As Long As You Love Me

Mino POV

Jinwoo Album Release day

first album stage

Kim Jinwoo, he is the one that I love until I die. I don’t want to broke his dream, so that’s why I sacrifice my happiness just only for him. Maybe if I can control my self, we are still together. I hurt him so badly, he looks so pale but he tries to smile again in front of WINNER members, crews, and also inner circle. I hate my self, because I hurt him. Now he is singing “pain love” song, Jinwoo hyung write whole the lyrics, he just want to talk about our love, we are loving each other but we never be together because its gonna hurt everybody beside us. In the end of his singing, he is crying. My heart also hurt too, Jinwoo hyung. I remember, I can’t show my sadness in front of public and Hyerin, too. Choi Hyerin is one of new artist in Korea, she is under JYP entertaiment. I don’t want to hurt her, she doesn’t know about scenario that YG and JYP sajangnim made. She just knows that we are will be in single and mini drama project.

MC: give applause again for Kim Jinwoo…

Prok prok prok (applause)

Jinwoo: kamshamida…

MC: are you really crying when you are singing “pain love”?

Jinwoo: aaa…(tries to sweep his tears) no its just only my sweat…

MC: how do you feel now?

Jinwoo: I am so happy because I release my first mini album. I am so grateful that WINNER member so support my mini album from create lyrics and music until this mini album done.

MC: wow, every song that contain Mino name…

Jinwoo: neh, mino helped me so much, Taehyun, Seunghoon, and Seungyoon also help me too.

MC: next song you will be sing, its called “don’t forget me”. Please tell me about the story behind this song?

Jinwoo: honestly I suggest my mini album to someone who feel heartbroken. “Pain Love” song tell about couple that never be together and “Don’t Forget Me” tell about couple must break up although they are still fall in love.

MC: OMO…its so sad…inner circle are you ready to listen “Don’t Forget Me”?

Neh…..(audience say that)

Music of “Don’t forget me” song play and Jinwoo hyung stand in the center stage. He looks so handsome in there. I still remember when he made the lyrics, he got the idea because of watch Japanese drama. I miss him so much. I miss our time to watch Japanese drama together.

In the end of his album release stage, he is covering one song from Justin Bieber “As Long As You Love Me” , I still remember he was singing it when we were still in trainee.

 

As long as you love me (love me yeah yeah yeah)
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum (platinum), I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold
As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me
As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me
As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold)
As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love
As long as you love, love, love, love me
As long as you love me (that's all I want baby)
As long as you love, love, love, love me
As long as you love, love, love, love me (please don't go)
As long as you love me
As long as you love me

 

Does he know scenario? I can see in his deer eyes that he knows it. Scenario that make us break up and we are hurt. I never leave you, Jinwoo..I always beside you, watching you from a far, I never leave you…

 

SCENARIO SCANDAL(Flash back)

Six months before Jinwoo release album

I am so nervous its long time, I never meet YG sajangnim in his room. I still remember that Taehyun got scolded from YG sajangnim when he late in WINNER fan meeting in Beijing. I hope its just only talk about my next album.

YG sajangnim: mino yaaa…come…and read carefully.

“Song Mino & Kim Jinwoo kissing in Bahia Inglesa, Chile”

YG sajangnim: can you explain it? I know about your relationship, I am okay with that but when Dispatch catch both of you, I can keep calm.

Mino: I am sorry sajangnim….

YG sajangnim: Sorry can’t resolve it, Mino. So, please read this. (YG sajangnim gives two envelopes)

I can’t think carefully, my mind full of bad feeling. Its seems like one of The Heirs parody scene, but its just parody not reality.

YG sajangnim: its okay if you want to destroy WINNER and Jinwoo’s mini album. I will be make Jinwoo depart from WINNER. I am cruel like evil, right. I am doing it, because I just want to protect YG Entertaiment and WINNER, too.

Mino: can I have time to think?

YG sajangnim: there is no time to think, Mino. You are one of YG golden boy. So if this article blow up to public, it will be disadvantage to you and YG Entertaiment.

Two envelopes contain about scenario scandal. Two scenarios that make him sad and hurt. I choose first scenario, that scenario tell that about I must enganged with Choi Hyerin before Jinwoo release album. I can’t choose second scenario it will be hurt my parents, too. Second scenario its so dark, I can’t choose it.

Mino: Sajangnim, I will be choose first scenario. I will follow it.

YG sajangnim: okay, you have three days to break up with Jinwoo.

