Drifting away in the unknown blur and pain. As if I were gently floating but unrelaxed. The consequences of my sweet addiction. An addiction gone too far. Why is it that I keep pressing on for this knowing it only brings me pain? This pain...this sharp and disorienting pain in my head. I see nothing yet i see everything. The intense blur of my accustomed surroundings tell me this was a mistake. I start to feel more detached from this world as if i were dying. Am I dying? Why am I dying? So many questions. These question as of now cannot be answered for i must wait. 
    

As I wait i feel the pain in my head getting worse. I try to imagine what I have done to deserve this. What have I done in my life to face this punishment? Then i begin to wonder about my life and is life itself. Although it is hard to focus with this irritable loss of sense of direction, I begin to question what life is. Such a simple question yet with the most complex answer. Life is a journey of fulfillment and mine feels like it's about to end. 
    

My breathe is becoming weaker and vision is beginning to fade. All I hear are the damp sounds of the world. I feel empty. I sense my body becoming more unresponsive. This is where it ends. How could something as graceful as life end so quickly and easily with such a simple mistake. Suddenly everything becomes dark. This darkness that slowly transitions to a bright light. I am unsure of what I am looking at. I am unsure of what I am feeling. Quicker than I assumed it would come, I take my last breath, and now I am free. I depart from this cruel yet fascinating world. The journey was fulfilling. Therefore I leave in peace.