I'm laying down on my madress, listening to music and thinking about my crush sense one year back: Kim NamJoon or Rapmonster which is his stagename.
Sadly for me he doesn't even live in the same country as me but tomorrow me and my friend Hanna are going to the BTS consert in Stockholm, Sweden were he is the leader in!
After the consert we're riding a cab to the hotel we're going to live in but we can't share room: we have to share room with someone from another country, something we felt like we can live with because BTS is living in the same hotel!
When we're on the hotel we go to my room to fix us.
Suddenly Hanna says that she's going to town and wondering if I wanna come with her, sadly I'm to tired after the ride so she goes alone.
When I've been alone for a while I suddenly hear a knock, I nicely yell "Come in!" and suddenly I hear Namjoon say with his wonderful and cute voice: "Oh, I'm sorry I thought this was the room I would sleep in." I jerk of surprise, happiness and awkwardness, it's him, it's actually Namjoon on my doorstep!
I'm breathing in, turn around and sees his beautiful eyes, his cute nose and his manly, plumb lips. He looks really surprised, I try to smile as uncreepy as possible and says: "What's the number of the suit you're going to live in?".
He still looks surprised when he quietly answers: "Eh... eh... 3b.".
I get so surprised that I drop the brush I'm holding and I hear it smash to the ground. 3b? But... that's my room, that means that the person from some other country I'm going to share room with is... Namjoon?
I'm just standing there in a minute without saying a word, and suddenly I wake up in one of the beds, the one nearest the window.
I'm trying to sit up but my head is hurting and suddenly I see Namjoon coming out of the bathroom with a towel.
He looks upp from the towel and looks at me, smiles end says: "Oh! Your awake!".
I don't know if I'm hallucinating but I think that I'm just dreaming and push on a smile and shut my eyes, suddenly a warm and soft hand lays on my forhead and I'm open my eyes widely and sees that Namjoon sitting on the bed and have his arm over my head, I understand directly that I doesn't dream and can't hold in a little pipe.
Namjoon jerk and looks surprised at me and then he starts to smile wide and starts laughing.
I don't understand the fun and just looks at him and drowns in his beautiful face and laugh, he looks at me with a big smile and says: " I thought you were choking!" He takes the towel from my knees, hold it on my forhead and says: "So your a fan huh?", I'm surprised and I'm feeling that I'm blushing, I try to keep look at him and says "Well my friend made me a kpopper and has showed me every kpopgroup I know but yeah, I love you... 're songs". Pjuh! That was a close one. He smiles and blushes, he looks down on his right hand for some seconds and then he says "Em, do you have any clothes?" I jerk high and looks at my stomach, I have a towel on me! No clothes or anything just a towel that also is so short that it's all the way up to the place were the short shorts ends.

I remember that I shpwered before and puted on the towel while looking for clothes.
I'm blushing really hard and he just giggles and says "No problem, I have laid a photo of the band with all the signatures from every one in the band on your bag, and I'm going out with my band in an half hour any way so just lay here till you feel better and put some clothes on then. We can talk untill I need to go".
I start smiling and thinks "I really hope this isn't a dream..." and quick puts my hand on my mouth because I remember that I think out loud. I quickly looks at Namjoon who looks surprised and starts giggles again, I giggle to and then he says "You think loud to?". He looks at me with he's big brown eyes and smiles that big, beautiful, cute smile that I only seen on live youtubeclips. I say "Yes, I inherited it from my father" He smiles and higher his eyebrows and says "Me to!".
After what feels like five minutes he says that he have to go.

We say goodbye  to each other and then he stands up, takes his wallet and his phone and go out the door.
I keep on laying down for a while, and starts screaming, kicking, laughing and waving with my arms like a total idiot.
Suddenly I jerk and look at the clock, it's eleven o'clock! I put on my nightshorts and my t-shirt and lay down again. I fall asleep right away.

07:30
I wakes of a soft hand on my arm that shaking me side to side. I open my eyes and I see Namjoon smiling at me saying "Good morning beautiful".
I squeak and puts my hand on my mouth with wide open eyes. He giggles and says "Cute.". I laugh a little and says "Good morning, handsome." I see that he jerk so I look down and smiles.
We walk in silence around in the room brushing teeth, brush hair etc.
When we both comes to change we stops walling around and looks at each other, I just blush but Namjoon smiles and says " You take the bathroom and I take the room", I nod and go into the toilet and locks.
When I'm done I says a little loud so he can hear me: "I'm done changing, are you?" I can't hear If he answers so I say "I'm coming out!" and unlocks the door.
I slowly open the door and peek out, to the left.
I can't see him so I go out and close the door while I stare at the big room. I wear darkblue jeans, a white sweatshirt and black socks.
I sneak through the corridor and says: "Namjoon?". When I come to the beds I can't see him. I look around from right to left in the room. He isn't even at the balcony! Suddenly I feel two hand that quick takes my waists and turns me around. It's Namjoon, he looks at me, smiling and I look at his big beautiful eyes, and he says "I need to go, I eat with the boys you know". I scream high in like a second and smash my hand against my mouth when I see that he is holding his hands against his ears, I take away my hand from my mouth and put on my sorry - face that I use when I'm really, really sorry and says as quiet and sorry as I can "Oh no, I'm so sorry. Are you okey?". He takes away his hands from his ears, looks at me and starts laughing again. After like ten seconds he says "No problems! I can still hear can't I?" And winks at me. I feel like I'm melting inside, he's so freaxing handsome!
I follow him out and when I closed the door behind me I look at him when he walks away and "Bon appetite!" just slipped out from my mouth. He laughs and says "And to you to!" and turns around to wave at me, I blush and wave back shyly. When the elevator gone down I knocks on Hannas door and jumps up and down with excitement.
She opens the door and I starts laughing and keeps jumping and waving my arms. I jump into her room and she close the door. She laughs to, probably because she understand that I'm having a fangirlmoment. When I stopped scream - laughing and just squeaking she asks "My boring roommate isn't here, she's downstairs in the breakfastroom so what? What? What? What!? Tell me! Freaking tell me!" I scream all I can: "I share room with freaxing Namjoon!" She looks surprised for a moment but it turns directly to a really really big smile and she starts screaming and jumping and I start screaming again.
After like fifteen minutes we stops and she what's ALL the details about last night and I give her all, and I mean all the details.
When I'd told her we starts screaming and bouncing on her bed in like a half minute and the she says " I can't freaking belive it! Namjoon, BTS leader, close friend of Jin is living next door!". We laughs and claps our hands and do all that we fangirls do when we are over exited and then, when we are so exhausted the we feel like we can't even move we forse ourselves down to the breakfastroom and we eat our eggs, sausages, bacon and peas and goes. After that we decide that we'll go out downtown and go shopping.
We go up to our rooms and makes us ready, then we take the elevator down to the breakfastroom and go through the corridor to the expedition, out through the doors and up the street to the squere.
When we stands at the middle of the squere we look around we see a bunch of people running to the big scene down in Stockholms park, Hanna and I gets exited of the thought that it might be BTS!
We went to the fence, leens on it and looks at the scene. We guessed right, it was BTS, and my dear roommate Namjoon. We starts screaming and jumping.
We understands after a while that no one else is screaming and that more than 1000 people is staring at us, plus the whole bts!
We stop screaming and just stand there and watching evryone looking at us, or at lest I think that was what Hanna did because I was looking directly into Rapmonsters eyes from around 200 meters over the park.
He smiles and starts laughing, he says something to the others and then they starts singing again.
We blush really hard and backs away from the edge. I see Namjoon looking at us and smile. When we can't see them anymore we run as fast as we can to the big mall called 'Gallerian', when we have been there for a while we go and buy us a hotdog.
We're going to a table were there's all ready sitting two people, we decide to sit a chair away from them. After a while we're just sits and talks when we see the clock: it's 18:00! We look at each other and says "The dinner!".
We run to the hotel and when we come to the dining room, we go to the food cart but it's out of food!
Suddenly the doors opens and Rapmonster, Jin, J-hope, V, Jimin, Suga and Jungkook comes storming in!
Hanna starts screaming but I try to calm her down by saying "No, if you keep screaming you will scare them away!".
That helps with the screaming but now she stands there jumping and waving her hands like fans.
They come forward to us and sees the same thing as we do, no food. The smiles disappears from all of there lips and Rapmonster turns to me with a little bit sad eyes and says "Is the food ladies doing any more food?", I look into the kitchen and I see a man swabbing the floor. I turn back to Rapmonster who has walked up to me when I was busy looking into the kitchen so he stands right infront of me, I feel the heat coming up to my cheeks, I take courage and say "There aren't anyone in there but the cleaner", he gives me a quick smile and goes to his group and they talk korean so we can't really understand what they are saying. They look at us, smiles and keep on talking. After a while Rapmonster comes up to us and says "How about we go and buy some sushi and you guys can eat in here with us?", I look at Hanna who's all ready nodding her head so fast that it looks like her neck is going to break.

I answer him "Yes, sounds good." and Rapmonster say "Okey! J-hope is going to pick up the food and we can just sit down over there." and points on a long table, evryone goes and pick a chair and I pick the chair on  Rapmonsters left side and I say "My friend is a really big fan of Jin, do you think he by any chance can sit there." and points at the chair opposite me "So my friend can sit next to him?" Rapmonster smiles smiles and ruffles my hair and say "I think I can do that.".

He says 'Jin' and then something on korean and then Jin smiles and say "Joh-a" and goes to switch place with Jimin.

Hanna blushes and mimes "Thank U." while she looks at me and then she turns to Jin and says "Hi!". She almost falls but Jin quick puts out the chair behind her and she fall down on the chair.

She sits and just stares at him with a crushed face and an open mouth.

Jin sit down on his chair and holds on her arm to se if she come to full consciousness.

She does when the food is coming and the smell of sushi fills the room.