END OF CONVERSATION BETWEEN YG SAJANGNIM AND MINO

Minwoo’s Apartement

Since we are in serious relationship, we rent apartement because its to dangerous in our dorm to cuddle up. Three days again, I will be hurt him. Its so hard for me to say “Lets Break Up”. I love him so much.

Jinwoo: mino monster, what happened? You look pale and space out.

Mino: nothing happened. I just nervous about our montly meeting with YG sajangnim.

Jinwoo: don’t be nervous. Three days again, mino…Smile please…

I smile…but fake smile….

Mino: I will be missing my blanket…

Jinwoo: I will always beside you, my mino monster.

We end up our conversation with passionate kiss.

Three days come so fast, we are in free time, so three days I wasted just only to joke around, like do something like normal couple do. I wake up and still hug him tightly. I don’t want to say “ Lets break up” but its time to say “Lets break up”.

Jinwoo: morning my monster…

Mino: morning my blanket….(my eyes little swollen because last night I cried)

Jinwoo: something happened to you, I know it. Tell me!

Mino: I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE KIM JINWOO. I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS. I HATE YOU.

Jinwoo: hey don’t make a prank, mino. I know you just teasing me.

Mino: hyung lets break up! (I leave him alone in our lovely bed)

Monthly meeting between WINNER and YG sajangnim

I leave him alone, I never look back. That scene still play in my mind. I will be meet him again after four hours I said” Lets break up”, can I face him? Its so hard for me. Jinwoo hyung come to YG sajangnim room with Nam Taehyun. He looks so fine but I know his eyes still swollen.

YG sajangnim: hello WINNER, today I will be announce two good news. First news, I decide Jinwoo’s release album on March 31^st 2021, its means six months again and your crews are ready to prepare your solo debut. Second news about Mino will be involve in mini drama project and also release that soundtrack with Choi Hyerin. Okay the meeting its done.

WINNER: neh sajangnim.

Four months before Jinwoo release album

Its time for me, to make scene that I enganged with Hyerin. Hyerin its like Jinwoo’s woman, she is so fragile like Jinwoo, but my love just only for Jinwoo. In YG family dinner time, I will be propose Hyerin, so YG sajangnim can see that I follow his scenario.

YG Family dinner, come so fast in this month. I prepare that ring for propose Hyerin. Since I break up with Jinwoo, I never know his condition. He is so busy with debut and me busy with mini drama project. But in this YG Family dinner, I will be meet him.

YG Family Dinner

He looks so pale and lose some weight. Taehyun said to me that Jinwoo hyung lose his weight because he skip eat everyday. I can’t propose Hyerin if Jinwoo condition like that. I don’t want him unconsicious in this dinner time.

YG sajangnim: Today will be our special dinner time, because Mino will be announce something. Mino, do you want to share it?

I look Jinwoo’s deer eyes before answer YG sajangnim. I hurt him again.

Mino: Honestly I am in relationship with Hyerin. And…..(I kneel in front of Hyerin) Hyerin, do you want be my wife?

Hyerin looks so confuse with my confession. YG sajangnim just smile because he will be post this in YG Entertainment website, so Dispatch will be keep their month about my relationship with Jinwoo.

Hyerin: I do, Mino…

Everybody clap hands when Hyerin said “I do”, Jinwoo hyung also clap his hands too.

After YG Family dinner, we are comeback to our dorm. There is no voice come out from us. Seungyoon and Seunghoon hyung maybe still shock. Taehyun looks so angry with me. Jinwoo hyung pretends that fall a sleep.

One weeks before Jinwoo’s album release, Jinwoo’s condition getting worst, he unconsicious in dance room. I want to runaway from this radio session. I just want to beside him, but its just hope. Radio session finish on 11 PM, I asks to my manager that I want to meet Jinwoo hyung. My manager gives permission to me for meet Jinwoo.

Jinwoo’s ward

I look him sleep peacefully. I hold his hand. His hand so pale but I can feel his warm. He is my blanket.

Hyung, I am sorry that I hurt you. I do this just only for you. You are the one that I love. I love you so much, my blanket, Kim Jinwoo.

THE END

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THE END...I am sorry I make bad story. Honestly I forget to mark as complete when I write chapter 1. So I move chapter 1 as foreword and this is the story. I am sorry its look so bad. I am sorry if story looks like "I'll protect you" by Minwoottokaji, because I get idea from Minwoottokaji, but the plot not same as. In this story I make them can't be together and this story begin from 2015, so its means take six years for Jinwoo has solo mini album.

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