Dear Diary,

This is how I need to start it right? I'm not too sure since it's my first time doing this and it might be silly and embarrassing to write every events that is happening to my life but oh well it! I don't care! I just need someone or something for me to remember everything that is happening to my life now. My mom told me that writing is the best way to vent out emotion that I feel and if ever I need to reminisce then this is the perfect solution that I need.

Now I'm going to write the real reason why I decided to write and it is all because of LOVE. Yes! Because I fall in love and I feel like everything is going to change starting from now on. I don't know if it's a good thing or bad thing but I should be prepared for it right? But how can I prepare myself for something unexpected? I have lots of questions that I know I won't be able to answer, maybe in the future but not for now.

Anyways, I don't know why I have the sudden urge to write but I just have this gut feeling that it's all going to be important to me one day which is why I'll do my best to put every detail with soo much accuracy, I don't care if it's good or bad.

I guess I should start with what happened yesterday. I couldn't keep my secret to myself anymore. I'm feeling suffocated with this &I need someone to lean on. And I finally did! I told my friends my deepest and darkest secret of mine. I finally told them that I'm gay.