J-hope places four boxes of sushi and four souces on the table. Evryone looks at him because his holding two boxes of sushi, whithout being embarrassed he says "What? It was a long way and I got hungry." V looks really  irritated when he says "It's just over the street and you ate two? I might want more!".

J-hope says "Well there's a reason why I'm  called a horse.". V looks both angry and sad, and his eyes are like lines and he keeps looking at J-hope that way when J-hope goes to sit down and when he starts eating. When J-hope looks away:V takes one sushi, and J-hope looks away way to often if you ask me.

Rapmonster asks "Well we just have to share, how about the people opposite each other eats from the same box and sauce?" Hanna and I looks at each other surprised and starts saying "No but why not two and two from the same side?" Evryone looks at us and laughs. We blushes and just looks down on the table with our hands between our knees.

Rapmonster says something on korean and then says to us "All right then, I share with you... wait... I don't know your name!" I look at him and he look very surprised. I start laughing and says "Okey we share food and Hanna you kan share with Jin.".

We finally begin to eat, we all have just stared at V and J-hope's little battle about the sushi. Well, except Hanna, she has been looking more then half of the time on Jin. When Jin turns around he says "Oh hi. What's your name?" Hanna shake her head and looks at Jin with a smile that is hard for her to keep on at this moment and says "Hanna. My name is Hanna... oppa.", Jin smiles and says "What a cute name.".

Hanna blushes and then she starts eating. Rapmonster says "Are you two like that all the time?" I look at him and I see that he's giggling  and I think he doesn't mean something bad to us so I just giggle with him but not that loud 'cause I wanna hear his cute giggles.

Suddenly Hanna starts singing Lip service "yum yum yum" and I start to, every one stops chewing and just looks at us, we looks at them and sings louder with big smiles and giggles here and there. It's really obvious that they try not to laugh at us and suddenly J-hope guffawing and his chewed food got outsplashed over the table, the other food and everywhere.

He smash his hand on his mouth and looks over the gooey people, food and table he gooed down.

Evryone looks at him with angry eyes and suddenly Hanna and I gaffaws -without food food in our mouths- and the attention turns to us.

After a minute Jimin says "What?".

We actually calmed down by now so I say "It's kind of funny that the sushi we eat gets like this anyway and you get angry at J-hope because he accidently showed us how it looks before we swallow it.". Rapmonster and Jin looks at us and starts guffawing to. In a minute evryone is guffawing.

Suddenly V stands up and says loudly "Guys! The clock!". We look at the clock and it's 20:00! They say "Finally, time for 'fika'!". Every bts member says "fika" in different accidents and I think "They are to cute.", of course I say it out loud and everyone puts a hand on their heart and says "Aww thank you.".

I just giggle, blushes, look down on my hands and says "It wasn't ment to say that out loud.", they just laughing and Rapmonster halfstands and give me a hug! I blush alittle more and I get so shocked that I can't even move.

When he takes his hands from my back and sit back on his chair I'm still not moving.

He looks at me and says "gwaenchanh-a?" and before he can say it in english I shake my head, sits straight and answer "Ye.", he looks at me really surprised and say "I thought you didn't understand korean." all the oppas looks at me almost as suprised and I answer "I don't, at least not much but some words I've learned from kdramas.", Rapmonster says "Oh of course, korean dramas are good tooders." and giggles.

We throw the boxes in the garbage can and Hanna, Rapmonster and I goes to the fifth floor that is the floor we live on and goes to our rooms.

When Rapmonster and I are in our room I sit down on my bed.

Rapmonster ask me "Why did you two go away from our performens today? We thought that you ditched us." I directly screams out "Never! I mean... we, love you guys but we just wanted to get away from all the staring eyes.".

Rapmonster is sitting on his bed leaning forward with his elbows on his thighs. He looks at me, smiles and says "You two have to come to our performens the day after tomorrow at five.". He winks and says "Weren't you two our fans?" I look at him quite surprised and then I look to the right with a thinking face and says "Well...".

His smile dissappears and he looks so sad, I smile and say "Of course we are and of course we will.". He smiles with his whole face and then he smash his hands against his thighs and says with a happy tone "Good!". He stands up and goes to the toilet to put on the shower. He stick out his head and says "I'm gonna take a shower." and then I see his t-shirt fly out from the bathroom.

I can't do anything else then gape: I have a shirtless Rapmonster in my suit on his way to take a shower! I start screaming and suddenly Rapmonster comes out with a towel on his hips. I'm starting to blush so I put my hands up to cover my face, Namjoon says with a worried tone "Ey yo, wazup?" and comes over and puts his hands on my arms, I push my hands on my face and try to breath but I'm starting to laugh instead and he says "Please tell me what's wrong.".

My heartbeat is rasing and I squeeze my eyes so hard I'm starting to cry.

I can't stop laughing, he just comes closer and he hugs me.

After a secound he puts his left hand on my head and says "Baby, don't cry.".

I feel his calm heartbeats and his warm, soft skin against my cheek and my arms. I sneak peek throw my hands and I see his abs. I put my head up and sneak peek through my hands again and now I see Namjoons stoneface staring at the window. I quickly turn down my head when I see that Rapmonster is on his way to look down at me and I'm throwing my hands around him saying "Oppa...". He gives away a giggle and says "Who me?". I giggle and say "No the wall... Of course you! Wasn't you going to shower?".

Rapmonster takes my hands, take a step back, he looks at my swollen face and says "You were crying, I can't go until I get you to smile again.", I blush and says "stand still and just look at me".

He looks surprised but smiles and looks into my eyes. I start smiling and my smile just gets bigger and bigger the longer he looks at me and I blush and try to take my hand from his grip but he doesn't let go. I say "let go of my hand, I'm blushing...", he giggles and says "You are to cute to hide behind your hands.".

I blush even more so I turn my head to the left so my hair is on my face so Namjoon can't se how red I am. Namjoon let go of my right hand and spins me so my arm is on my stomach and his arm are on my chest down to my stomach were he holds my hand, my other hand is under his arm.

He leens his chin on my shoulder and says "Blushing is cute, not something enyone should hide.". Of course my blushing gets worse and I turn my head to look at him but instead my lips touches his cheek, I leen my head back and he turns his head so he looks at me, giggles and says "Now I feel better, I'm gonna take the shower now.". He spins me and pushes me so I fall down on his bed and say "Stay there! I'll be right back.".

I have my knees folded on the footedge of the bed so half of my legs are on the bed and half of them are hanging down to the floor, my arms are laying straight, to the left and right and I'm just staring at the ceiling. I'm on my way to scream again but I don't want Namjoon to skip the shower for me... "I need to be more selfish sometimes." I say right out loud and I hear Namjoons laugh. He heard, great...

I'm laying down thinking of a life with my number one crush, I'm in my thoughts so deep that I doesn't hear that Namjoon is shutting of the shower and is coming out, still just with a towel on his hips.

He sees me laying there just like I landed when he pushed me. He decides to tease me and my feelings so he goes towards me and stands between my knees. Then he places his hands right beside my stomach with his head right above mine, I blush really hard and he starts smiling that smile that makes him look like an angel.

I say with a sad voice "You're just teasing me...". He starts giggles and relaxes his neck so his head is hanging down over my chest and says "Well not just yours." and then he lifts up his head and... "Look at that, the great Rapmonster is blushing!". I starts smiling because "He looks so darn cute... Darn it! Why am I talking out loud?!". He starts laughing, that laugh that makes him both look and sound like an angel.

I'm just laying there, smiling over that cute angelface, still with my hands around his neck.

 

07:30

I don't know if I fainted or if I just fall asleep but suddenly I get tickled on my stomach and I starts kicking and waving my arms half laughing - half screaming "No! No, stop! Please...", I hear Rapmonsters laugh and suddenly, the tickling stops. I feel that he breaths in my hair and I opens my eyes and turns my head up quickly to see him right over my head saying "Rise and shine, sleepy head.".

I smile and say "But I'm so sleepy~" while I extends, after that I winks at him and roles over on my right side.

He sighs and puts his cheek on mine and says "Tell me your name.", I smile and shuts my eyes.

Suddenly he takes my hands and turns me over so I lay on my back and pulls my arms against his stomach, my eyes grows bigger and my mouth opens uncontrollable.

He laughs and say "Please get out of bed, you and Hanna can eat with us if you get dressed now...". I jerk and look down on my body, I just have my underwear! "Oh my god so embarrassing!!" I blush and when I try to take my hands from his grip he hold on tighter and says "Don't! You're so cute when you blush.". I blush even more and just turns my head to the right. He lets go of my left hand and takes away the hair from my face and say "Didn't you hear what I just said?". I smile an embarrassed smile and he smiles that angellike smile back at me.

Suddenly he pushes me up and and holds me from behind and grips my hands again and says "I won't let go until you say your name!".

I give away a sigh and says "Okey okey! My name is..." I look at him and I see that he is really exited of knowing it and finally I say "Kaisa". He holds me tighter and puts his chin on my shoulder amd says "That's a beautiful name.", I just giggles and say "Well I love you...rs" I smiles that big embarrassed smile that of course makes him laugh his angel laugh and says "Well now we need to get dressed and then you two can come sit with us at our table.".

I go into the bathroom to get dressed. When I'm dressed I opens the door and suddenly Namjoon halfyells "Wait! Are you done all ready?" I giggles and say "Yeah.". He says a little embarrassed "I just gonna put on my pants.".

after some secounds he says "Okey now you can come.", I walk into the room and I see Namjoon laying on his bed with black pants, black socks and nothing on his upper part of his body, he has one leg over the other, lays with his right arm as a support and is playing with his phone.

