"I'm so glad you made time to see me how's life? tell me how's your family I haven't seen them in a while you've been good busier than ever we small talk about work and the weather your guard is up and I know why because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind you gave me roses and I left them there to die."

Hankyungs eyes lit up when he saw Heechul walk in the cafe. He smiled at the older male and waved for him to come over and sit down; Heechul went and sat across from him a slight scowl on his face "I'm glad you decided to come.. How have you been..? The members? How are they?" Hankyung said finally breaking the awkward silence he could fell "Well your lucky i got a little bit of time before my next schedule.. ehh I've been good, really busy lately touring and other things ya know?" He stated "The members? their good too.." Hankyung bit his lower lip and nodded he could read the emotions going through the other male all to well; and he didn't like it at all. He could see heechul put his guard up when he walked in; He didn't blame him he probably didn't want to get hurt again. Last time he saw heechul ; It was Hankyungs birthday Heechul bought roses and had an amazing night planned just for them; but; Hankyung left; left super junior and left him - without a goodbye -

"So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying "I'm sorry for that night," i go back to December all the time it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine i'd go back to December turn around and make it all right, these days I haven't been sleeping staying up playing back myself leaving when your birthday passed and I didn't call and I think about summer all the beautiful times I watched you laughing on the passenger side realized that I loved you in the fall and then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind you gave me all your love and all I gave you was GoodBye."

 Hankyung stared at the man in front of him taking a deep breath "Chullie.. I'm really sorry..about that night." Heechul looked out the window "I don't even care anymore its in the past." "its just.. i still think about you everyday ever since i went back to China.. I've just wanted to see you so bad.." Heechul crossed his arms while listening to him "how can i even believe you anymore?" "i.. i don't know.. i haven't even been able to sleep.. i know i messed up.. i keep replaying me leaving you and thinking about how much i screwed up.. and i know i don't deserve your forgiveness.." "Yeah, you don't.. you didn't even call me on my birthday.. you just vanished it was like you never existed." Hankyung looked at the ground running his fingers through his hair; it was true he wasn't supposed to even contact anyone from his old group until the law suit was over with and now that it was and he went solo; he wanted to see Heechul to try to fix things; He thought about Heechul everyday the summer they spent together before he left when he realized he was actually inlove with Chullie;  he confessed and was the happiest man alive because Heechul felt the same way.. The Hankyung filed a lawsuit against SM and he had to leave; He had to say goodbye;

"I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile so good to me so right and how you held me in your arms that September night -- the first time you ever saw me cry maybe this is wishful thinking probably mindless dreaming but if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right I'd go back in time and change it but I can't so if the chain is on your door I understand."

Hankyung kept his eyes glued on the older man how he missed seeing him; his skin; his smile; everything about him Heechul was like a drug - and Hankyung was addicted; The night Hankyung had a break down; screaming and crying; Heechul was the only one who was there for him he held Hankyung and rocked him back and forth  trying to sooth him "Chullie.. if you give me another chance.. i swear i wont hurt you again...but if you don't want to open up to me again i understand.."  Heechul watched Hankyungs expressions and saw he was sincere he stood up "I have to go.. but be here tonight at 8 if you really wanna try again okay?" Heechul smiled and winked at him "I'll be here.." Hankyungs heart was beating so fast Heechul waved and walked out

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