because maybe she does and just like me she's worried that these feelings I have for her will ruin our relationship, I'd rather stay in this limbo forever.
Stagnant, like water in a puddle after the rain as passed.
This is my love, this is the kind of love I and only I can give to her, because I'm sure she knows I'll always be there.
Even if I'm craving for her so much that it makes my heart bleed, even if every day I spend next to her makes me feel like I'm gonna die.
Even if my heart rots away like this...I don't mind.
I don't mind...
I just need her in my life, and if that can't be as my woman, I'd rather it would be as my friend...
Because Im Yoona is the perfect girl...
And I can only feel lucky everyday that I spend next to her.
Simple but so attractive that she wrecks my heart...
She's my favourite person...always
And tomorrow is another chance.

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Va_asianloverz
#1
please update soon
kwangbaeyoon
#2
Please update soon >_<
YoonJiSic
#3
My favorite Person....i like that ^^
YoonSic <3
allayjadhule #4
Yoonsic always heeeeee :) no updte thor hmmm :(
meowprincess
#5
Whaat, this is the end already?? I thought it was just the prologue. I was expecting like a chapter fic because the plot you have in mind is really good and relatable to some of the readers. Too bad. :(
yoonpair
#6
completed? is this a one-shot?
toncanan
#7
how come this is completed?o.o