I say "Hi!". I have leggings with a short skirt and a stripeless linen and a dark red cardigan, he looks up and says "Naw you look so cute!" I blush a little and says "Thanks" and without thinking "And you looks se... good but why shirtless?". He says with a cheeky smile "Yeah... well I look hot don't I?" and I think "Of course!" and smacks my hand against my mouth because I said it out loud. He giggles and hangs his head down, stands up and takes out a shirt from his bag and puts it on, It says 'RAP MONSTER 94'.

I let out a scream and draws on my mouth to a straight line. He looks at me and says with a big smile "Do you want one of these?".

I don't know if he teases me or not so I asks "What if i do?" and he says "You can have this." and takes out a t-shirt that is an exact copy of the one he's wearing.

I run forward to him and yells "Yes!" and yanks it out of his hand and sit down on his bed to observ my prise from my victory over a well trained man. He gaffaws and turns around to see how I look. Suddenly I look up and sees that he still doesn't have any chirt on. I just sit there and looks at his arms, abs, hands and face.

He notice that I'm watching him and he starts flexing his arms and stomach. I hope I doesn't drools when he starts fakeflirt with me.

I start laughing and keeps look at him even tho I blush because of what he said about I am so cute when I blush.

Suddenly he says "Oh! The breakfast!", He puts on his t-shirt and says "Come on!". When we comes out the door I run to Hannas room and says "Open!". She opens the door with her clothes on and says "I have waiten for a half hour, come on now!". While we run I say to her "Hanna, just so you know... We're going to eat with BTS.".

She stops and says "What?!", I hear Rap monster laughing over Hannas reaction and I say "Yes, now come on or we comes to late and you will not meet Jin!" She starts running and drags me after her. I stumble, fall on my knees and glides on them, she lets go after some secounds and I stand up and runs myself forward to the elevator were Hanna and Rap monster all ready are waiting. I runs in and gets into the elevator the last secound. Suddenly I feel a burning feeling from my knees so I looks down on my leggings: they are scraped a little and I have red burnmarks on my knees. I starts laughing, probably because i'm in a little chock. Rapmonster looks at me like I'm a psycho and Hanna looks at my leggings and says "Did i do that?". I look at her, still laughing and nods, she starts laughing and says "Sorry." but I can't anwser and just nods.

When we come down to the corridor we goes straightto the dining room, I stop Hanna and says "What if the press releases a story where they say something about this breakfast?. Rapmonster smiles and says "I just say we're eating with some new friends.". Hanna starts jumpmg and says "Yay!" while clapping her hands.

We goes in and evryone turns around and wispers to eachother, I wisper to Rapmonster "Is this really a good idea?". He giggles and says "No worries, just smile and follow me.".

We go after him, takes food and sits down at their table were Jin sits were he sat yesterday so of course Hanna sits beside him and I sits beside Rapmonster.

(He wants me to just say Namjoon when we're in our -Omg our- room.)

When we'redone eating Rap monster says something in korean and evryone anwser "ye." and then he turns to us and says "We were going to have some fun in a closed bar were we and our choreographer, makeupartist etc but we would beglad to just hang out with our new friends... that means you two". I giggles at how much he sounded like me and then I say "Sure!". I look at Hanna and she just nods and looks at Jin, typical Hanna.

We goes the elevator and I ask "Were are we going?". Jungkook looks at me and says "Oh! didn't Rapmonster say that, we're going to your room" and smiles a big, cute smile at me. I say "Okey." without really understand what that ment.

When we comes up to the fifth floor, Rapmonster asks me "You have the key right?" I quickly put my hand in my pocket and feels the keycard. I grab it and unlocks the door.

We walk in and rapmonster sits on his hed and I sit on mine with our our faces towards eachother and evryone els sits on the the freespace between the beds. Suga suddenly asks "What should we do?". Hanna says "How about 'spin the bottle'?" Evryone thinks its a great idea and I pick up the Colabottle from my gadget bag I have with me and Hana ask me to spin. I take the bottle and says "The one this bottle points at have to hug... Me." and spins the bottle. It stops on... Jungkook! My secound bias in bts. I half smiles and looks at Jungkook who all ready is up.

I stand up and he goes forward and hugs me, soft but still a real hug and with his cheek against my cheek, not many of my friends exept some really good friends of mine can hug like that. I blush and I'm leting go of his back 'cause I think we have huged long enough but he doesn't let go so I put my arms around him again. Suddenly Rap monster says "Ya, hajima." and put Jungkook away from me so he falls on my bed, I giggle and helps Jungkook up from my bed. When he and I are sitting again I look at Rap monster and winks, he smiles a little and hangs with his head.

Suddenly Hanna says "Your turn Jungkook!".

He takes the bottle and says "The one this bottle points at have to... kiss... me! On the mouth." and spins the bottle. It points at... Rap monster!

They stands up, walk forwad towards eachother and kiss! After three secounds they walk away from eachother and dry there mouths with their backs of theirs hands while they sits down.

I say "Rawr, you are so cute.". They looks at me with a really angry face but me and Hanna is just laughing, they are smiling while looking down and go to were they sit.

When Jungkook sits he says "Your turn Rapmonster.

He takes the bottle and say "The person that the bottle points at have to... make out with..." I sighs and say "me then." And spins the bottle.

It points at me and he doesn't even hesitate to drag me up, take the grip around my cheek bound and make out with me, and he is good. Really good, his lips is so soft and he puts his arms around my back and pulls me closer so i feel his stomach and I put my hands on his waist.

He keeps on doing it untill Jungkook says "Seriously you have to have some limits.". Rapmonster quickly lets go of me and walks away and when he sits down on his place which now is on my pillow evryone sees he's red like a tomato in his face even tho he looks down.

I walk towards my place were is between Jungkook and Rapmonster and when I'm sitting down I say to Rapmonster "No worries it's just a game.". He looks up and the red colour on his face disappears. Of course I don't think that because I'm still feeling the heat on my cheeks, but I don't want Namjoon to feel awkward about what he did.

I say "Jimin, why don't you do it now?". He says "Okey.", takes the bottle and says "The one this bottle points at have to take my shirt of with her or his teeths" evryone says "Oooh!" while Jimin spins the bottle.

It points at... J-hope! Evryone in bts is laughing. J-hope stands up. he sits down on his knees and get started.

He finally got it of, after 10 minutes. Jungkook says "How does it feel that a horse has taken your shirt of?". Evryboddy laughs and Jimin says "Well his head is to big so it took a while but he did good. You want a carrot horsie? You want one? Huh? Huh?" Evrybody just keeps on laughing.

Suddenly J-hope says "Can't Jin do it now instead of me?" Evryone thinks it's a good idea, exept Jin. But he just takes the bottle and says "The one this bottle points at have to kiss me on the mouth." and spins. It stops at... Hanna! She screams a secound and then she puts a hand on and stand up, takes away her hand. Jin walks badboylike up to her and kisses her. Hanna has open eyes to and when five secound has gone Suga says "All right, enough all ready.".

Jin stops and winks at Hanna and walks to his seat to and sits down.

Suddenly J-hope says "I'm getting sleepy~". Evrybody agrees and goes to the little hallway in mine and Rapmonsters room and says good night to eachother.

When they gone I go directly to my bag, takes my pyamas and goes into the bathroom. When I walks out I see Namjoon allready in bed. I go and lay down in my cozy bed under my cheet and says "Good night... Namjoon." to him and he anwsers "Good night... Kaisa.".

 

07:15

"Good morning, beautiful.". Namjoons voice, and I feel a hand on my head and I turn around to see Namjoons chest -he sleeps with shorts and without a shirt-.

I lifts up my head to see Namjoons adorable face looking right into my eyes. I'm giving him sa big smile and I'm turning around so I'm laying on my back. U try to sit up but his arm is holding me back and he puts his hand on my shoulder and says "Fifteen minutes until it's time to get up. How about talking a while?". I smiles and say "Sure!". He goes over to his bed and says "Okej, I start. Were are you from?". I turn over on my right side and says "Sweden.". He jerks ans says "Really? I thought you are from like USA or something.". I laugh and says "Really?". He smiles and nods.

I say "Well I know that you you're from South Korea.". He laughs and says "I thought so.".

We asks some questions. After our questions is anwsered, we take on some clothes and goes out the door and I knock on Hannas door. She comes out happier then ever and I'm asking her "What? What is it?!".

She says "I got a goodnight kiss from Jin!", we jumps and I remember that Rapmonster is standing behind me. I stop jumping and turn around to see Rapmonster with his hands in his frontpockets with his head hanging down and he is smiling, probably because he thinks we looked ridiculous. I starts laughing and says to Hanna "Come now.". We walks into the dining room and when we got the food Rapmonster is all ready sitting and we hear Rapmonster, Jin, Jungkook and Suga yelling "Come and sit here!", we walks over and we sit dow on the chair we sat on yesterday.

After the breakfast we walks to our room and me and Hanna fix us up to go to the square.

We're walking towards the scene were BTS all ready sits on the adge of. We walks up to them and Hanna says "Hi Jiiin!" And starts running towards him to stand on the opposite of him and talk with him, she hugs Jin and Suga stands up and hugs her to.

I see that Jungkook and Rapmonster sitting at the edge to the right and I walks up to them to give them both a hug.

We talk to Jungkook, V, Jimin, Suga, Jin, J-hope, Rapmonster and each other what feels like five minute and suddenly the time have past so fast that the clock is all ready 16:30.

Every bts member jumps of the stage and runs behind the scene saying good bye to us. We go to the fence and holding our bodies against the fence because we wants to stay in front of the scene.

When the consert is over we waits for them to come out from behind the scenes. Suddenly bts comes out from the back of the scene.

Jin stands there and looks at Hanna and when Hanna and Jin gets eye contact he smiles and Hanna blushes and smiles back.

