"So.. I'm sorry about what happened today." Myungsoo cracked the silence between you and him. You glanced over him and you couldn't help but grin. He was confuse because you're grinning widely at him instead of hit him or yelled him or scolded him.

"Nah, it's not your fault. Don't worry about that. I just fell and well yeah it's hurt though." You answered him still with a smile plastered on your face. A warm smile.

"Is it still hurt now?" You can sense that he was concerned and guilty about it.

"Just makes my head aching a bit, but don't worry, soon it will disappear. Come on, relax. It's nothing. It's really okay. And by the way, I didn't know your name! Gosh, how rude I am to not ask your name before! Sorry." You said while stick out your tongue and scratch the back of your head and offer your hand to him. Again Myungsoo stared in confusion.

"I'm Yong ~~~. You?"

"Oh.. I'm Myungsoo. You can call me L." Myungsoo shook your hand and let go of your hand hurriedly and shoved it in his pocket.

"I like Myungsoo better." You gave him your warm eye-smile again. For a split second, Myungsoo forgot that he should've hated you.

"People mostly call me L. No one calls me by my real name. Don't you know who I am?"

"Hmm.. who are you? You're Myungsoo." You said shortly and Myungsoo just stared in disbelief at you. How come you couldn't recognize that he's the Kingka of Woolim since Middle High School and Myungsoo still held the title until now.

"Ask your friends tomorrow." Myungsoo said and speed up his pace and you almost left behind but you tried to keep up with him. Again, silence surrounding both of you but somehow you felt it's not like an awkward silence even though for Myungsoo it's awkward as hell and he hoped that your house appeared in 5 seconds which turns out it's not.

You just stared at him in disbelief. Soon you remember that he's being rude to you this two days. You slightly poked his elbow. He turned around his head to give you his death glare and you shuddered at it.

"Um.. why are you being rude with me? Did I do anything wrong to you before?" You asked carefully while playing with your hands. Myungsoo recognize your habit from Sunggyu. Sunggyu ever told him that whenever you're nervous or cautious, you will play with your own hands, twirling it around, anything.

"Just feel like to.." Myungsoo answered shortly and shut his mouth. You couldn't help but shut your mouth as well. 

'You did so many wrong things in my life, ~~~' Myungsoo muttered in his mind and sighed. 

Soon both of you approached your house. Myungsoo stop in front of your house and once again staring at you. But this time not his death glare, just a silent glare with a bit touch of sadness in it.

"Sorry again about today. Bye." Myungsoo turned around to walk off but you grab his wrist and it makes him flinch and shot his death glare again at you and you let off your grip right away.

"Umm.. don't worry about it. Thank you for walking me home." You said weakly and come inside of your house while watching Myungsoo walked away. You couldn't figure out with him, sometime he looked nice, but sometime he looked like he wanted to kill you. But you shrugged it off.

Myungsoo reached his house and passed Sunggyu's bedroom. He stared at the door for a while and he took a deep breath and pull all of his courage and open the door and stepped inside. It's the first time you walked inside his room after he passed away.

Myungsoo took a glance on the bed, the cupboard, even inhale the familiar smell that still lingered on the room. It makes Myungsoo’s heart feel tightened and he’s on the verge of tears already. He reached the desk and grabbed the photo frame. The picture was Myungsoo with Sunggyu laughing happily together while looking at the camera and Sunggyu’s arm was around Myungsoo’s shoulder. He couldn’t held the tears anymore.

“Hyung.. I met her officially. I hate her, hyung. I know you will be sad if you knew that I hated her. But she’s the reason why you pas.. passed away, hyung. She fell from my back today, hyung. Sorry about that hyung, but I’m happy that she fell.” Myungsoo started to tell everything while the tears kept overflowing and sometimes the word he was about to let out was stucked in his throat.

“I will watch her, hyung. But I cannot promise you that I won’t make her suffer hyung. I did this all because of you, hyung. I hope you understand, hyung.” Myungsoo said weakly as he tighten his grip on the photoframe. He felt thrilled for a while but he shrugged it off. Then he headed to his bedroom to get some rest.