I know I'm not worth it..

I'm sorry.. So sorry..

I've never mean to cause you any trouble..

I'm so sorry..

This is me..

 

Smiles girl..

Smiles brightly..

Laugh a lot..

Put your mask on..

Don't let them know..

Don't let them in..

They only cause you pain..

 

But..

It's the pain that I've crave on..

It's make me feel love..

At least they notice me, thats why they hurt me..

They notice that I'm here in this world..

I do exist..

But.. Do I exist..?

If I am, why there is no place for me in this world..

I feel like I don't belongs here..

 

But...

Where should I go..?

I've try to behave..

I've try to be a good girl..

Why can't they accept me already..?

am I not do good enough..?

Tell me..

Please..

Take me..

 

But..

Who is listening..?

I guess nobody..

*sigh*

Why is life this hard..?

Where is my place..?

Please give me something..

I need to be something..

Anything..

Anyone..??

Please..

I'll accept anything..

Did you need a punching bag..??

Please........

 

Smiles girl..

They don't want a glomy face..

Smiles brightly..

Smiles until your face hurt..

Laugh.. Laugh heartily..

Giggles.. Giggles a lot..

No need to worry..

There got to be someone who need a joker..

Smiles.. Make them smile..

Make them laugh with you..

Or laugh at you..

Show them you're clumsy..

let them laugh at you..

Smiles..

Smiles brightly..

Smiles..

Just smiles even if it hurt..

Just Smiles..

Smiles.. That's all you have to do..