Suddenly Suga stands infront of Hanna and half wispering half saying "Swag!" and me and Hanna starts laughing. Suga puts an arm around Hannas shoulders and says "I'm your favorite right?", Hanna smiles because he and Jin is her big crushes, just like mine is Rapmonster and Jungkook. Jin says "Me and her has more history.". Suga looks angry at Jin and holds Hanna tighter while saying "Well I can change that." and both of them looks at Hanna who blushes while knowing that she can't make up her mind yet so she says "Wait what are you talking about?". The starts smiling and says "Nothing.".

They walks up to me who stands between Rapmonster and Jungkook who has one arm on each of my shoulders. We talks a while but I hear that Rapmonster and Jungkook isn't talking to each other and suddenly I see Hanna standing a bit away from the rest, looking from Jin to Suga while they are talking about something so I'm walking up to Hanna, Jin and Suga doesn't see me and Jin says "I like her okey?", Suga says "Well that's something we have in common." And they keep on saying such things and she wispers to me "We have just known each other like three days...", I pat her back and says "They might be like this for a while.". She looks at me, then at them and says "Okey, I can't say that I like enyone of you more then the other, I like you both. Please stop now, I'm getting tired and I'm going to my room with K..." she looks at me and I nod, she continues the sentence "...Kaisa so, good night.".

Hanna and I walks up to Rapmonster and Jungkook and I say "I'm going to my room so, good night Jungkook.". He hugs me really tight and then I say "Are you coming now or later Namjoon?", I get so chocked by saying Namjoon that I just turns around, takes Hannas arm and walks away without looking back at Rapmonster or letting him anwser me.

We're up on the fifth floor and I say "You can come in with me to my room if you want to.". She smiles and says "Sure.". We walks in and takes of our shoes and jacketa and goes to sit on my bed. We talks a while about Jin, Suga, Rapmonster and Jungkook. When I say "I feel like this night has been so frustrating. The Namjoon against Jungkook and Jin against Suga thing is just to much right now if you ask me.". Hanna nods and says "I agree.".

Suddenly the door closes and I see Namjoon coming into the room amd saying "Kaisa, may I talk to you?". I look at Hanna and she says "I must go to bed enyway, bye Kaisa! Bye Rapmonster." and puts on her jacket and shoes and I hear the door closes.

Namjoon looks at me saying "I'm sorry for our behavior tonight but we have some news." "Good news?" I ask with some hope that it isn't any bad news. He looks down and says "Well no, not for you, Hanna or for us in Bangtan. We're going back to Korea in tomorrow night.". My half smile dissappears and I just looks at the floor wishing I didn't hear that.

He knows that I like him and Jungkook or it looked like he saw that yesterday when we were playing spin the bottle.

I just totally shut him out and I silently go to the toilet to get ready for bed, when I come back from the bathroom he's sitting on his bed with his blanket on and we just silently go to sleep.

 

07:50

A high alarm is sqeeking through the room and I sit up and opening my eyes to see that I'm alone in the room, Namjoon is probably all ready downstairs. I'm standing up and puts on some clothes. When I'm done I look around the room and sees a note on his bed. "Classic...".

I take the note and reads it:

 

Kaisa

 

I'm on a fanmeeting at the square, you and Hanna should come so we can talk.

Ps: I'm setting an alarm on your phone so you don't miss the breakfast. Btw: switch kode! So obvious!

 

Namjoon

 

I'm choking my scream of thrill that he actually wrote a letter to me, but Namjoon backwards isn't that obvious...

I can't take away my sad face expression when I'm puting on leggings and a blue shirt. I walk out the door and knocks on Hannas door. When she opens she walks out and says "What is it?". I say evrything about last night and the letter while we're walking to the elevator. She says "We're going to the BTS fan meeting then.". I look at her suspiciously and says "And how are we gonna find them?". Hanna looks at me and says "They are at the square and there will be a lot of people around them you know.". I start laughing and says "Seriously can I think straight?". Of course there is, they are pretty popular in sweden and there wasn't just swedish people here on the bts consert.

When we have eaten we're going out and up to the square. At the square we're walking up to the crowd and stands at the fence at the left side of the line that is running all the way to "Gallerian".

We stands there and sees them writing and such and we sink into our thoughts because suddenly V is standing infront of us saying "Hey!".

We says hey back and I looks at Rapmonster who is talking to their manager. I ask "What are they talking about?". He says with a happy tone "When we're going home to Korea.". Suddenly a lump of people is running up to him for his autograph and photos.

We walks away to the fence on the other side of the line. When we have been standing there for a while J-hope walks up to us and says "Either we stay and loses our contract with our manager or we can fly home to Korea tonight... but the good news is that we have to extra tickets. If you want you two can come with us.". We yells as quickly as we can "Yes! Yes! Oh my god, yes!". J-hope looks down and smiles a little. Suddenly his eyes grows bigger and he looks at the line and says "No proposal, just some friends that just said yes to the suggestion for them to go with us to Korea!". Most of them looks at us like we have betrayed them and the others looks sad probably because they can't go with them to Korea.

Neither Hanna or I wants to talk to Jin, Rapmonster, Suga or Jungkook but we just can't stay away from the cutest and sweetest guys we know. We walks up to them and Hanna, Suga, Jin, me, Jungkook and Rapmonster Step a side by going to the big park they had their consert yesterday.

They say " Can we just explain?" I stop them and says "I think I've figure it out, I'm just guessing but I think you were acting like that because you had less than 24 hours to know who gets..." "You." All four says while Rapmonster and Jungkook is pointing at me and Jin and Suga is pointing at Hanna. We looks away and it gets quiet until J-hope is coming down the stairs yelling "You can come with us! You can come with us to korea!".

We looks at them who looks really suprised so I ask J-hope "You haven't told them?!". He sqeaks out a "Ops..." and starts running up the stairs again.

Hanna and I looks at them and suddenly Suga says "Well then, go pack your bags and meet us on the airport." and Suga, Jin, Jungkook and Rapmonster walks up to the fanmeeting again.

Their arms are crossed as they goes up the stairs and they doesn't even look back at us once. We starts walking up the stairs after a minute of silence and walks to the hotel and up to the fifth floor. We looks at each other and I says "If you're dome before me, wait.".

Hanna nods and says "You to.".

We're packing our bags and when I goes out I see Hanna standing there and waiting. I smile and we walks down the corridor to the elevator.

When we are at the airport we can't see them so we decides to sit down on a bench near the door.

After fifteen minutes bts plus their makeupartist, choreographer and manager walks through the doors, J-hope runs up to us and says "Come, come, come!". We take our bags and walks up to the bangtanboys.

Everyone is looking at us and most of them are taking pictures which is kind of creepy. J-hope wispers "Just smile and look forward.".

We're doing as he told us to do. When we're at the Check in, we're waiting for our tickets. Suddenly I say "You have your passport right?". Hanna nods and says "Do you?". I take it up from my jacket and I feel that the little panicattack dissapears, I make sure that I puts it in my pocket again so I doesn't lose it.

The manager says "Okey, all the 12 tickets is in my wallet so you all know.". He smiles towards us and starts talking to the choreographer and the makeupartist in korean.

After a half hour, we hear that a private plane is ready for bts so we walk towards the desk at the first gate and shows her our passes. We walks out through the exit and walks to the left and we see a plane standing a bit away from the other planes and Jimin says "That's ours.".

We walks up to it and the manager gets in last to give the man at the plane our tickets.

Me and hanna gets chocked when we see how cozy it is in here. Two beige armchairs are directed against two other armchairs as a booth with a table in between. There are four booths and a red carpet on the floor. The toilet is in the back of the plane, I walk over to the toilet and when I opens the door I see that it's as big as a small, regular toilet. There are gray tiles on the floor and on the walls. The toilet is straight forward and is made of white glass, which sink on the left side also is. A full-length mirror is hung up on the right side.

I close the door to the bathroom and Hanna calls on me and we goes to the first booth and takes the seat closest to the windows.

Suddenly Rapmonster and Jin takes the seats next to us, Rapmonster on my left and Jin on Hannas right. We looks at them and I say "Why can't I just stay mad at you?". He looks down, smiles and says "Well I don't want you to stay mad at me...". I continues the sentence "And I cant stay mad at Jungkook either.", he looks at me with a little smile and doesn't stop looking at me which makes me blush so I runt my head to the wondow and puts on my hedsets, without starting the music.

Jin says to Hanna "Your not still mad at me, are you?". Hanna looks down and says "No, I can't stay mad at you... Or Suga.". Jin looks down with a sad face. Hanna puts on her hedsets and actually plays the music, I can see that on her phone. I look at my clock when the plane starts moving, 17:00. I need to go to the bathroom so I take off my hedsets and say "Can you move? I need to go to the bathroom.". He stands up and says "Of course.", I dont anwser him and just moves to sit on the armchair Rapmonster sat on and I feel the warmth from his body that warmed up this seat. I stand up but I lose my balance and I see the table on the other side come closer, suddenly I feel a arm around my stomach that drags me towards the other side and the person spins me around and I see Namjoons eyes just like a half dm from mine.

I try to go away but he doesn't let go. I feel the heat on my cheeks and I say "What do you want?". I can't stop look him in the eyes, he is so adorable! I hear him saying "I want you to stop trying to be angry with me because I can see that you're not really angry at me, just acting like it.". I push him away and walks to the bathroom.

When I opens the door Namjoon is standing there and says "We really need to talk.". I sigh and closes it and say "Not now, in Korea.".

I go back to my seat and sees Namjoon leaning at the wall opposite the bathroom with his head down.

I put on my headphones and I fall asleep with all this thoughts in my head. My dream is so frustrating... Dreaming about Rapmonster and Jungkook fighting? Why?

 

I get waked up by the plane now that it lands. I jerk and looks at Hanna who seems like she got waked up by the plane to.

We take off our headsets and when we looks at our sides we see Rapmonster and Jin still sleeping. I look at Hanna and I text her Lets play a game, the one who loses have to wake up these two. She nods with a little smile. We're playing stone, paper, scissor. And... She wins, great. I shake Namjoons shoulder, he jerks and lifts his head up from hanging to the left. I start pushing at Jins leg and he jerks up and looks like he'd seen a ghost.

