She is blindly in love with him.

 

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He was loves her with all of his might.

 

He WAS ONCE loves her whole heartedly.

 

But she slowly realizes that she had lost it. His loves. She should be realized her own words before it finally happened towards her like a boomerang whose comes back to the person who threw it. And now, all of her fear has come. Which she had expected before.

 

 

*

 

“Let’s break up.” She sighed deeply as she bit her lips, trying to control her tears stay in her eyes, “I mean for real. No more giving chances to one another, no more turning back like before. No, just no. Let’s be friend. For now, and forever,” she continued as she finally got back her lungs from a asphyxiate before,

 

            That was the hardest decision she had ever made. But she was smart enough to starting the ending and stopping herself for more pains.

 

            At least she was smart enough. That time. Just that time.

 

            While he was broke.

 

            He was a piece of glass and she tossed him to the sky and doesn’t care about catching him from the falling.  She had no idea how much he could be really hurt by those words from his favorite lips of hers. Was he didn’t understand her that much? Was he ever lying to her? Was he ever cheated on her? Was he?

 

            “But I love you,” his voice was shaky of a limp on his throat, “…and I will always will.”

 

            Tears were rolling down his cheek unconsciously.

 

            But too bad she was too stubborn. She was too full with herself, thinking that she would be fine without him and he would be kneeling down his knees like so many times before.

 

            Yes, they were done this moment many times. But always end up getting back again, because he just loved her. He couldn’t live without her. But deep inside so do her, she couldn’t live without him but she was yet to realize. She’s too arrogant to admit that she also couldn’t live without him.

 

            “I’m tired of you. You don’t love with the way I do,” she cried all that she felt out. But still, her little hearts pleading he would react with sweet promises because she knew, he will always keep all his promise. Some case, she trust him whole heartedly.

 

            But too bad…

 

            She was too dumb to think that he doesn’t have limits, and this kind of painful relationship.

 

            “if that’s what you want,” he paused but sure those words had been like a sword on her chest. She was frozen that he would agree to her decision to end everything up like literally end, “..then, let’s break up.”

 

            She was a complete mannequin. Her soul had left her already by his words. She was idiot. A total bufflehead.