This is a story of  me....

My Name is Ryeowook

I am gay.... in the closet

how I know?

Well... just say I know I am different since in the beginning of middle school

Playing barbie?

Nah... I am not that girly you know....

I never knew I am gay until I watched JAV (Japan Adult Movie) with my friend... while others were feeling hot because the girls... me... well... I have a when I see the actor's

Quite shocked huh?

Me too...

I suddenly ran out of my friends house that night... my friends thought I am shy because it was my first time watching adult video...

YOU ARE WRONG MY FRIEND!!!!

Then the night continue... with me having a dream to be the girls on that movie

Since then... I just accept that I like man

Yap... I AM OFFICIALY GAY

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My highschool times was my turture time...

when you are living on small town, you know you have to take care your image for parents sake

I never have meet someone who just like me,

And I never tried to find it

So I am a loner 

With a big V on my head...

the gay boy in the closet TT____TT

BUT NOT ANYMORE!!!!!

CAUSE I AM IN SEOUL NOW....

No one from my town is here for judging me...

I am free!!!!

No one can stop me!!!

I wanna have a boyfriend

I wanna fall in love

I wanna have first kiss, first night... and many many first

It was my plan,

Until one day, I met a boy...

a homophobic boy if I may add

He makes me angry

He makes me crazy

But.....

Why can I stop thinking about him?

Why he always comes to my dream?

Is it possible to fall in love... moreover have romantic story with a homophobic guy?

I am doom