When the plane has stopped the manager opens the door and bangtan lines up with Rapmonster first, then Jin, V, Jungkook, J-hope, Suga and then Jimin. Heightorder, cute.

They walks out from the plane and when the choreographer and the makeupartist is out from the plane the manager says "Its your turn now.".

We walks in hieghtorder to, Hanna first and then me. When I'm on the third or fourth footstep I hear the door close.

We're walking between two cordons and on the other side of the cordons there is people welcoming them home.

I wisper to Hanna "I can't believe that we're actually in Korea.". We starts laughing but we're trying to hold in the fangirling until we comes into the airport.

When we are in the airport we start jumping and we're letting out a quiet sqeeking while we're walking after the makeupartist who tries her best to talk in english and tell us what is what. It's funny because it seems like she explains everything, she says "Tree." And points at a tree in a pot. We're just follows them to their car which is on the parkingspot outside.

We gets to ride with the manager, he is completly silent until we get to BTS dorm. He stops the car and says "Kaisa, you will share room with Rapmonster and Jungkook. Hanna, you will share room with Jin and Suga. The other three share room with each other.".

We doesn't protest, the rommates has been selected, we're just walking in and we see kpopgroups working on their choreography.

We are just feeling so tired by the trip and the irritation between us and Rapmonster, Jin, Jungkook and Suga.

We just walk into the rooms and shut the doors. I turn around to see Jungkook in a towel around his waste and he's walking around while brushing his teeth, I try to look away but I just can't! So cute! I finally get away from the trance and starts looking for a room with a bed. I found one, but with three bed... "Does this mean we share bedroom?!". I sigh because I remember my bad habit so I turn around to see Jungkook standing with his toothbrush in his mouth and Rapmonster coming out from the bathroom with a towel around his waste to. I keep looking at Rapmonsters beautiful face and his arms. I look away and try to looks angry when I, maybe say a little to pissed off says "What? You didn't know that I will be sharing room with you two or what?". They have a really suprised face expression while they are shaking their head to show me that they didn't know.

I look at them very confused, then I walk in to the bedroom and I take the bed nearest the window... again.

I through my bag on the bed and walks out the dormdoor saying "Don't wait up!" Which I don't know why I said beacuse the clock is around three on the day.

I knock on Hannas door and I hear her yelling "Come in!". I walk in and I see Hanna coming out from the bedroom and Jin coming out from the bathroom, also with a towel around his waste. I ask "Were is Suga?". Jin says "He is on his private training.". I nods and asks wunderingly "Jin, did you know that Hanna is going to share room with you?". He looks suspicious but nods and I say "But Rapmonster and Jungkook didn't know that I will... Didn't they hear the manager say that?". Jin says "They got a fanlump after them. They needed to sign pictures and such.". I nod wonderly and walks towards Hanna to drag her into their bedroom and I close the door.

We're talking a while about our situation in the dorm and suddenly Jin opens the door almost screaming "Food!" With a big, happy face.

"Okey." We anwser with a big smile and finish the talk to walk towards Jin who has put on some clothes all ready. Hanna looks at me with a... face, I haven't seen her doing that kind of face before. But I can see she's both glad and a little irritated: she gets to share room with one of her crushes!

We walks out the bedroomdoor and I see that Suga and Jin is all ready sitting down. Suddenly Jin says "Oh! Kaisa, you have your food in your room.". I say "Okey." to him and walks over to the door saying " Bye!" to Hanna, Suga and Jin.

When I come over to my room I understand how big it is. The light blue colour on the walls makes the room feel bigger. The table in the mittle of the big room is big enough to have a conference at, a long desk with two chairs is up on a higher place in the mittle of the wall opposite of the floor were there is stairs that is formed like a halfmoon, on the right side of the stairs there is a tv against the wall the desk is against and a sofa with the back against us. The bedroom is to the left in the mittle of the wall and the toilet is on the opposite of the bedroom. The bedroom has just three beds and three nighttables. The bathroom is big, like a normal bedroom with gray tiles and a big bathtub that fits in corners with a round front, the showerset is above the bathtub.

I'm walking to the table were Rapmonster and Jungkook all ready is sitting but they haven't taken eny food.

I ask a little suprised and as nice I can "Why haven't you two taken eny food?". They're smiling at me and says "We waited for you.".

I give them a little smile while blushing and then I look at the food. There were rice, chicken, curry sauce, wasabi and some vegetables.

Jungkook kindly says "You can start, Kaisa.". I take of everything, very little of the wasabi though. When Jungkook takes he takes just as much of everything, and when Rapmonster takes he takes no wasabi. I giggle a little and Rapmonster says "What? It's strong..." and both of them starts to giggle to. We're silent a while and suddenly Jungkook says "We won't fight infront of you.". I look up and say "Wait, is that what you have been doing behind my back? Fighting?". They look down at their hands and the silence stays for a minute.

When I'm done eating I take my plate and chopsticks to the sink and them I walk into the bedroom saying "Thanks for the food." And when I'm at my bed I'm starting to fix up the bed.

I hear someone knocking on the bedroom door and of course there's Rapmonster. I sigh and he walks up to me and says "Jungkook and I got irritated when we understanded each others feelings. I'm inlove with you, so is he and the fight is childish I know but it's hard to not get angry when we doesn't know how you feel.".

I look down and says "I can't decide yet because I can't control my feelings. I need some time to figure it out.". He nods slowly while walking to his bed which apparently is the bed in the mittle. He starts fix his bed to and suddenly Jungkook comes in and start doing the same. I walks out the bedroom and out the door to knock on Hannas door. She opens and I ask her "Do you want to go downtown?". Hanna says a little quiet "Sure, I'm just ganna grab my jacket.".

We walks to the town talking about our talks with our roommates. I ask her what they said and se says "Well it was very awkward, they looked at me a long time after I said my sentence and they said 'We both are inlove with you.' 'You have to choose.' and then you came.".

We gets quiet a minute and after a while we desides to sit on a bench and just talk about everything and nothing. The clock runs away and when I look at the clock it's 21:31 and we have been sitting and looking at some memes and talked about that we're actually in Korea, that we actually can walk into enyone of exo or b.a.p and other exiting things about us being in our dreamland. I stands up and say "The clock is around 21:30 so we should probably get back. I don't know if it was a good idea to spend the evening looking at memes, I mean we are to good at losing time when we do that." We giggle a secound and then we starts halfrunning back to the Big hit ent.

When we comes to the door the manager was just passing by so he opens the door and we walks in. When we're walking through the corridor I ask Hanna "Are you still mad?". She shake her head and says "Actually no, and you?". I shake my head saying "No, it feels so good to be happy again.". We smiles and says good night to each other and then we walks into our rooms.

When I come into my room the light is off so I'm trying to be as quiet as possible but suddenly the lights truns on and Jungkook is sitting at the table and Rapmonster is at the off switch with his hand beside it on the wall with his legs crossed.

I take of my shoes and my jacket and says "Hi~". They looks at me with sad eyes and Jungkook says "We couldn't sleep. Both because I... We can't sleep if we're fighting with you and also because the doors closes 21:00 so we were waiting on you. How did you get in by the way?". I half smiles because they actually were worried about me, of course I say "How cute..." out loud so blush a little. I looks up with a little smile that I can't and won't hold in and says "I'm not mad at you guys enymore. And your manager opened, we were lucky he was there at the door.".

They smiled from when I said that I wasn't mad at them enymore and we walks into the bedroom and when I'm sitting down on my bed going through my bag for my pyamas they walks up to me and hugs me. I'm holding them and when they carefully tries to walk away when I say a little sad "Don't let go yet.".

After a minute I let go and we says good night and I changing in the bathroom to later go back to the bedroom to go to bed. When I lay down I fall asleep right away, so nice to not be mad at them enymore.

 

07:00

I wakes up by a crash, like a glass falls down on the floor and breaks into a hundred peaces, I jump up of bed and runs out to the big room and see pieces of glass on the floor at the stove and Jungkook setting the table for three so Namjoon must be in here somewhere.

I am very worried so I half yells "What happened?! Were is Namjoon? What are you doing? And why..." "Hey, easy. The vase that was on the table fall down while Rapmonster was washing it. He is in the bathroom and I'm setting the table to us three so we can eat breakfast."Jungkook says with a calm voice and smile.

"Did you get hurt?" I ask him very worried that he did but he just say "No." still very calm.

He puts down the glasses he had in his hands.

When we starts to walk over to the sink I see that he limps. I'm pulling out a chair when he is just right at the right side of me, I push him down on the chair and pulls up his wide pants up to the rip in his pants.

There isn't enything in the wound but it's deep.

I take out the first aid kit from the last kitchen drawer and rushes forward towards him.

I clean his wound to put a rather large patch on it and and winds on the bandage over the wound. I look at him concerned and says "Why did you lie?". He says with sad eyes "I didn't want you to worry about me...".

I looks at him and then I look back at the bandage. I think, out loud, "I can't just stop worry.". I look up blushing and sees that he looks at his hands while he's blushing to.

Namjoon comes out of the bathroom with his hand winds up in a bandage, I run towards him taking his arm to make him stay and I ask "What did you do with that vase? How is your hand and did you get hurt somewhere else? Why..." "Take it easy girl. I just needed to give the flowers new water and I got scared of Jungkook that was walking towards the bedroom and I happened to knock over the vase on his leg. My hand is good, it just hurts a little and I didn't get hurt anywhere else. Your so sweet caring about... us this much." He says with a calm and a little happy tone and then he winks at me. Of course I blush even more and I walks into the bedroom when I remember that I just have my pyamas on. When I've put on some clothes I walks out to them and says "Just be careful, okej? I don't want you to get hurt while I'm downtown with Hanna today.". They smiles at me and nods.

