8 years ago ~

" words can't describe how much I love you, being with someone like you is a blessing, I thank god every time I wake up to your beautiful face , your voice is my drug. The thing I'm about to say is going to change the life of the both of us ....... So do kyungsoo would you change your name to Kim kyungsoo ?, will you marry me ? "
Kim jongin asked as he kneeled down

Kyungsoo was already a sobbing mess, but she muttered a "yes" anyway

Jongin immediately got up and insert the metal ring, pulled her in a bone crashing hug and kissed her under the rain

It seems like the rain drops are big fans of their love .....

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3 months after the proposal …

"Kim jongin are you willing to have this woman as your wife, to love her , comfort her , honored , and keep her in sickness and health ?"
Said the minister

" I will ".

"Do kyungsoo are you willing to have this man as your husband, to love him , comfort him , honored , and keep him in sickness and health , so long as you both shall live ?"

"I will "

" with the blessing of God , I now pronounce you as husband and wife, you may kiss the bride "

Jongin kissed her under the rain , again .....

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Eight years after ...

*Beep* *Beep* *Be-

Kyungsoo woke up at 7:30 to an empty bed , as always ...
She sighed and got out of bed , and started doing her morning routine...
.......
It's been a month since jongin started acting cold
It breaks her heart waking up to an empty bed , she missed his warmth
, she missed the hand that used to rube her back when she's in a bad mood
Did she did something wrong, she was willing to do anything just to win his love and warmth back

…………………………………………………

It's 11:30 , and there's still no sign of jongin
She was worried as hell , it's almost midnight !
....
She was pulled out of her thoughts by the sight of jongin entering the house ...

" jongin baby you're late, did something wrong happened at work? "
She asked in a worried tone

" mind your own business women! , I'm a man I can come when ever the I want , understand?! "

He threw those words like if they were nothing

She nodded holding back her tears 

" that's what I thought "
He said eyeing her from top to bottom

...............

This is not jongin, he might be a bit cold but he won't just throw those words like if they were nothing, jongin is wise and gentle , he would never do such a thing ... He's just tired of work

She sighed and wiped her tears away
And then an idea came in her head
It might light up the mood a bit ....
She went to their bedroom , and she was welcomed with the sight of jongin playing with his phone
Maybe he's texting his work colleagues, anyway...
She sat next to him and bed and cleared a bit so that he will notice her ....
But her attempt was a fail
Then she called him

"Jonginie !"
She called almost a whisper

No answer.....
She called again

"Baby Jong!"
She called in higher volume

"WHAT DO YOU WANT,can't you see that I'm busy texting someone?!"
He said

" oh ok I'm sorry , but tell me when you're done "
She said

She couldn't hide her tears anymore , so she quickly ran out of the room

It breaks her heart to remember how jongin used to treat her
And how he does now

She didn't do anything wrong to him , she still love as much as she used to .
Maybe she's not enough anymore, maybe she's too clingy for his liking, maybe she's not beautiful anymore.....
Maybe he's in love with someone else! ....

That night she cried her self to sleep...
And the surprise she had for jongin is long time forgotten

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It was a beautiful spring morning
Kyungsoo and her sister luhan were sitting in the park and enjoying their Starbucks * that's what girls always do right? *
Luhan was talking about tonight's singing show in one of the biggest restaurants in Seoul , and she was convincing kyungsoo to go preform there , but as always she refused because of jongin, saying that tonight she's going to tell him the big news

" it can wait kyungie this is such a big opportunity for you think about it please