I walk to the room while saying bye and walks out the door, walks up to Hannas, Sugas and Jins door and knocks. Suddenly Jin opens the door with half closed eyes and says with a little seedy voice "Oh hi, she's coming soon. Come. Wait in here." and pulls me into the room. Now I've got a chance to see how the room looks a little better then yesterday. The walls is blue, the floor is of wood and the ceiling is white. It's just as big as mine, Jungkooks and Rapmonsters room but the tv is on the halfmoon stairs and the long desk is in the bedroom. After just a minute Hanna comes out of the bedroom and walks over to me to put on her jacket and shoes.

We walks around in the stores and just talking, all the things we've been through makes it very easy to talk, well we doesn't talk all the time, we can fangirl in the middle of the street and such to. I photograph almost everything, Trees, statues, flowers, buildings, even signs.

Hanna photograph to but I think I'm going a little to far...

We read somewhere that a fan of exo bumped into Chanyeol when she walked into a supermarket here in Korea so we decides to go into a supermarket and hopes for the best. When we have been in there for a while we're starting to go to the exit but suddenly a carriage stops us. We look to the left to see Kai and Kyungsoos suprised faces staring at us while Kai says "Oh! Mian!". We looks at them for a secound to confirm to ourselfs that there's actually Kai and D.O aka Kyungsoo standing infront of us. Hanna and I nods while we are standing still and just looking at them and after some seconds they says "An autograph?". We're coming out of the shock and starts jumping and claping our hand saying "Ye! Ye!". When they are finished they hand them towards us  but we doesn't put out our hands because I'm to busy making sure Hanna doesn't faint of the... view and Hanna smiles inlove-like and it looks like she's going to faint any second. I'm holding her arm so she's standing a little straighter. they take one of each our hands and lay the autographs there! I cant do enything but sqeak the 'thank you' and when they smiles and keep walking towards the vegetables.

Hanna comes to full consciousness and she looks at her hand and I look at mine and we starts jumping and waving with our arms sqeaking to each other so we can't hear what the other one says.

We're starting to go out and towards the Big hit after a few minutes and we half screams on our from outside the store about meeting KaiSoo in real life!

When we are back in the Big hit entertainment building we directly meets the makeupartist when we're walking through the door.

She looks and sounds stressed when she says "Their practice has all ready started, come!". She takes a grip around both Hannas and my arm and jogs to their dance hall with us trying to keep up with her. When we're outside the room the makeupartist who's name is Jong Hye Woo, knocks on the door.

The music turns of and after some seconds the door opens and Rapmonster, the cutest and sweetest guy I know stands there and smiles towards me saying "You're here. Come in." And takes a quite hard grip around my arm but I don't protest, I'm just blushing.

Hanna walks in and walks over to Jin who practice on the new dance they're working on. When he sees Hanna standing there, blushing, he stops dancing and turns towards her and they starts talking.

When Rapmonster starts walking faster I stumble and I'm on my way to fall but suddenly i feel that I get lift up and see Rapmonster looking at me with a big angel smile. When he puts me down on a chair he walks away saying "Now stay put and just look at our bangtanmoves.". We both giggles and I look at him while he walks towards his place in the choreography line up.

I hear a voice beside my head saying "Hi, Kaisa.", I look to my right to see Jungkook with his hands behind his back smiling shyly. I say happily "Hi." And drags his upper part of his body down so I can squeeze my cheek against his so I'm huging him, he hugs back and it turns into a short hug when both of us lets go at the same time. He says "Well as Rapmonster said 'Stay put and look at us." and while he wals away hi looks back and giggles, I smile back to his cute, smiling face.

Hanna walks up to me and says "Okey, you just got lifted up by Rapmonster fort the second time. Feeling?" I laugh and says "I'm kind of embarrassed and happy at the same time. What did you and Jin talk about?". She says with a big smile "No much really. Just huged and talked about what we should do after this training. Oh my god! I can't belive I'm actually this tight with... JIN AND SUGA!". She yelled their names, Jin and Suga blushes and smiles a little while he keeps on dancing.

I say "I know! Same here with Rapmonster and Jungkook. I mean I wanna fangirl every time I see them but I controls it and just screams out the fangirling in my pillow which takes a minute or two. Of course I breath between the screaming if you wonder.". We giggles and keep looking at bts, our newfound friends and crushes who actually likes us back! "I still can't get over that.". Hanna looks at me wondering what I'm talking about. I blushes a little and smiles shyly, she seems to understand that I thought that out loud because she just smiles at me and look back at them again with a little smile on her lips, just like I do.

When they are done with their practice Jungkook, Rapmonster, Suga and Jin talks eith each other some seconds and then Jungkook and Rapmonster walks up to me, turns around to take a grip around my albows with theirs and lifts me up with their other arms under my thighs.

I'm starting to laugh and when i look back Suga and Jin are lifting Hanna the same way. Hanna giggleswhile beeing as red in her face as I am.

We're heading to the rooms when they put us down with their grips around our albows navigating us into our rooms. They say to us with a happy tho eronic tone: "You can tell each other tomorrow.", giggles and forse - navigates us into our rooms. When Rapmonster, Jungkook and I are in the room I quietly take of my shoes and walks into the bedroom to change and then I crowls under the blanket and takes up my phone to uppgrade myself a little with Instagram. Suddenly Girl's days Something starts playing and through the door Rapmonster and Jungkook comes in with their nightpants, snaping their fingers and each other time they take a sidestep each other leg crosses the other.

When girls day starts singing they dance the moves they can which makes Rapmonster standing and improvicing now and then.

I giggle while looking from Rapmonster who improvices the dance and knows some words to Jungkook who can dance along and can sing along to the most of the song, I can just laugh at their cuteness and randomness.

When they're done they take a sit on the side of Rapmonsters bed that is towards me and I say when I'm done laughing "You two are so... so random and adorable! And i just can't belive that you aren't breathless." And smiles shyly at them while blushing a little. They giggles and winks at me while taking of their shirts and crowling down in their own beds while Jungkook says "The steps Rapmonster can, i learned him.". Rapmonster says a little irritated "yah!" and punches Jungkook on his arm but he just laughs and suddenly Rapmonster starts laughing to.

I giggle a quick second and then I say "Good night!", when they've awnsered I turn off the light and fall asleep after some minutes.

 

07:30

I wake of someone gently my arm. I open my eyes in the belief that it is Rapmonster and jerk when I see Jungkooks cute face just a few dm from mine.

He giggles, look down a little more neutral and says "Rapmonster had to go early, I thaought that I need to wake you up so..." I stopped him, I think, when I say a little to happy "I don't mind if you or Rapmonster wakes me up, you wake me up so gently.". He blushes a little and says "Now take on some day clothes and eat some breakfast.".

I blush and say "O-okey." And I do what he told me and then, when we've eaten Jungkook says "How about go out and eat today? Today is actually my day off.".

I smile and says "Sure, sounds great!". He smiles and blushes while he says "It's a date.". I blush and I start feel like I'm cheating on Rapmonster, but I don't know why. When we're done eating we start doing dishes. Jungkook says with a little guilt in his voice "You don't need to help me with this.". I giggle and says smiling "I want to. I don't like leaving people doing this kind of stuff.".

We're working in silence and when we're done I put down my arm in the sink to see if we've forgotten something and suddenly I feel that my arm hurts, I looks at my arm to see a long scratchmark on my arm.

I look at Jungkook who haven't noticed enything yet. I start to cry of how much it hurts but pulls down the sleeve over it and trying to look happy, I do not think he should have to worry unnecessarily. It's not that big and I just need to wash it, put the ointment on and wrap a bandage around it and then it will surely be good again. I start walking but my crying makes me sniffles and breath wierdly, Jungkook turns around and looks down on my arm where the blood has gotten through the fabric and looks really scared.

He rushes over to me and drags me to a chair.

He runs to the bathroom and suddenly the door opens and Rapmonster comes in, says "I forgot my..." and gasps when he sees my arm.

I smile a little while crying of the pain, he runs over to me and takes my hand. His hand is so soft and he sqeeze my hand really hard and I hear him saying something in korean with a very worried tone in his voice. Jungkook says "Ye!" And comes running to me with the first aid kit that is in the bathroom next to the sink.

They take care of my wound and I look at them while thinking, and of course saying out loud "You two are so sweet.".

They smiles and blushes while keep on wraping the bandage around the part of the arm which is under the albow where my scratchmark is.

When they're done they take a sit beside me on each chair and Jungkook talks to me, probably to make sure im still fully consciousness which i am but it's nice to talk with someone, it makes my arm hurt a little less. Rapmonster is sitting on my left side where my scratch is and just holding my hand.

After some seconds Jungkook rises up and walks to the door. I yell "Where are you going?!" worrying that he'll leave me. He giggles and says "I'll come back soon. I'll just saying to Hanna that you two can't go downtown today.".

When he leave Namjoon ask me "Do you want anything to eat? What did you do to get that awful scratch?". I  say no and tell him what happened. When I'm done explaining he say "You have to be careful. You're to precious to me to take such a risk.".

I blush and look away, that second I turn away my head i get a hand on my chin turning back my head so I look at Namjoon  right opposite of me. He angel smiles and say "Will you never remember that there is no shame in blushing infront of me. Girl, for the hundred time: You are to cute to feel that you need to look away.". I feel the heat on my face warming up the atmosphere around me, but Namjoon just keep that angellike smile on his face. I can't stop the smile to grow on my face.

Suddenly the door opens and Hanna, Jimin, Suga, Jin, J-hope and V comes running towards me. Jungkook slowly walks into the room saying "I couldn't stop them from following me here.". He looks really exhausted so I say "No worries. Now go and rest a bit, Kookie." . He smiles an exhausted smile and walks into the bedroom.

They build a half circle infront of me, take a sit on the floor and Hanna ask me "What happened?" with some compassion in her voice.

I tell them what happened and V says "Probably Jimin.", he looks at him suprised and says "What the bruh?". I do a try to stop that teasing with saying "I don't blame anyone. It was probably just an accident.". V jerk his shoulders and Jimin tickles him so he start laughing. He try to calm down but fails. I say "Ones a horse always a horse." with some happiness in my voice and I start laughing and Hanna laughs with me which evryone els does to after some seconds.

Suddenly Jungkook comes out from the bedroom. Evreryone stands up -including me- and he just walks up to us saying "What? Am I your commander or what?". We look at each other and then I solute with my right arm. Everyone giggles, eccept Jungkook who after some seconds starts gaffawing really hard so I start giggle because he look like he's going to collapse of the power from the laughing that makes you so unbalanced.

I suddenly look at Namjoon saying worried "Wait, Namjoon, what happened to your practice?". I jerk of the fact that I said Namjoon and not Rapmonster like he wanted me to say when there are people among us. To my suprise he doesn't react and says "You were hurt! Do you really think that I would leave you?". I blush really hart but now I sink into Namjoons beautiful eyes and I don't notice that he walks up to me. He wakes me up from the trance by putting his hands on my jaw saying "You are to important to me.". Then he caress his hands along my neck down to my shoulders and drags me towards him so he hugs me tight. I hug him back. His smell, his warmth, his breath, I wish he never let go. But sadly for me he does for some reason.

Of course I feel the heat coming up to my cheeks and like a reflex I look at Rapmonster who start smiling and keep looking into my eyes which makes me blush even more.

He start giggling and walks away, looking back a few times smiling and looking me into my eyes.

I can't stop looking at him. The way he walks, the way his legs moves, the way his hips moves, the way his hair bounds a little of every step, I known for 1 year and this just proves that I'm "Inlove...". Evryone, including Rapmonster who stopped at the doorstep looks at me like I'm wierd and funny... Well, not Hanna because she knows me to well to be suprised by my loud thinking. She looks at me and I jerk my shoulders while we're starting to laugh for no reason. Suga and Jin is standing on each side of Hanna, looking at her now and then. It seems like they are pissed at each other but tries not to show it.

When everyone are leaving I'm stopping Hanna and ask her what's going on with her, Suga and Jin.

We're walking into the bedroom and she begins to tell me. "Yesterday I woke up by the sound of angry voices, I walked into the big room and saw Suga and Jin standing with their back towards each others while Jin was looking at me saying 'Sorry... Did we wake you up? Suga turn around amd looked at me suprised, I nod and looked down to not meet their looks, suddenly Suga said 'You know how I... we, feel for you.' I nod again, looked up and looked to one of them to the other. Jin said with tears in his throat 'I think it's time for you to choose.'. I was so chocked but the tears was pressing up in my throat. I took a deep breath and said 'I can't choose, I've told you that my feelings are equal towards you two.'. I didn't want to be there and feel their sad looks at me so I started to walk away but Jin took my right arm and spun me a full lap and back huged me tight.

He whispered in my ear 'Baby, don't go.' Then he sighed and continued his sentence 'Saranghae...', it was like a fairytale. Suddenly he released me from his grip and I felt his body turn the other way. I was so dizzy and lightheaded so I couldn't walk staight, I took one stumbling towards the door to go to you but suddeny Suga took a grip of my left arm and spun me a half lap so my face was just a cm from his and took my other arm. He whispered in my ear with a dark, y voice 'mianhajiman... saranghae...'. He held me for some seconds. Then released me quickly and the dizziness and the feeling that I was going to faint had dubbled so I turned around to ask one of them to put out a chair for me but Suga had all ready done that and Jin helped me so I sat on the chair and not missed it.

I know that they fighted under the time I wasn't fully conscious, I remember hearing the angry tones in their voices but not what they argued about. *sigh* But it's most likely that they were fighting about..."  "You." I say without really thinking. She look down on her hands which she has placed on her knees. I think I know what Hanna is thinking, but I ask to be sure "Does it feel like we have caused trubble in BTS for you to?". She looks up at the same time she turns her head towards me and she nods slowly and both our eyes gets tearful.

I hug her and when she's huging me back we both can't stop the tears from coming. When we stop crying we're just laying down on the bed thinking... Suddenly Rapmonster comes in saying "Sorry to disturb you in your friendmoment but I just want to say to you Kaisa that I'm going back to the training now. I stand up and walks over to him, hug him and say "Good luck, baby good luck to you.". I giggle and he giggles with me. I let go of him and he dissappears out the door.

After a while we look at the clock and sees that it's half three, Hanna says "I think I need to go to my room now but see you.". I nod and follow her to the door.

I suddenly feel the smell food and when I turn around Jungkook stands at the table and on the table their's wok, rice, chicken, sauces and more delicious food and he says "I don't want your wound to get infected so I took the restaurant to you sort of.". I smile and thank him while walking over to the table.

We had a funny evening and after we've eaten Jungkook is forbidding me to help him do the dishes. I giggle and says "Fine." and walk into the bedroom. I look at the clock, it's five o'clock. Suddenly I can hear knocks on the door and when I say come in I see Hanna coming towards me, we talk a long time ablout everything and nothing as usual untill we lay down and just relaxes.

 

07:00

I wake up of Rapmonsters rough though soft morning voice saying "Wake up angel...s.".

-S? Why did he say it in singular? Suddenly I hear a sigh on my left side and when I look I see Hanna looking at me wonderly and I jerk my shoulders and say "Now I understand why I don't remember walking you to the door.". We start laughing while we understand that we fall asleep with our clothes on. We walk out the door to the big room. The table has four chairs now, one is a office chair from the long desk on the halfmoon platform. Jungkook says "Because you slept over you have a choice to eat with us if you want to. Hanna smiles while she nods and then she  says "Gamsahabnida.", bows and walk up to the office chair to sit down. When she's sitting down I bow to and walk up to the chair that I usually sits on and the only chair that's avalible because Rapmonster and Jungkook is all ready sitting down.

After the breakfast Hanna drag me into the bedroom again and close the door, she says to me very seriously "Okey, I think your love triangel is a little more simple than mine. From what I can see you like Jungkook but you love Rapmonster.". I look at her suprised that it's that abvious. After some seconds I look at the door while I say "If I tell the truth to Jungkook he will be devastated. I don't know if I will manage to lose him. I mean I still have feelings for him even though the ones for Rapmonster is stronger.". Hanna nods and say "I don't think that we should hold them on ice longer then necessary ". I nod and wipe away my tears from my cheeks. We hug each other and opens the door to see Rapmonster and Jungkook letting go of the dishes they are washing at the sink, turn around and looks at us.

Rapmonster and Jungkook walks up to me and hug me and I hug them back blushing a little bit, but I let go of them when Hanna as me to come with her to the stores.

Rapmonster takes a hold of the upper part of my hurt arm saying "I don't think it's such a great idea for her to go out with her arm." And lifts up my arm. I blush of course which make Rapmonster look at me and smiling which makes me smile a little and blush a little bit more.

He giggles and lets go of my arm saying "Of course it's your choice, Kaisa.". I look at Hanna who directly say "Yeah, actually I think you're right." and walks out the door saying "See you after dinner then, Kaisa.". I nod when she looks at me and then *bang* the door closes.

I look at Jungkook who walks to the door saying "I'm going out to buy some groceries. Stay here my babies, I'll be back soon.". I giggle and Rapmonster and I says "Yes mom." at the same time. I blush and look at Rapmonster who looks down on his feet smiling a little. Jungkook giggles and when he have close the door I look at Rapmonster who's walking towards the table, I'm following him and take the sit opposite of him. I look at him and when he looks at me I say "I don't think you should look away when you blush either. I think it's really adorable that a manly man like you blush... Red monster.". He giggles and says with a sarcastic tone in his voice and a smile on his lips "I don't approve to that nickname.". I put up my nose and cross my arms saying "Hm, you won't get rid of it. I will call you that and you can't stop me.". I can't stop the smile from growing on my lips, he laugh and says " Well then suit yourself.". I smile towards him and suddenly he starts chasing me around the room. I laugh and tricks him a little now and then, pretending to crowl under the table and when he's on the side of the table I run the other way, draging a chair infront of him and more.

When I'm stupid enough to run into the bedroom he stand at the opening and I'm standing behind my bed, he runs towards the other side of the bed and I back up for evry step he takes. Suddenly I fall backwards over my own fot, I'm starting to crowl backwards until I crowl into the wall with my back. Rapmonster walks up to me and stops just some dm from my feet and start smiling mischievous. He goes down on his knees and start tickling me on my thighs, I start laughing, screaming and flounder trying to take away his hands from my thighs.

Suddenly he takes a firm grip around my wrists and puts them against the wall so his face is just some cm from mine. We're paralyzed in this position for a minute starring into each others eyes, I feel that my head is slowly drifting towards his handsome face. Suddenly the front door slam and Jungkook says "I'm back, chickens.". I stare at Rapmonster who's freezed in a neutral face expression, realizing that I can't get away from his grip. He quickly look down, let go of my wrists, put his hands on the wall to push himself away from his position where he sits on his knees on each side of my lower part of my legs with his upper body hanging over my legs. He stands up to walk out to the bedroom.

I sit put against the wall, he was less then a dm from my face, voluntarily and not because of some game. I blush so hard and walks out the bedroom to, Rapmonster stands at the chair he usually sits on and talk with Jungkook, when he sees me he looks down smile and I understand that I'm still red like a tomato.

I walk fast towards the bathroom to look in the morror, I'm seriously as red like a tomato! I put my hands on the basin to have a support to my upper part of my body while I try to calm down which doesn't work so well. I sigh and walk to the toilet to take a shower.

I start to take of my clothes but when I'm opening the shower I see that my shampoo and balm is still in my suitcase. I'm sighing and takes the big towel I actually brought to the bathroom from my suitcase. I assure myself that the towel is big enough before I start walking towards the door. When I'm standing infront of the door holding the door handle, I take a deep breath and pulls the door open. Rapmonster and Jungkook jerks and looks at me suprised, I smile awkward saying "I forgot my shampo and balm.". They nod slowly but doesn't stop looking at me.

I walk into the bedroom and take the shampoo and balm in my right hand but when I put the balm in my hand they're to slippery, I drop them on my right fot and holds my breath to not scream of the sudden pain in my toes.

I take them up again and put then in my emty toiletry bag. I walk out but can't walk properly so I limps a little, Rapmonster has all ready arrived at me after I've taken some steps and ask "What happened?". Before I awnser he put my left hand on his right muscular shoulder and his welltrained arm under my own arm and over my back to take a grip with his fingers on my ribs. He drag me closer to him to support me so I don't need to walk on it as much. I blush and when I look at him I see that he does to. I say "I just dropped my shampoo and balm on my toes.". He keep on being a support to me until we get to the bathroom. He let go and says "Be more careful from now on." And without waiting for an awnser he walks away. I quickly walk into the bathroom, shut the door, take of the towel and walk into the shower. I'm almost done with the shower when I hear the door open and jerk when I remember that I didn't lock the door and that I didn't say that I was going to take a shower. I try to reach the towel but I don't, when I suddenly get it in my hand I quickly look out from behind the shower curtain to see... Jungkook! I quickly pull in my arm into the shower and close the curtain.

Jungkook giggles and says "Sorry, I needed paper.". I jerk when I realize that he and Rapmonster doesn't say if they're hurt somewhere so I often find out on my own with my suspiciousness. I quickly secure the towel around my body and walks out from behind the curtains. Jungkook is walking out the door but jerks and turn around to look at me.

He look a little suprised and smiles a embarressed smile that make me embarressed and control my long towel, he says "Oh! Hi-" and I see that he isn't hurt which make me run out to the kitchen where Rapmonster sit on a chair with his legs on another chair and playing with his phone. When I've run towards him and standing infront of him he looks at me suprised and I see that he isn't hurt either. Thank god.

I walk to the bedroom tiredly without anwser eny of the questions about my actions I just did.

I say a little high "I'm going to change.". I look at them who looks at me and nods. I close the door and get dressed, then I walk out the door and explains to them why I made those actions before so they don't think that I'm angry, then i walk over to Hanna.

I open the door without knocking which I regret because Jin and Hanna are making out, sitting on a kitchen chair, Hanna on Jins lap. They jerks away from each other and I quickly look away and say "Sorry! Sorry." And close the door quickly. When I've been outside a while sitting next to my rooms door, Hanna and Jin walk out and takes a seat on the opposite of me.

I say a little ashamed "I'm sorry, I wanted to talk to you Hanna and I forgot to knock..." Jin giggles a little and Jin says "No worries. But the moment ended to fast." And look at Hanna and winks which make Hanna blush, really hard. Jin kisses Hanna on her cheek and stand up to walk into their room.

When the door closes Hanna hit me on my leg with her fot and says "Why? You know how much I wished to kiss him for years!". I say "I'm sorry, okey?" wish a giggle melted into the sentense and then I continue my sentense "If I had known I would would've waited.".I can't stop smiling thinking that she have actually kissed him without that game.

Hanna says a little sad "Who knows when I get this moment again?". I look at her witha sad face and say "I'm truly sorry, Hanna.". She then smiles and halfwispers "Omg, he's such a good kisser. His breath smells like... well Jin. And I love his smooth and plumb lips!". She puts her hand on because she almost screamed last sentense. I giggle and halfwispers "He really like you. I can see it on the way he looks at you, and for god sake woman, he kissed you before he walked into your room.".

I jerk and asks "By the way were is Suga?". Hanna says "He is at the store to buy... something, I don't remember what he said he'd buy. And no, I haven't said enything to him about me and Jin.". Understandible. I nod and smile.

We giggles and talk a little before we walk into our rooms again, the clock is a little to late to talk to long.

 

06.05

I wake up and feel so awake. I walk out the door without opening the door to much than necessary, then I close the door and walk over to the toilet with my clothes under my arm.

When I walk out the toiletdoor i look at the clock and I wisper to myself "Wait, it just five past six?".

After I've eaten breakfast I walk around the big room and listening to BTS song that i downloaded when I got my samsung. After a while I discover that Rapmonster standing in the doorway to the bedroom and look at me smiling a tired morningsmile, crossed legs, resting his hip on the -for me- left doorframe as he does with his opposite arm on the other side, resting his head on his hand.

I giggle at my silly dancemoves. He start giggle with me and suddenly he says "Come with me.". He drags me with him and suddenly we rush into their practiceroom, when he closes the door I see Hanna and Jin on the floor who looks at us as suprised as I felt. Rapmonster say "We're going to do the same thing enyway.".

Then, in a creepy way they understand each other because they nod to each other and walk over to each corner of the room.

Rapmonster is standing infront of me and I'm standing literally in the corner.

Rapmonster take my hand saying "Kaisa, I really like you. I hope you feel the same way.". I blush and nod slowly a little terrified of what he's going to say.

He takes a deep breath and says very seriously "do you want to get together with me?".

I lose my jaw and just freeze. He hang with his head and giggles a little, smiling. I think to myself Just say yes already! And I hear that I didn't say anything! I always think out loud, I'm seriously freezed. After a minute I can feel my jaw closing, "Yes! Omg yes, yes, yes!". I can see how he relaxes and he takes a breath and sighs a relieved sigh and hugs me. I hug him tight back and when Rapmonster let go of me I see Hanna nod and Jin lift her up around her waist and spins. Before I get to see more I see Rapmonsters face coming closer to mine and suddenly he kisses me, I close my eyes and enjoy this very moment. His lips are so soft, he has his hands on my waist and drag me closer to him so I feel his stomach and I put my arms around his back. He has his shorts on, the lightblue ones he had the first time I met him when he was standing on the doorsteps to the room in Stockholm we shared, 3b.

Suddenly he stop kissing me and he looks at me just smiling. I look a quicky at Hanna and they actually do the same thing with each other.

When we're infront of the rooms Rapmonster and Jin says at the same time "Tell him.". We both nods and walk in. Jungkook is sitting at the table looking at me, sad.

He stands up and say "I think I know what you are going to say. When you and Namjoon we're gone... I understand, you chose him, right?".

I feel the tears starting to fall down my cheeks when I nod. Jungkook slowly walk up to me, take my upper part of my arms and says "Okey. But if he ever breaks your heart I'll be there at your side. Even though you've chosen Namjoon I will be your friend and take care of you.". I start crying and I can't stop the tears from coming out, I hug him a long time until he pushes me away so he hold my arms again och then he kiss my forhead and walk to the chair and just sit their staring at his feet and leens his albows on his knees.

I walk out the door and Rapmonster is sitting on the floor leening his back against the wall.

I sit down beside him and start crying on his shoulder. He puts his right arm behind me and starting pat my head and leens his cheek against my forhead.

Suddenly Hanna comes out from her room crying her eyes out and I walk over to her to hug her. After my short hug she goes down on her knees to hug Jin. After a while when she has stop crying she start talking while looking at me "He understood that I have chosen you, Jin", she looks at Jin and continue the sentence "But then he walked away slaming the bedroom door. I can't stand him being mad at me!".

Jin hug her tight and pat her head with his left hand.

The silence stays all day and evening. I go to bed early.

 

09.00

I wake up of Rapmonsters hand my cheek. I start smiling and open my eyes, get up on my albows and give him a kiss. He close his eyes quick when I kiss him and when I'm laying down again he smiles and open his eyes.

"I really just want to fangirl when I see you, Namjoon.". I blush, put my hand on my mouth and turn over to my right side. He giggles and say "Jungkook are staying at Vs right now, Suga are at Jimins.". I nod sadly of the thought of Jungkook leaving the room but Namjoon is here and when that thought pop into my head I start smiling.

Suddenly we hear knockings and Rapmonster walks out to open the door and I hear Jin and Hannas voices in the big room.

I put on some clothes, the BTS t-shirt I got from Namjoon and a pair of red shorts and white black striped knee socks. I walk out and we talk a while, all four. Hanna tell me "Suga was kind of angry yesterday so he just packed his back and left.". I can see her eyes get wet, I take her hand and Jin take her chin between his thumb and forefinger and turns her head towards him and kisses her, she fell a tear when she close her eyes but she doesn't start crying.

Suddenly Rapmonster says "Kaisa...". I turn my head and he kisses me. After the kisses we start talking and then Hanna and Jin go back to their room.

 

2 years later

Me and Hanna are outside Rapmonsters and my apartment building. Her and Jins apartment building is just two houses away on the other side of the street.

Today we're celebrating our second year together with our boyfriends and me and Hanna have fixed a reservation on a korean restaurant we all four loves. We have said to Jin and Rapmonster to wait outside the little shop on the opposite of my apartment building and we wanted them to get up and take to of my scarfs that are thick so they won't see through them from my apartment.

We see them outside the shop and walk over the street to them and put on the scarfs over their eyes like blindfolds and I guide Rapmonster and Hanna guide Jin to a little around the block so they get a little confused where we're going and then we guide them to the restaurant.

When we take of the scarfs we walk into the restaurant and take a seat at the nicest table closest to the window. Hanna and I always order nudles, Rapmonster and Jin to.

After a while I say "I can't believe that it has been two year since we got together." And hug Rapmonsters arm. He giggles and say "I feels like yesterday you screamed your yes.". I blush and burry my face in his jacket sleeve.

Hanna puts her head on Jins shoulder and he leens his cheek against his head.

THE END